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Born in Bramford, Ontario, which is like, it's not too big of a town, but it's always kind of been not that good of a town. You know what I mean? It's always been like drugs and crime like my whole life. That's really all it is.
Toronto is like maybe an hour from us so we get a lot of a lot of this stuff from trying to like guys will come to from Toronto to sit in trap houses here and and there's a place called Hamilton which is like a bigger city which is also bad you know what I mean it's all like kind of right here so we kind of get like all the flow of that here you know guys come from out of town to do their dirt here really um so like I I had like a normal childhood
for the first like eight to ten years and then my dad was always I always looked up to my dad right because I didn't really see him he wasn't around a lot we went there once a week for dinner you know to my grandparents house and my dad was always an alcoholic and we didn't know at the time I found out when I was older but he was always smoking rock and doing powder and stuff right but we didn't know that so he was always in and out of jail like constantly but it would be like eight to
I guess it just started to make me like bad like I wanted to be like my dad which sounds like now to me that's super crazy but when I was younger like I remember
Being at my dad's girlfriend's, he was in jail and they were together for a long time. I never called her my stepmom, but we would go for sleepovers there and stuff. And I remember getting in trouble one time when I was like,
I always just thought that jail was cool. I was obsessed with jail movies and just jail.
When I was 12, I actually caught my first assault charge and it was on accident too, like 100% accident. So I was at school and there was this girl I liked, which makes it even more fucked up. So you know how when you're a kid, you like, you'll put your foot on the back of somebody's knee and press it and like make them fall. You know what I mean? Well, I didn't know that this girl had reconstructive surgery on her knee at 12, right? So I did that to her and I re-broke her whole knee just by doing that. And I liked her, you know, like I was trying to like,
for
They brought me to the holding cells, whatever, for like eight hours. I remember being in the holding cells and like crying, looking at the camera crying like, I'm sorry, you know? And my mom came and picked me up like eight hours later and I got in trouble obviously and I explained to my mom like it was an accident, like I really did not mean to do that. And so my mom was like kind of lenient on me and then three months later I'm back at school and I'll never forget this kid, his name was Spencer Norris and
We're 12, right? Me and a couple of guys, we built this big crazy snow fort, right? And this kid started breaking it. So I started punching him in the head. And the teachers came and grabbed us, brought us to the office and his mom pressed charges. Mind you, this is like three months after I just got charged at the same school for breaking a girl's knee. And they don't care about my story, right? They just look at what happened. So I ended up going to open custody for like, I think it was like four months.
And then I got into a fight there, so they sent me to secure custody in Hamilton. It was called Arrow.
It's basically like a group home, pretty much. They take you on outings, you can go to the movies, like you gotta be good and then you can like build up like your worker could take you to the mall, type things like that. And it's like a big house with rooms in it, right? But you gotta live there, you gotta stay there, you can't just freely... Well, the door's always unlocked, like tons of guys would just run, right? But it's up the street from the police station, like you're getting caught the same day or
You go to closed custody, which is more like guys want to fight there and it's more like there's more violence your kids and the kids that go to secure custody are too bad to be in open custody.
You know, it's more like they got something to prove, I guess, you know? So when I went there, the funny thing is they had a four-star chef there. Because you go to a cafeteria and the chef was a four-star. Like he used to make like these Kentucky Fried Chicken, like big chicken sandwiches and stuff. Like the food was good there, but yeah, the kids, it was a lot crazier. You know, it was always fights. And I remember the first time I got beat up there, these guys, these older guys, because mind you, I think I was about 13.
I'm
I'm like alright I'll do it trying to make a name and I hung out with one guy there right this kid's name was James and they go I'm like alright who and they're like James and I'm like oh motherfucker right like that's my friend so I'm sitting there thinking and then I'm like alright it's me or him right it's me or him and you're a kid so I remember being scared right these two older guys and I'm like alright so I'm sitting on the couch beside James right and I got my fist balled up
And I'm
He wanted to be a cop and he couldn't pass the psyche valve so they let him be a CEO at a kid's jail right so anyways this guy he tackles this James kid and Dan was a big guy he was a grown man right and he tackles this James kid and James busts his lip open real bad right well I took credit for that so even though I got lit up they thought the head butt busts his lip open right so they're like all right cool you know and and I just ran with it whatever and
Yeah it was just a bunch of dumb stuff like that you know and I finally got out and I remember going back to Brantford and I went to go hang out with a couple of my friends and then they kind of put the battery in my back because they're all like they're like oh yo my boy just got out of jail my boy you know and and we're kids so I'm like yeah yeah I just got out of jail like you know like I'm hard now whatever and not realizing how dumb it was right so then I just continued to do like bad shit right and
My mom didn't want me to live there anymore because I was always trying to break her and my stepdad up, which I'm happy I didn't. This is 20 something years later and they're still together, you know? But I always tried to break them up and I just made life hard. So she sent me to go live with my grandma, which really bugged me because I was like, well, why don't my brother and my sister get to live with you? But I don't, right? So that screwed with my head. And then my dad had gotten out of jail and
My grandparents, my grandma's sister Aunt Mark, she had passed away and left them a house. So they gave my dad the house, right? Which was in Eagle Place and Eagle Place is like, it's always been like the rougher, bad part of Brantford, you know? So obviously with my attitude at the time and then the area, it just clicked up real good. So I go to live with my dad and
My mom never wanted that, but at this point I'm like, well, what say do you have? You already sent me to grandma's like,
My grandma, she loved me to death, but she was a really big enabler for me. No matter what I wanted to do, she would let me do it. If I wanted money for drugs, she'd give me money. She used to buy me a half ounce of weed a week just to go to school, and thought that she was helping. In her own way, she was, but you see what I'm saying? I go to live with my dad now, and mind you, this is still grade seven.
So I go to live with my dad and he broke his hand and this is when I found out that he was like a drug addict and my uncles all sold drugs and and the house was like it was it was borderline a trap house like it was a couple nights a week it was a trap house and then a couple nights a week he was trying to be a dad type thing but he was still drinking you know what I mean? So I come upstairs the one day because he gave me the room in the basement so I come upstairs one day
Because I heard him throwing shit around. So he's got his hand in a cast, right? And he's like, hey, dog, come here, come here, pal. And I'm like, all right, what's up? And he sits me down on the couch and he's like, you're going to do something for me. And I'm like, all right, yeah, cool. Like, what do you want me to do? And he's like, I need you to cook this for me. And I'm like, cook what? You know, and he's and he's like, I'll talk to you how to do it. You know, he's like, he's like, that's powder. You're going to cook this into rock for me. And I was like,
Alright, so he put like a little point to like a 20 bag in a spoon, right? Just to see how I did whatever he he like coached me how to do it whatever sprinkled the shit in he had like these little water things that people use when they do needles really you rip the top off and you can just squirt little squirts of water in it. So whatever so he we do everything we get it ready and I cooked it too long and and he got so mad at me slap me right? He was right. He was right there.
Yeah, he was, but I held the flame on it too long. He's telling me to take it off, right? And I'm still holding the flame. I'm kind of mesmerized by it, just watching it bubble and stuff. So it turned all gooey, whatever. You can still smoke it when it dries out and whatever, but it turned all gooey. He got all mad at me, right?
So we did it again, whatever. Finally, I got it right. And then he loads the pipe up and he asked me if I want to hit, right? And I'm like, yeah, like, all right, let's do it. So I smoked rock for my dad, right? And I'm 13, which is crazy. And from, from that point, I was like, so I don't want to go to school anymore, dad. And he's like, all right. He's like, let me think about it. So like an hour later, he comes back and him and my uncle Gord, they had a list, right? And it was like,
patio furniture, you know what I mean? Like they wanted me to go get like a round glass table with like three chairs, stuff like that, barbecues, you know? And they're like, well, if you're not going to go to school, you're going to like be working, you know? And at the time I'm like, okay, I got a job, right? So now I get a couple of my little friends and like we go around backyard, stealing barbecues and patio furniture and all this stuff. And I'm thinking I'm cool, you know? And then it progressed into like,
My dad had this, his best friend, his name was Joe. My dad's name was Joe too. And they used to like turn my house into a WWE match. Like they would both get drunk and all high and just beat the shit out of each other. And this was like a daily thing. Like every night they're like, they just get drunk and just start fighting each other. Are they angry or just, they just thought it was funny? Yeah. Like, and the crazy thing is my dad always got beat up too. Like always, always watch my dad get beat up by this guy.
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And we hear all this banging and I know what it is, but my buddy Sam's like, what's going on? And he's all like kind of scared, right? And I'm like,
So we go upstairs and I watch this guy Joe smash a plate over my dad's head right and I'm like yo what the fuck I'm like dad are you okay like whatever and then there's a there was a box of light bulbs sitting beside the TV and this guy starts grabbing the light bulbs and throwing them at me and my friend right chasing us down the down the stairs my friend grabbed his stuff and never came back to my house ever again and it just progressed from there so so like my dad
He had this girlfriend. He met her at the courthouse of all places. And this is when down patches were like, they weren't even a big thing yet. You know, down around, it was just the patches. And this girl was, was on those and hydro morphs and stuff. And my dad had always been an alcoholic and like powder rock, right? Never, uh, never, um, uh, what are they called? Um, opiates, right? So,
She got him into those and me and her really clicked because at this point I hadn't talked to my mom at all. I really pushed my mom away because I just felt like, fuck you, you didn't want me there but you wanted my brother and my sister. Now I understand it. I was just a really bad kid and I was hard to deal with.
So in my brain, I didn't have a mom, right? Like I cut her off completely. So this girl, me and this girl really like clicked. So I started calling her mom and stuff. She started calling me her street son. And I still don't know like the effect of like the drugs and how it's like really, really like making them make me do fucked up shit, right? And
she had an apartment herself which was downtown and downtown has always been bad like that's just if you want anything you go downtown you'll you're finding it in like five ten minutes right it's not that big of a place so it's everybody's on they're out front of this tim hortons and out front of this dollar store and you know it's just all right there and there's one main strip it's called market street and all the bars are on it right like almost like side by side so
She lived just around the corner from that on this place called Parkside Drive. And she had an apartment above another house, right? And it was a drug house downstairs and hers was a drug house upstairs, right? So it's just always a part. And I went to her house for a couple days. She brought me there, whatever.
and I started meeting more people like older people I never hung out with anybody my age they were always like six seven years older than me right and they're always like I don't know they always thought it was cool that I was this young kid that like would I had no fear like I would just do whatever they asked me to do you know so they had kept me around for that whatever so I leave there the one day and I go home and I have this guy Todd with me and Todd was like 30 and I had just turned 14 and
We're walking back to my dad's because I'm going to get my Xbox so this guy can sell it, right? And there's cops everywhere around my dad's house. They have it surrounded. And we're like, what the fuck? And so I'm sitting on the curb across the road with this guy and this guy's like, let's go, let's go. And I was like, nah, like that's my dad. Like I want to see what happens, like what's going on, right?
and there was this it wasn't a screen door it was like a glass door you know and and it could lock so my dad had that locked and he opened the front door because the cops were like i walked up and the cops were like you know you got to go and i was like that's my dad i live here so they're like joe we have your son out here come out here you don't want your son to be around this right so my dad had that glass door locked and he opened the door right and he's like
My son can come in, but you guys can't, right? And they're like, no, like, what's wrong with you? And I'm like, dad, what's going on? And my dad's like, just let my son in is this big thing, right? And like, I don't know, probably like two hours later, they ended up getting my dad, right? He tried to sneak out the back door like an idiot. He probably just got real high, but like the house was surrounded. And our backyard linked right up to the field of the school behind us too, right? So it's fucked up. But he tried to sneak out the back and they got him. So
What were they raiding the house for? Was there something specific? My dad beat somebody up downtown and he ran back to the house. A couple cops were chasing him and he got into the house. More units just kept showing up because they had no idea if he had guns in the house or whatnot. There was probably six or seven cop cars and 13 cops all around the house.
My dad has a real long criminal history too though, right? Always in and out of jail. He is known in town. When I went to court, well this is skipping a little bit, but
So when I was 18 and I caught my first adult charge, which was stupid because I had community service from a youth charge and I never did the community service. So when I turned 18 and they realized I didn't do the community service, they came and charged me with a breach of probation, but as an adult now because I'm 18, right? So I was in court and there was this judge, Judge Lenz, and
My dad told him one time, Judge Lenz was like, do I look like I fell off the turnip truck? And my dad's like, yeah, you definitely do. So this guy just had a grudge for my dad, right? And I'm standing in court and I used to go to court with my dad all the time when he went for court and Judge Lenz was like, you're Joe's son, aren't you? And I was like, yeah. And he's like,
I'm going to give you five days in the Brantford, we called it the Brantford bucket, but he's like, I'm going to give you five days in the Brantford jail so you can see where your life's headed. Mind you, I hadn't seen my dad in 18 months at this point, right? So they bring me into the back cells, whatever, waiting to get transferred to court, and I know my dad's in there. And they're like, do you need PC, da da da? And I was like, absolutely not. Like my dad would beat the shit out of me.
So we go and I'm sitting in the bullpen now, which is the Brantford jail was very small. There was only six ranges and there was like eight cells on each range, right? So it was very local and I'm sitting in the bullpen and there's this other guy in there and I'm like, Hey, do you know Joe Mercantile?
and he's like yeah that's my celly and i was like no shit i was like that's my dad right but the co only heard me say my dad's name and my dad lived in that place like so the co comes up and he's like hey why are you talking about joe and i was like that's my dad and he's like for real and i was like yeah and he's like hold on so my dad worked in the kitchen and range three was the kitchen range so my dad ran the range though and um
He goes to the kitchen, talks to my dad, and he comes back, and I don't know that he's doing that, but he comes back and he goes, hey, your dad wants to know if you have a black eye yet. What are you talking about, a black eye? Just trying to scare me, right? Yeah. And I'm like, what are you talking about? He's like, so there's no room on that range, so we're going to put you up on six, which was the native range, because Six Nations Reserve is right beside Brantford, like going up one road, you get onto the reserve, right?
and uh that range was really crazy so they're like we're gonna put you on range six and i'm like my heart starts beating i'm like oh no that's not gonna be good like i am 100% clearly irish and not native i that's not gonna be fun
So the guy beside me, he's like, I'll go to six. You can go on range with your dad. And the CEO is like, yeah, you'll do that for him. And, uh, and he's like, yeah, no problem. Right. So he lets me go to that range. So I'm sitting, I get on the range and my dad's still at work in the kitchen though. Right. So I haven't seen him yet and nobody knows that I'm his son or anything. So I get on range and there's this guy Smiley, this big white guy. And, uh, he's like, I go to sit and they make hammocks. Um,
Because the bars were right here, the stools would be right here, and then the TVs and the cells would be right there. So they would take jumpers, you know, knot them up, put them around the bench and then tie it to the bars, right? And then it's a hammock. So I go to sit in one of these hammocks. And this guy's like, what are you doing? Like, get the fuck off of that. Like you just stepped on the range, go sit on the stool by the phone. And I was like, all right, bet.
So I go and I sit there or whatever and I'm like damn and all of a sudden I feel somebody grab me through the bars right boom and I'm like I jump I'm like what the fuck so I turn around and I didn't recognize my dad at first because when he went to jail he was like probably like 140 pounds right and he's like over 200 pounds now working out every day like I didn't recognize him at first and I'm like what the fuck and he's like it's dad and I was like oh shit right so
They let him in the Sallyport, whatever. And he's like, hey, come here. So he's like, have these guys been treating you all right? And I was like, that guy was kind of a dick to me. So my dad's like, hey, listen up. I'm like, this is my son, right? And then everybody started, a buddy comes to me. He's like, here's a brand new jumper. There's another guy that was an artist. He's like, yo, if you want me to draw anything, I'll draw it, whatever. My dad's like, what cell are you in? I'm like, two. He's like, get your shit. You're coming to my cell, right? So boom, I go in my dad's cell. I was sleeping on the floor because my dad had a Sally too.
It's ironic because the judge tried to scare me straight, but what he did was give me a reunion with my dad and kind of enable it a little more because my first jail experience as an adult was great. You know what I mean? Yeah, I was going to say that doesn't sound like you had a bad experience at all. So that kind of backfired a little bit.
When I got out, my daughter's mom at the time, she had just gotten pregnant. When I got out, I got her pregnant, whatever. I was like, okay, maybe it's time to get a job. I go to a temp agency and I start working on the back of a garbage truck throwing garbage bags. I really didn't like it.
Whatever I stuck it out for a little bit and my grandfather worked at a recycling plant for like 13 years so he had got me a job there so I left the garbage truck and went to a recycling plant like that was much better so I'm working on a line now sorting garbage you know like throwing cans in here and glass in here and it was terrible but I stuck it out for about a year
And the way I got fired was there was this guy from my city and he had a name for like selling drugs and stuff. Well, his mom was the receptionist there. So he also got a job there and then just like sold drugs after work and stuff. So he had a legit income, right? And me and this guy hit it off. He was a little older than me. His name is Chris. And I'm there for about a year at this point and they promote me to the line lead. So like
Really all I did was control the speed of the line on a control box, right? So they had opened up a afternoon shift and they chose me, Chris and my friend Zach that I've known my whole life who was the Bobcat driver, like he scooped the garbage up and put it in the hopper. So they had chosen us three to go to afternoon shift because we all drove to get like Zach drove me and Chris both to work. So they're like, okay, perfect, you know, and then they brought in temps. So me and Chris were in charge of the temps.
So I'm over on the paper line now and Chris is on the garbage line and there's this temp that and we start talking and he's like yeah I sell weed and I was like oh for real eh? I'm like yo I'll take two ounces tomorrow because he's like it's really good Kush and he's like oh yeah for real and I was like yeah bring two ounces tomorrow and I'll buy them off you right and I think it was like 300 bucks a piece or something like that and
I go and I tell Chris at break, I'm like, yo, this guy's going to bring me weed tomorrow. You want to go in on it with me? Cause I, at first I had full intentions of paying for it. So I'm like, you want to go in on this with me? And Chris is like, yeah, let's just take it from him. And he's like, I'm like, what? Like he's like, yeah, bro. He's like, I'll, uh, I'll get Zach to jam the hopper, like overfill the hopper. Um, which the hopper is like, they, he dumps the garbage in outside, then it goes up a conveyor belt and drops onto the line. Right? So when the hopper jams though,
The temps aren't allowed to go in it. So me or Chris have to lock it out and then go in it and unjam it, right? So Chris is like, get the weed from him, put it in your locker, right? Or he's like, tell him he can store it in your locker so he doesn't have it in his pocket. I'll go into your locker while we're working. I'll make it look like I'm going to the bathroom. I'll take the weed. Then we'll get Zach to jam the hopper. You go in the front. I'll go in the back. We'll meet in the middle of the hopper and split it up.
I put the lock on, but I don't click it in. Chris goes and does it. Zach jams the hopper. We go in. We split the weed.
And break comes. So we go to the break room and we go to my locker and I grab my wallet out of the locker, right? And I make it look like I'm trying to pull money out. And this dude's like, where is it? Where is it? He's freaking out, right? He's like, he's like, you don't understand. He's like, I work for these Asian guys, bro. They're going to want their money, da da da. And we're like, I think I was 19 at this point. This kid was like the same age as me. So I'm sitting there like, I don't know what happened, bro. Like,
He calls the temp agency and tells them that I stole weed from him at work. He ratted himself out to Ratmio.
I go into work the next day and I'm working whatever and Chris comes up to me and he goes hey Monty was our boss and he goes hey I just heard Monty tell my mom because his mom was a receptionist right he's like I just heard Monty tell my mom to pull your file and I was like oh shit like oh no so we worked till 3 30 right three this motherfucker let me work all day three o'clock comes right and he calls me into the office
And he's like, he's pissed. And he's like, I think you know what this is about. And I was like, I don't know what you're talking about, man. Like, what's going on? And he's like, that temp. And I was like, what, the guy that left yesterday? I was like, he broke down for no reason and just left. Like, he didn't even tell us why he was leaving, right?
And he's like, Oh, sorry, I missed the part. He Monty called me and told me to come in on days because we were on afternoons when that happened. He called me and told me to come in on days. So, um, cause he wouldn't have been there at the afternoon, right? So he's like, so he's like, you know what happened last night, right? And I, and I'm like, I don't know what you're talking about. And he's like, listen, you can either admit it or I can call the cops and you can come have them like explain it to them. And I was like, uh,
Alright, I was like, I got this guy to bring me weed to work and I took it out of the locker. Yeah, but I was like, I panicked on the spot. Cops gonna do they're gonna say the same thing. So what the fuck about what are you talking about? Right, right. Hey, somebody stole something from me and they get arrested.
Right? My daughter's mom flipped on me. She's like, why didn't you just say no? She's like, she's like, you would have lied to the cops any other time. What the fuck is the deal now? And I was like, I don't know. Like, I think it was the pressure because my grandpa got me this job and he's worked here for like 13 years. And, and like, I just did this, you know, and, and, uh, so, so I tell them, right? I'm like, whatever. And he's like, I think, you know, that you're fired. And I was like, yeah, right. I'll go clean my locker. He's like, you got five minutes. Get the fuck out of my building. Right. And I was like, fuck.
So I leave whatever and I'm like, now I need to find another job. And I'm like, I guess it's back to the temp service. So now I go back to the temp service and I get hired at a place where you move cardboard boxes all day, right? So I'm like, this is not it. This is not it. And me and my baby mom had just gotten an apartment because my daughter was about to be born, right? So we got this little cheap apartment.
and uh... now i'm like well fuck i got rent to pay and everything like i really need this job
And then I changed my mind. I'm like, nah, fuck this. I'm going to try and sell powder. Fuck it. So I call my dad, right? And I'm like, hey, I need to come over, whatever. I'm like, I need you to put me in touch with Lee. I used to call him Uncle Lee. He passed away. He died in my arms, actually, but we'll get to that. So Lee puts me on, right? And I just start fucking the bag up. I start doing it, spending the money. It's just not good. So me and my daughter's mom have to move back into my grandma's house.
It was not good at all. So eventually me and her, we break up and I get with my son's mom and I start doing real bad at this point. I was introduced to ice at this point. So once I did ice for the first time, I thought that I fell in love with it. There was nothing else in the world that mattered. And I got a rush from
I started selling ice.
This is right out like my daughter and her mom they got their own apartment now like she left she ended up she's with this guy was my best friend for seven years and then now they have a kid together so my daughter's godfather turned into her stepfather so that really fucking bugged my brain out too and and I used to get high and like message this guy all these threats and stuff and like oh man the stuff I regret you know and whatever but uh
So my grandma, she had this mud room in the back. It was like a sun room, you know? So it was built onto the back of her house. And my grandma's a baker, so it used to be like a baking station, kind of. Well, she let me move in there. So all it would fit was a futon, a dresser, the washer and dryer were still in the corner, the laundry sink was over there, and like a table, you know? So I started selling drugs out of there.
So I started selling the meth and I got robbed there the one day the door got kicked in and so I'm sitting there and it had a screen door and a wooden door and I always would sit with the wooden door open but the screen door locked right? So this time I didn't have it locked and it was just like a tin screen door right? So I'm sitting there and I'm all high right tweaking out
And I don't even hear these two Native kids, Byron and
I can't remember the other kid's name, but they're twins, right? So I had just bought a 40 cal and it was sitting on the table and I'm sitting there in the chair and I have the doors behind me and I'm sitting there like this, right? Just all tweaked out and all of a sudden I hear this big boom, right? And I'm like, what the fuck? And I turn around and they're coming through and they both have machetes in their hands, right? So I'm like, oh shit. And my gun was sitting right there on the, like I had a dresser that I used as like a table with the laptop and everything on it.
And the gun was sitting right there. So they picked the gun up, you know. They just kind of hold it on me. They open my drawer. They take all my stuff and they leave, right? And I'm like, oh, fuck. You know who they are? Yeah. These are guys you were selling to? Yeah, yeah. So they're like these two. Well, the one kid's sober now. We ended up like making it right. I ran into them again. I robbed them. And then it was just there was Brantford so small that it's kind of like jail. Like,
No matter where you go, you're gonna run into somebody if there's problems, you know what I mean? So they take all my stuff, I can't re-up, so now I call this guy that my buddy Ben introduced me to, his name was Hollywood, right? And he ends up being my plug. He comes over and he spots me like an ounce of dope, and I'm trying to get a gun from him again, but he gives me this extendo stick, this baton, right? So I start working for this guy, and I call my dad the one day and I'm like,
I need you to bring me to some spots because my dad was in the streets like smoking rock and selling and with my uncle so like he knew all the different dope houses right because he's so much older.
So I'm like, Hey, I need you to bring me to a couple of spots. I need to boost my clientele basically, right? So he brings me to this, this house, which is like four blocks away from my grandma's. It was so close. So I ended up switching back and forth. I'd be at my grandma's, I'd be at this house, be at my grandma's, be at this house. So he brings me there and he tells me, Hey, this is Sue and this is Joe. They're our second cousins. And I was like, Oh no shit.
And she ran like a big rock house. So I'm like, okay, come to find out we were never actually related. So anyways, they ended up liking me because my dad was likable. Everybody that did drugs, they liked him. He would rip people off, but he would do it behind the scenes. He would set it up. And so people liked him. They didn't know that he was really behind a lot of stuff.
Anyways, they're all like, oh, this is Joe's son, this is Joe's son. So they like me and I start selling out of that house and me and Sue become really tight and she keeps getting robbed, right? She'll be up for days, fall asleep, wake up and her whole re-up is gone, all her money is gone, everything, right?
I was doing ice time and I'm staying up for like the longest I ever made it was 21 days and I hallucinated somebody hop over my fence come to my backyard with guns woke my uncle up everything and he's like there's nobody there go the fuck to sleep like so um I'd be up for days so she's like hey this will work out perfect you sell your ice awesome like rock you make sure nobody robs me and you ain't gotta pay no rent or nothing and I was like
Deal!
Kurt and Tara and They were our city like Brantford was run by the Iraqis. I'm pretty sure they're both dead I know one just died and the other one I heard got beat to death in jail But they found like they found like six bodies on their property like there you can Google them Jal jazz and Sal, but they were like really run in our city they were getting like bricks and bricks up down right and they would give it to you and like
You better have the money, but they'll give it to anybody, you know? And I didn't know that Kurt worked for them. So I come in the house the one day and I'm like, cause my cousin was getting mad. She's like, this is not a down house. Like this is like, like it's so much better, but she's like, this is not a down house. It's rock only. Like you're the exception for like whatever. This is a rock house. That's what she kept stressing. Right? So I come in the one day and they lived upstairs. So I'm at the bottom of the stairs and I'm like, yo Kurt,
So he comes to the stairs and I point the gun at him, right? And I'm like, oh, get the fuck out, right? I'm like, this is my house now. And he's like, you don't know what you're doing. And I was like, get the fuck out. So he leaves, whatever. This girl, Jackie, she was like, my cousin's like best customer, right? So she comes over the one day and she has this guy with her. This guy's name is Derek, right?
down.
Maybe 30 minutes outside of Brantford, right? It's this little like country town Well, Derek had two new build houses in it in a cul-de-sac there side-by-side So she's like, we'll pay for your cab right now come to Paris and I was like, okay deal so I come out there and I walk in this guy's house and this is when I like really believe that he had money his entire like downstairs room was a home gym and
I play him a couple songs and
in hindsight it was definitely just the drugs but he's like oh you're so good kid like da da da so so i get his number well i kind of cut sue out because now i got him hooked on meth so he starts messaging me all the time so i'm coming out there one day we're in the kitchen we're drinking they had a water bottle of ghb right and uh
Jackie drinks two caps of this GHB but me and Derek were so high on ice it didn't hit us so we both drank a cap but she passed out like maybe 20 minutes later and me and Derek are just in the kitchen chilling and he gives me a bottle of Ace of Spades and I'm like for real this is like a $300 bottle right and he's like this is yours like I really like you kid da da da right so we're chilling and he goes you want to see something
And I'm like, what? And he's like, you got to come with me. And I was like, all right. So behind his house, there's like a trail and it's all like forest and then a cemetery, right? So he's like, you got to come with me though. And I'm like, all right. So he's like, leave the gun here because I still had that gun, right? So I leave the gun in his house and I'm like, my heart's beating. I'm like, what's about to happen, right? So we walk up the trail and it gets real dark, right? It's like pitch black. It turns the flashlight off.
and we stop right before the cemetery and it's like all forest and he's like you got to walk in here with me he's like grab my hand and just follow me and i was like what the fuck is happening right now but i'm like all right let's go i'm scared as fuck i'm waiting at any minute we're walking through this forest and it's pitch black man like i'm just holding this hand and at any minute i'm like i'm about to get like killed or tied up or something like that's what i'm thinking right he's like stop
We stop, he digs this up, we go back to his house, right? And I'm like, the whole time I'm like, what the fuck is that? We walk in his house, it's a three quarters of a brick of down. So it was like 750 grams of down. And he's like, you think you can do something with this? And I was like, what? And he's like, here, I'm going to give you a little bit and see if you can do something with it. So he gives me like two ounces of it, right? I leave the next morning, like when we're done partying, and I go to this Hollywood guy that I was working for at the time. And I'm like, yo,
Look what I got, bro. I just found a plug, bro. And he's like, what? I was like, bro, this guy that buys powder off of my cousin started buying ice. Me, he has a down plug. But he doesn't like he does the down. Not really. You know what I mean? Like that's the first guy I ever seen sniff a line of down. And so
He knew this guy, whatever, he knew these two twins that they went to jail in my city, but I think they're out now, but they were like super big down. They were like right beside the Iraqis, right? And he ended up getting bricks off of them.
He couldn't sell it though, right? So he starts going to me. I give it to this guy I'm working for. This guy buys it off me right away. He's like, bro, that shit is so good. So now I start moving. Like I'm not even really going and selling it house to house or anything. I'm just going to my guy, this Derek guy and bringing it back to Hollywood or bringing it back to my uncle Lee, right? And they're just taking it. So this guy's loving me, right? But I had started, I had started getting him like more and more into ice. I was getting more and more into meth, but,
The way meth did to me is it made me want to party or be aggressive and want to get into confrontation. This guy started seeing drones following us everywhere, getting paranoid as fuck. This one time he locked me in the house for two days with him because if I tried to leave
so he's sitting there with a gun right and he's like he's like did the drones follow you i'm like what are you talking about he's like bro the cops are watching me he's like there's drones everywhere i go bro all the curtains are closed everything right he's like peeking out the window he's like look at the drones right there the drones right there and i'm like bro you're tweaking he's like no he's like you cannot open that door because the drones will see inside my house so for two days bro this guy's tweaking i'm just i'm just giving him more he's throwing me more money i'm giving him more
I leave this guy and I link up with my older brother who
He's been in the streets his entire life, so he's always been a junkie though. He can never come up off more than 300-400 bucks. Just because he's got that bad of a habit? Yeah. No matter what he does, he'll self-sabotage himself.
He was just super into down while he was in the needles, you know, like, but he was really, everybody knew him. It was kind of the same way as my dad got me into these different houses. My brother did the same thing, right? He brought me around different people, but more our age, right? So he opened up the scene for me kind of. So my grandmother had sold her house because like I was just too much and I feel terrible about this, but I'm the reason that they sold their house and she's admitted it. Like it was just,
I was so on the drugs that I didn't really think about tomorrow, I was in today.
That day finally came and she's like, you got to get all your stuff out of here. Like, you know, like I'd slowly started bringing stuff out and that Derek guy that I knew, like he, he got me a storage locker and like I'd start putting stuff in there, but it still didn't sink in my brain that like I was about to be homeless. Right. So, um, the day came and she sold her house and I was like, Oh shit. So I'm like just walking around downtown and I'm like, I have nowhere to go. Like this is, this is crazy.
So I called my dad and I explained to him what happens. So he got me a hotel room, right? Because I was just doing a lot of drugs at this point and I wasn't really selling them. And even though I was doing that for Derek, it was like, I would bring it from Derek to my uncle or to Hollywood, but the money would go back to Derek and he would piece me off like 200, 300 bucks really, you know what I mean? Out of a couple grand.
so I was spending my money more than I didn't save no money right and so now I'm homeless and I'm like oh shit so I call my dad we get a hotel room and I'm there for a couple days and this Austin kid comes by and he has a Breda M9 and I'm like yo let me get that off you and he's like 400 bucks and I was like bro give me it and I'll get you the money with it you know so he's like alright I know you're good for it gives it to me I call this Trent kid and I had known Trent from my cousin's crack house right and
I call him and I'm like, Hey, I need a Cuban, which is seven grams of, uh, of powder. So I'm like, Hey, I need a Cuban. So he's like, all right. He comes over and boom, I rob him in the hotel room. Right. He's like, yo, for real. He's like, yo, I'm calling your dad. Like I'm telling your dad that you did this, dah, dah, dah. I'm like, okay, cool. Whatever. So my dad calls me. He's like, Hey, did you just fucking Rob Trent? Like that's one of my guys. You know what I mean? Like one of the guys that my dad buys stuff from and they were, I'm like, you know what that fuck you too. Right. So when I was just on some bullshit, so well, my peace Austin off, I pay him for the gun. Right.
Well, my brother brings over this girl, Vanessa, and she's this Brazilian girl, right? And she was a prostitute, but I didn't know at first. So I like kind of started flirting with her and like, we do our thing, you know, and then she's like, she just doesn't leave the hotel room and like three days go by and she's like, Hey, like I need to work.
And I was like, all right, what do you do, right? And she's like, well, can I use the room? And I was like, use the room, because I'm thinking this is about to be my girlfriend, right? So what do you mean use the room? And she's like, well, I have a couple of in calls, right? And I was like, oh, shit, you sell your pussy. And she's like, I hope that's not a problem. And I was like, uh.
I mean, I don't know how I feel about that, right? And she's like, well, think about it this way. She's like, I'll get money off this. You're getting money how you're getting money. We'll put it together and we'll be good, right? And I was like, that you can use the room. So the first john comes and I go, she's like, just just hide in the bathroom.
So I'm sitting in the bathroom with the gun in my lap and I'm smoking meth and I'm just listening to this girl that's about to be my girlfriend get piped, right? And I'm like, this is so fucked up. So I think it was like the third call she did, but he gets up and he's like, I need to use the bathroom. Yeah. I was going to say, what if he needs the bathroom? Yeah. Right. So he's like, I need to use the bathroom. And I'm like,
Oh shit like what am I gonna do like I run I go I go behind the shower and close the curtain right but she jumps off the bed and she's like no no you can't the bathroom's broken the bathroom's broken whatever right so the dude's like all right whatever this is fucking weird I'm out of here right so he leaves whatever so um she whatever a couple days go by and we're chilling and she's like I really need to get back to my apartment and I was like
I've been paying for a hotel room for a week at a time and you've got an apartment? What the fuck? And she's like, yeah, I don't really like to do it out of my apartment though. And she's like, you can come stay with me. And I was like, all right, word. But she's like, a couple other people stay with me too, right? And mind you, my brother introduced me to her. So I get there and my brother's staying there and this guy James is staying there, right? And it's a two-bedroom apartment and it's right downtown. So we're all in there now and it's like,
It turned into chaos because I had free range now because I'm dating the girl whose apartment it is so I'm running it like it's like I'm the boss and everybody there you know what I mean and and it's my brother also so so it just I don't know it put a battery in my back and like kinda like made me feel like I was bigger I guess right just made me want to go harder so
She had a lot of traffic through there though. So I started selling a lot of powder there and like like I'm selling like a half I guess not a lot of powder I'm selling like a half ounce a day, you know So I'm making like 1100 bucks a day there and then she's doing her thing and she's charging like 200 bucks a call doing three four calls a day right like so we're making a decent amount of money and
this she calls me the one day right and or text me anyways and she's like hey I'm about to bring this guy back from the bar right she's like he has a big wad of money on him and a big chain and I was like oh yeah I took that as I thought doesn't that sound like she wants she's trying to set him up yeah yeah so she's like she's like make sure that like
you're
I like these racks that you build just full of clothes right so I go in there and I'm sitting in there behind this rack of clothes and I'm texting my brother right and I'm like yo I need you to come here right now like come through the window right so because it was a ground floor apartment so the the back window it was like a giant window plus it had this thing it had one of those storm gates on it you could pull it down over the window which that was dope so we kind of used that as a door instead of going to the front secure entrance right because it was like an apartment so
I tell my brother coming through the window. So my brother comes in and he brings some girl with him too. Never forget that. My brother was always dumb like that. We're going to rob somebody and you bring a random girl that you're with. You know what I mean? So anyways, my brother comes in and
We shot all the they had they had Vanessa had come in with this guy And I didn't I never seen him once though right and they're in the bedroom whatever so we should we shut off all the lights I locked the door you know I pull that storm thing down over the window like this guy ain't getting out right mind you I hadn't seen him yet so I had this I had this imitation gun I didn't have the little 22 anymore right I had this fake gun and My brother had a knife
and we go and I go to kick the bedroom door actually at first I tried to open it because I thought she wanted us to rob him so I thought the door would be unlocked right so I go to open it so that kind of tipped this guy off right because you hear it door somebody's trying to open it whatever so I go to kick the door open right and the door doesn't kick open on the first kick so I'm like fuck so my brother kicks the door open right and this guy's already like half up pants almost on you know
This guy was like six foot four just this giant Jamaican guy because the farmers come come into town to like they come to around here to the farm areas to work right and they'll come from Jamaica and stuff like and then they always come into town on payday right partying and buy groceries whatever so this guy he was fucking massive bro I point the gun at him right mind you it's not a real gun
this guy doesn't give a fuck he football bulldozes me right like right through me bro puts me so the the wall like the hallways like real small right narrow so this guy hit me so hard bro i went through the fucking drywall like boom i hit the wall put a big crater in the drywall i dropped the little fake gun right
this guy picks it my brother doesn't even try to help me he runs into the room to get this guy's side bag right now Vanessa's freaking out on us too she's like what the fuck right this guy picks the gun up no hesitation at all bro if it was real i'd be dead no hesitation at all click click click click i'm like
what the fuck right now this guy's screaming though he's like call the police call the police i can barely speak english right he runs to the front door it's locked though so he goes to just open it and it doesn't open well Vanessa's right behind him
This guy grabs Vanessa in a headlock, puts the fake gun to her head, and backs into the closet, the hallway closet. So now I'm like, oh fuck, what am I going to do, right? I pick up the knife, I look over, my brother's going to fucking cut out the window. He has the side bag, and he's going to leave with this girl. I'm like, yo, you get the fuck back here or I'll slap you, bro. What the fuck? He's got my girlfriend. So this guy's got her in a headlock, she's like, he's choking me type thing. So my brother runs up, he's going to punch him, so the guy turns to him,
I'm like okay now we can cut fuck this so we cut out the window right we're running we get a we get a couple blocks away right I ditch my sweater whatever well I'm like yo what we get bro what we get he's like opens the thing he's like there's a hundred and twenty dollars in the side bag bro
I'm like, no, you're lying. He's like, yeah, I'm so mad. I grabbed this guy's passport, rip it, throw it in the fucking sewer. I'm like, fuck, right? I'm like, well, at least we got the chain, right? So I go to get on my phone. I'm like, yo, where the fuck's my phone, bro? What the fuck? So I'm like, yo, I'm tripping. I'm like, oh shit, I knew my buddy JJ just lived a couple blocks away and I knew he had an iPad so I could go and find my iPhone, right?
So my brother's like, I'm going to cut to crashes and get this chain checked out, right? And I was like, all right, cool. I'll meet you there. So I go to my buddy JJ's and knock on his door. I tell them what happened, right? He's like, yeah, get the fuck in here, right? I checked my thing. Mind you, like probably like half an hour, 45 minutes has gone by. My phone is going up the fucking street towards the police station.
I'm
Ben goes by the apartment calls him back. He's like, bro There's like the the crime scene van is there bro. Like I'm like what like now in my head I'm like that I kill this guy like oh no, right? It's robbery and you stabbed him, right? So so I'm like, oh fuck. Oh fuck. So, um a couple hours go by I'm at JJ's I I go over to my friend and she's like became like my best friend, right? so I go over to her house and I'm like I
Hey did Andrew tell you what happened?
Oh no, this guy had a couple grand in his pants, right? And my brother just grabbed the side bag and the chain. And she's like, but what the fuck? Like you weren't even supposed to do that. And I was like, yo, I thought that you wanted me to like, why would you tell me he had a big chain and money then, you know? And she's like, I was just letting you know that enough. And I was like, okay, so what's up with the cops?
The cops left and took this guy to the hospital.
I never got charged for it or anything, you know? Like, thank fuck, but hopefully the statue's up on that. But no, I don't even think the guy's from Canada or like, I don't know, you never press charges anyways. But that was just like,
I don't know that really got me into like I felt big off of that for some reason because even though we fucked up and it was dumb as shit we never got no money or nothing like I was like all right at least I know that like I can handle myself in a situation like I'm not gonna bitch out like my brother you know what I mean and uh
I called my uncle Lee and I didn't know how big of a drug dealer he was at this time, right? So I called him and I'm like, Hey, can I come stay with you? Like I just fucked up at Vanessa's da da da. And he just lived a couple of blocks away too. Like this is all like downtown Brantford ish, you know? So I go and stay with my uncle and he's like, this is perfect anyways, cause he's like, uh, people keep stealing stuff from my house. Like every time I go to work, cause my uncle worked at a galvanizing plant for a while, right? So like they galvanized metal.
So every time he went to work, people would be breaking into the house and stuff like that. Like he had a lot of stuff, right? If it was brand new and you came to him, doesn't matter what it is, he's going to take it and give you something for it, you know? So I move in with him and he has like three different shotguns, right? And he's like, pick one. And I was like, yeah, for real? And I was like, yeah. So I could send you pictures of like the police thing, you know, when the picture they put up from the arrest and stuff. And it's like of all my guns that they found.
So I picked this shotgun and it's a Remington Sportsman Semi Automatic, right? So, and it's nice. I had like engraving of like duck pond and like a dog catching a duck on the lower receiver.
So I'm like okay so I cut this thing down right and now this thing's with me constantly 24 7 this thing's always with me so my uncle's like here you're gonna work for me too and he gives me like a half ounce of meth right and he's like but don't fuck this up right and so boom I start selling for him and stuff and one day he's like I gotta go meet my plug come for a ride with me so we go to Hamilton and we meet his plug and
his plug was working with guys from the cartel right well that's what he told us anyways I never met no guys like that or anything but like this guy he gave my uncle two bricks like like two keys of meth right two thousand grams and I was like oh shit like you're actually like pushing weight you know like I didn't realize that and I was like well yo I know this guy who can get like a lot of down I was like you want to get into that and he's like yeah let's do it and this is I regret it because this is the downfall of everything so
I linked my uncle and Derek up, and Derek didn't like my uncle at all because my uncle could see through Derek's bullshit because I had him all fucked up from the
but when he was like normal you know he kinda used me like an errand boy kinda but in a way that he manipulated me to it you know what I mean like I didn't really catch on because he'd be giving me money or he'd give me brand new shoes I'd show up he'd give me like a big speaker that I can plug a microphone into because like I said I was rapping at the time he would just like buy me with like ways like that right and uh my uncle seen through it and Derek knew that so they didn't really like each other so
I just started getting it off of him and bringing it to my uncle, right? Well, I never thought my uncle would ever do it, right? My uncle did the meth, but not like a lot. He just kind of did it to stay up and go to work, whatever. Well, my uncle quit his job and he was lying to me the whole time though, because I'm like, bro, you're really not doing down you and he's like, no, no, and like they would go downstairs and do it. Well, he was dating this girl and
And I always tried it like I always told him like yo, it's fucked up, bro You're 46 and she's 19 bro. Like I know that it's legal, but that's fucked up bro. Like, you know, I always told him I'm like, oh, she's gonna like she's stealing from you. She's whatever and like he puts so much trust in her and Come to find out like she was the downfall. So um one morning I had the upstairs on my uncle so one morning he texts me and he's like hey come down right now and bring something like me and in the gun, right so I grabbed that shotgun and
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I had put slugs in it and I come down and there's these crackheads, they're Brandy and Buckshot, right? Dude's name was Buckshot and her name's Brandy and they were like boosters too, right? So they would steal like thousands of dollars worth of like, they'd go to any store, you know? They'd get like sound bars and subs or like brand new clothes, whatever, right? Like their groceries and shit and they would always bring it to my uncle. Well, my uncle had spotted them like $800 worth of powder, right?
and they were arguing with him trying to say that they paid him and and he ripped them off and all that and Brandy had brought her brother with her and her brother's a giant native guy right like he was massive and just fat but still massive you know and and when she brought her brother like I've seen it enough at other houses like when she brought her brother they're either trying to rob you or like it's gonna be a confrontation you know and my uncle knew that too so that's why he told me to bring the thing down so I calmed down right and uh
I'm like, it's a semi-automatic so you can't cock it or anything. So I made sure that I had a shell ready to push in so they could hear the sound, right? So I come down and I walk through the kitchen and I load a shell in and they kind of look at me, right? And I had been on some bullshit in the city at this point, like robbing people, pistol whipping people, you know, just like tons of shit. They knew that like I wasn't fucking around, right?
Anyways, so I do that, and the whole tone kinda changes, right? And she's like, I'll be back with your money later, da da da. She tells her brother to leave, like, you know what? And I'm like, what the fuck? So, my uncle's sitting at the table though, and he has tin foil with burnt down on it. Cause he had just gotten spun out at this point, so he forgot to hide it when I came down, right? And I'm like, yo, what the fuck is that? And he's like, oh, I just tried it, da da da, right?
So I'm mad. So I set my shotgun down and it's at the bottom of the stairs, kind of beside the door, right? And I'm like, fuck you, right? And I go upstairs and maybe an hour or two goes by and my buddy Nathan comes over. He wanted some shit from me. So I come downstairs and I'm like, hey, I'm like, oh, Shawna, where's Lee? And she's like, oh, he's in the bathroom. I think he's jerking off. And I was like, what?
That's the weirdest thing ever. So I go knock on the door, right? He's not answering me. Not answering me. I'm like, what the fuck, right? So I'm like, yo, Lee. So I go to bust the door open. The bathroom's really small. My uncle was fat, right? So I get the door open a little bit, but he's blocking it, right? So he's sitting on the toilet, butt naked, slumped over with his head on the wall, like fucking purple, bro. And I'm like, what the fuck? I'm trying to get the door open. I can't get the door open. So I'm freaking out.
I'm telling the girl that was upstairs with me, I'm like, call the ambulance, call the ambulance, right? So I run into his room and I had given him this hatchet, right? So I'm holding the bathroom door and I'm like holding my weight backwards so the door's not smashing into him and my drum all fucked up on drugs, right? And I'm, and I hacked through the door, right? And I ripped the top off of the bathroom door and I get in there and I'm like, Oh, bring me Narcan, bring me Narcan, right? So all he had was one nose spray Narcan in the house, right?
I never used Narcan at this point, and I didn't know how to use it, so I thought I had to prime it, and I shot it off. Boom, not in his nose, because I thought I had to prime it, right? So I'm like, fuck, I'm like, yo, give me more Narcan, and she's like, that's all that's there, that's all that's there.
Yeah, I have a question for you.
I thought like there were no guns or there it's illegal to have guns in Canada, but there's apparently a lot of guns your long guns are legal handguns are illegal and Automatics, but you like for hunting, you know long guns like rifles shotguns. Those are legal but You got to have a license as well. Obviously, right? Yeah, but you've still had several you've still mentioned several. They're so easy to get brother Yeah, it's not hard to get at all. Um So upstairs on my bed
I literally a couple nights before this this guy I call him Google because anytime you ask him a question he knows it right so we called him Google he had come over to my house and he had this big tote like a laundry tote and it was full of boxes of bullets and then there was a 222 rifle not everybody thinks I'm talking about a little 22 it's it's it's a hunting rifle it's basically for like Gophers right it's called a 222 it's one step below a 223 right so
He's like, give me 300 bucks, you can have it all. And I was like, what? So I had 2200 bullets in this thing, like different types of bullets. And there was like, probably 18 different random clips for guns in the in the Longito and then there was the 222, right?
and uh my uncle he had always because i loved guns so he all the the two guns he had he had let me keep upstairs in my room as well so i had this 22 ithica lever action single shot it was smaller than a red rider bb gun by like this much and just naturally it's like a trainer trainer rifle for kids you know what i mean
So I had that on my bed, I had the 222 on my bed, my other shotgun was at the bottom of the stairs, and then there was a 12 gauge break barrel Kui, also sitting on my bed, right? Because it's like so fucked how it happened, I don't know why I had them all out, and then I had the Tota Bullet sitting beside my bed too, because I was just like playing with them all night, you know what I mean? And so when the ambulance had come in, they noticed the shotgun at the bottom of the stairs, right?
And they're like, okay, I mean, I guess that's, that's not completely illegal, but it's still illegal to not have it stored in a locked box. So that's an automatic call to cops right there. Plus they're there for an overdose.
Well, I also didn't shut the living room TV off, which was like it was like a 55 inch TV and half of it was the cameras that pointed to the rooms in the house and the other half was the cameras that were around the house because my uncle had there was there was a there was a hundred and seventy thousand dollars worth of stolen property recovered from his house.
Because you would just buy everything from people. The house was packed, right? Right. So they're looking around, there's like brand new boxes of D wall tools with the banding still around them. You know what I mean? There was a fucking dirt compactor in the living room, like a giant from a construction site, like a giant dirt compactor, like just so much random shit. So the paramedic puts two and two together, right? Cause the cops that calls them in. So there's a good Samaritan act in
If you call for an overdose, no matter what is there, they have to let you go. They can put a warrant out for you when you leave, but they have to let you go because too many people were not calling paramedics and letting people die because they were scared of what would happen when the police or the paramedics showed up, right? So they passed this law. So, um,
Makes sense. Yeah, right. So the cops come and they get our names and whatever and they let us go. Well, I went across the road to this girl I used to sell rock to. I went across the road and sat at her house so I could see whatever. Well, the girl that I was with that I got to call the ambulance, I'm like, Hey, Christina, I'm like, you should, it's been a couple hours. You should go over to the house for me and see what's up. Right. Like, so she goes,
She never comes back. Like, like an hour or two later, I'm like, where the fuck is Christina, right? I'm like, oh, I'm going to go like check, you know, I'm like, maybe she's in the house stealing shit, you know, because I don't too.
So I'm walking up my driveway. You couldn't use the front door in the house. Me and my uncle had drilled a hole through the floor into the floor joist and dropped a piece of rebar in it. So that door is not coming open. You know what I mean? So you had to use the side door, which my bedroom window overlooked. I don't know how many times I hung out that window with a gun when people were at the door. And so I'm walking up to the door, right? And I go to knock on my own fucking door for some reason.
And the cop opens it. Boom. He's like, do you live here? And I was like, yeah. Dumbest thing I ever said. I'm like, you're under arrest for possession of unauthorized firearms. I'm like, uh, I had a second where I could have turned and ran, but I'll tell you one thing. I, every time I've been arrested, I don't know why I've never ran once in my life. It's always in my head. I'm always like, I guess I'm going to jail now. Like I, every time I've been arrested, it's for something I did. Like I know that I did it. You know what I mean? So I'm like,
Whatever, I'll just go to jail for it. He's arresting me and my son's mom is pregnant at the time with my second son. She starts calling and I'm like, oh fuck. I'm like, can I answer that please? He's like, you know what? You didn't try and run. I seen it in your face. You thought about it. He's like, I'll let you answer it. He answers it for me, puts it on speaker. I'm like, hey, I'm getting arrested right now. I'm going to jail. She starts freaking out whenever he hangs up.
They take me to jail. Well, I'm so scared now because I'm like not just the guns I'm like my uncle has like I Think there was there was like a nine pack which is nine ounces of down in the safe There was like 18 ounces of crystal ice house and he had like $70,000 cash
So I'm like, Oh, no, like, but his girlfriend, when I later found out the Shawna girl, and it came up in court that this is the third, like, death that's happened around her, right? What she did, my uncle didn't do needles. She shot him up with with a hot shot, which is down in the needle. And I and I think what I think anyways, is that he was doing ice like in needles on the low and didn't tell me. So I think that's how she got him to do it. But there was down. She killed him, right?
And, uh, while I was in the bathroom, he was dying in my arms. She was in the bedroom, robbing the safe. So she took everything. So there was like the only drug charges I got from there was like, I think eight grams of powder I had in my room, you know, and then all the gun charges. So, um, so I'm in court and, and I go, and I go for, uh, let me see if I can pull this picture up and I go, I go for bail the first time. Right. And,
The judge is like, she sees this picture and she's like, Mr. McEwen, this is the most disturbing thing I've ever seen. Your bail is denied on all three treasury grounds. You know what that is? A danger to the public, a danger to yourself, and a danger to the courts. That's the three treasury grounds that they base it off of when you go for bail, right? So she denies me on all three. So my long rifle, it has say goodbye written on the side of it.
Right. I don't know why I did that. That's what I had sitting on my bed when they arrested me. So I'm like, I don't know why I wrote say goodbye down the side of it. You know what I mean? But yeah, so she's like, Mr. McEwen, that's so disturbing denies my bail. So I wait for six months, right?
Mind you, when they were taking my uncle out on the stretcher, I heard the paramedic say, we got a pulse. So I thought my uncle was still alive, right? So I'm in jail for like a week at this point. I don't know that he had died in my arms at this point yet, right? So I'm in for about a week and I finally get on the phone with my dad and I'm like, hey, you got to get a hold of Lee. How's he doing? He's got to get me out of this, right? My dad's like, buddy, Lee died. And I was like, he's like, he died on the way to the hospital.
So I go for my first appearance and my lawyer is like
He's like, listen, I got your screening and disclosure, and they're asking for 10 years. And I was like, oh, fuck. My heart start beating, right? I'm like, this is crazy. I'm like, other than the five days I did, I'm like, this is the first time I ever been to adult jail. You know what I mean? And the Brantford, our Brantford jail had closed. So I got sent to Maplehurst, which is in Milton. And that's where like all the Toronto guys, all the gang guys go and shit. So, so like now I've been like big boy jail, you know, and
I'm like, what am I going to do? And I'm like, I got to try and get a bail, go on a run. In my head, I'm like, I got to go to a different country. I'm like, what am I going to do? My second son's about to be born. I'm like, this is a mess. Because now I'm starting to sober up a little bit. So I'm in for about a month, and I get a bail hearing, my second bail hearing, and they deny me again. So I'm like,
So in Canada, every 90 days you can go for a bail hearing, right? So I wait another 90 days and like I told you, my grandmother had sold her house.
Like six, seven months prior to this, right? So she agreed to be my surety and my lawyer's like, how much are you willing to put up? I got this lawyer, fuck this guy. His name is Gabriel Grossstein, right? I got him, he's out of Toronto, supposed to be like a top lawyer, right? So the only thing this guy did was get me, he did get me a bail, that's all he did. Other than that, he took 11 grand from me and my grandma and fucked me. So my lawyer asked my grandma, how much money are you willing to put up? My grandma tells him,
Well, I have a hundred thousand in the bank right now. So he puts down a hundred thousand. So all you have to do in Canada, though, is prove that you have the income. And if I fuck up, you only have to pay 10 percent. So about 10 grand that you would have to pay. Right. So they won't do it with one surety. So my sister and my son's mom agree to be a surety. So my grandma puts up ninety nine thousand and they both put up five hundred. Right. Well, they give me a house arrest bail.
I'm out for about eight hours. I get an ounce of powder. My buddy comes to me with a Glock 18 and I buy it, right? So yeah, right. I'm out for like eight hours. So now I'm at my baby mom's house and I'm like on house arrest there. She's about to have my second son. My first son's there. I got a gun. I got powder. It's like four in the morning and we're in bed and boom, boom, boom. Somebody's knocking on the door and we're like, what the fuck? Because we were living in Slovak, which is like,
the hood of the hood in Brantford, you know? So it's like not a good building. And I'm like, what the fuck? So I grabbed the gun, right? And me and her walked to the door and I'm like, she looks through the peephole and she's like, there's four cops out there. And I'm like, oh shit, right? So I put my stick, the gun in the closet, right? And, and I open it and I'm like, hello? I'm like, they're like, oh, Dalton McEwen. And I was like, yeah, like I'm, I'm on house arrest. I'm wearing, they're like, we're just doing a, a residence check.
And I was like at four in the morning, like I have kids here, man. And they're like, we're doing a residence check, you know, be ready and boom. So I closed the door and like, they're basically telling me like, we're just going to randomly show up here whenever. Right. And I'm like, I look at my baby mom, I'm like, sorry, like I gotta go. Right. So the next morning, boom, I get a hotel room. Well, my baby mom is like, she's petty. Like when she, when she feels hurt, she's going to hurt you 10 times worse. So I'm not telling her where I am. Right.
I'm trapping out of this hotel now a couple weeks go by and I got people in this hotel room with me every day and thankfully she's so petty that she called me and was like have fun in jail and I was like what?
And she's like, have fun in jail. And I was like, I hang up, I look at my boy Isaac and I'm like, I gotta go. She called the cops. She found out where I am. What she did was, because I wouldn't put nothing in my name, right? But I'm dumb and I use my grandma's name. My grandma will do anything for me, right? So I got her to get the hotel rooms in her name. Well, what my my son's mom did was she called every hotel asking if somebody under my grandma's name was staying there.
and she found the hotel right so she didn't call me first like i would have totally went to jail right so i cut out my boy stays there he i go i start going into like trap houses again now right i'm like fuck it
So my boy calls me and he's like, Oh, the cops just left. He's like, they were definitely here for you. And I was like, Oh my God. He's like, there was this girl Candice and he's like, Candice ratted you out and said that you were here. And I was like, yo, you fucking bitch. Like I was letting her stay there for free, giving her drugs. Like, you know what I mean? I was like, he's junkies, man. So, but I would junkie up myself at the, at the time too. Right. So anyways, uh, fast forward, like I, I started staying with this Tasha girl and
We're living in this guy Frank's house and he's like this old guy. He claims to have done 20 years for robbing banks, but I don't know. I used to give him Brock to stay there and he'd get scared if people would come there on like some bullshit and like, you know, I don't think he really did 20 years. So anyways, I'm staying there for a while and I like take this house over. Like this is like my house now, you know, that's, that's where my face got cut and uh,
Somebody came in the one day and they wanted down and all I had was powder. Hey, so so Parker decides to rob me So I'm like I'm turning around scaling some stuff up and I turn around and he has this knife out and I'm like, yeah What the fuck so like I kind of back up a little bit, right? And he swipes at me as I'm moving back and he like just caught my face a little bit. You know what I mean? so So what the fuck so he robs me whatever I
About two days later, the cops show up there, right? But there's a secure entrance in this place too. It's like a giant house that was turned into a bunch of different apartments. So the very front door locks, right? You got to like, one of the tenants have to open it, and then it goes into the apartments, right? So the cops are out there knocking on the door. And I'm like, kind of looking through the window. I'm like, oh, what the fuck? I'm like, yo, there's like six cops out there, right?
So this kid I had staying with us, Tristan, he's like, let me go out and talk to them, right? And I was like, all right, cool, right? He's like, I don't have no warrants or nothing. So boom, so he goes out and he comes back like, I don't know, 10, 15 minutes later and he's like, they're here for you.
I'm
I'm looking at the 10 years, right? So I'm like, fuck it. I'm like, I'm either shooting myself or shooting the cop. Like that's what I'm 100% thinking while I'm sitting in this coat closet. I have the hammer cocked everything. I'm sitting there like this for a little bit. Swear on my life. Sitting there like this for a little bit and I'm like,
What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? My plug calls me. My phone starts ringing. I'm like, I answered. He's like, yo, I'm coming through to bring that. I'm like, don't come. Don't come. Don't come. He's like, what? Why are you whispering? I'm like, bro, there's cops everywhere. He's like, oh, you need to get out of there and I'll meet up with you later. He's like, go to Rodden street. Cause that was another house, but he ran it. Right. You guys are fucking brazen. I mean, if I heard that the cops are there, I would be like, okay, listen, bro, get out and meet me. I'd be like, yeah, we're done. Right. Never call me again. This guy watched my back for like,
Bro, uh, I don't want to say his name because he's still out here But he did 12 years for somebody tried to rob his friend and he shot the guy, right? So like he's like a certified guy. He's like, bro He's like a midget. I swear to god not an actual midget, but he's like five foot three, bro But his arms are like this fucking big like he's just swole, right? This is crazy little fucker. So anyways
I'm in this closet for like a good like hour, right? And Tristan comes and he's like, bro, they're leaving. They're leaving. And I was like, yeah. So I'm like, yo, Frank, I'm like, I'll give you a gram right now. You need to drive me to Rodden street. He's like, okay. I'm like back the car up to the back door. I'll come down the stairs with a mask on. Cause it reminds you, this was COVID had just hit right before I got that bail for the house arrest COVID had just hit. So now you're allowed to walk around with a mask on and it's not weird, right? Right.
So I put a mask on, Frank backs up to the back door, I get in the car, I'm laying on the back seat, right? He drives me to this house on Rodden Street. I sneak in the house, whatever, Tasha's with me, she's like, this is a rooming house, right? And everybody in there does drugs. Nobody sells drugs there, everybody does them though, right? So she brings me into this room, the biggest room, and it's, you know, this guy, his name was John Wayne, I swear to God.
couldn't get anymore like that's clearly a made-up name but like you really picked John Wayne bro like you know but mine was no better my trap name was Andy Jacobs that's what got me fucked and I got pulled over but I'm getting to that so so I get in I get in this room and it's uh it's John Wayne and uh and his girl right and uh fuck what's her name her name was Brittany and uh it started with a B for sure and and they're like who the fuck is this you know and Tasha's like
Shorty said he could stay here, he needs to lay low.
So I'm like, listen, I'm going to trap out of this room, but you're, you're going to meet the people in the kitchen for me. Like nobody can know that I'm here. Right. And they're all like, okay, cool. I'm like, you know, shorty is going to pay you.
so shorty comes through a couple hours later and he's like yo he's like respect for the heads up bro he's like you know how many people wouldn't even answer my call and just come there like you know so he's like boom here and he gives me a ball which is uh which is 3.5 grams a powder he's like you don't owe me for that whatever that's just like a little a little gift for that right he's like he's like respect bro so he's like this is your house now like run it how you want to run it right and i was like all right respect so he leaves and uh
I think it lasted maybe three hours of me not letting people know that I was there. So I'm sitting in there with like bandanas on my face or a mask on my face when people come to the door and like John's being secretive. Eventually I hear somebody's voice.
My brother was in jail at this time.
There was a point where I really wanted to try needles, right? Cause I was just getting so bad into drugs and I was like, I wanted to get higher, higher, right? So I really wanted to try needles, but I was scared to do it myself. I was scared to hit myself. So my brother had put word out that like, anybody that hits my brother with a needle, like I'm going to poke him. Like that's just what it is. So nobody would do it for me, right? People, people were scared of my brother for a while before he got too bucketed out. And, uh,
So this Britney girl, she's like, she's like, you know, your brother's going to kill me if I do that, dah, dah, dah. And I was like, fuck my brother. What's he going to do? Right. I'll protect you. So boom. So she hits me. She gives me my first shot.
and uh sure enough she shoots me up and then my dad shows up like 15 minutes later to buy powder me right and my dad's like what's going on with you because i'm like i'm like up like i got all my clothes out of my bag rearranging them like i'm super tweaking right the gun is like glued to my hand like i got this just cut shotgun just in my hand everywhere pointing at everybody you know what i mean it was bad so then i went on this crazy bender and i'm like this is my house right like i don't care what happens and uh
I come in the one day and my stuff is gone. I had this little box that had a hinge and a padlock on it. Somebody had cut the padlock on my box and all my shit was gone. So everybody that was in the house, I brought them down to the basement and I shot around over their head into the basement wall.
And I'm like, Oh, listen, I'm going up to the bathroom. I'm like, my shit better be back on the table when I get out of the bathroom or I promise the next one's not missing. I'm like, nothing will happen. No repercussions. I need my shit back. You know, it was like, I'm not starting from scratch again. I, at this point, I had called shorty like two or three times and been like, you know, I need to spot. And he's like, bro, like you were doing what, what the fuck, you know, cause the needles were just, they were getting to me, right? I was like tweaking out.
And then I leave shit here. I give somebody too much or you know what I mean? I just do a bunch like it was just I was getting really bad so so I go up to the bathroom and I come back and My money and half my drugs are back on the table, right? And so I'm like and I know I told them that there was no repercussions But I'm like, oh who was it and it turned out to be that guy John Wayne who's room that like it originally was right? So I beat the fuck out of him with the gun boom, right and I kept him out of his own house and that was a downfall for me
Cause this guy called the cops, not about that, but like he just said that I was staying there, right? Well, they're looking for you anyway. So that's all he has to say. Exactly. Right. So I'm sitting in the room the one day and I have this soundbar and it's just blaring. And all of a sudden I see like blue and blue and red lights, like through the windows and shit. And I'm like, Oh no. Right. Oh fuck.
They never came to the door bro. This was the most fucked up thing ever. They sat out front of the house with the lights flashing for like an hour. Never came back, right? Or never came to the door. They left.
That same night, I'm like, fuck this. I'm getting all my shit out of here. My best friend Anne, she wasn't like into drugs and stuff, right? Her house was like a clean, if you needed to get away, you would go to her house, you know? Like just get away from the drug scene and stuff. So I call Anne and I'm like, listen, I need to come live with you for a bit. I'm going to try and clean up, whatever, right? I'm just spinning some bullshit. I had no intention to clean it up, but I needed to get out of there, right? So I'm like, I'm bringing all my stuff. So I bring two loads of stuff to her house.
And I'm there and it's like maybe 1 30 in the morning and I'm trying to come down and I don't really smoke weed at this point, but I had one of those weed pens, right? The shatter pens that you just smoke and you could recharge it and stuff. You know what I'm talking about? So, so I can't find it. And I'm like in my head, I'm like convinced myself that I need that to go to sleep, right? And I'm like, I left it at the trap. I left it at the trap. And I'm like, it's only like five blocks away. I'm like, I'm going to ride my bike there and go get it.
And she's like, don't like that's the just don't. And I was like, and I'll be fine. I'll be right back. She's like, please don't go. What'd you really do with it? Pardon? Where was it? I will tell you because it's so fucked. So I'm like, I need this thing. So I have this Canada goose coat, right?
It's
and uh this gun I had I have a picture of it too it was a it was a little 22 rifle that had a mini banana clip in it seven shots and you had to cock the bolt on it and I cut it down to about this big to the point where when when I was about to before I decided if I was going to go to trial my lawyer had it sent away to see if it would even fire because it was a rifle and I cut it down to like a fucking handgun size right right so um
So I have that with me and it's a 22. So I have my side bag and I have three phones, a hundred extra bullets in the bag and like I think like nine grams of right.
So I was waiting to re-up. Shorty wasn't answering me all night. So it's a good thing because I didn't have no powder. So I get on the bike and Tash is like, all right, I'm coming with you then. So I'm like, all right, cool. So we start riding, right? And there's a beer store and then a train bridge. And then you would turn right. And at the end of that street, you can see the house that we're going to, right? So we get to the beer store. And as I'm cutting through the parking lot, a fucking cop drives by.
Turns out to be the cop that was he was driving around that area right waiting to see if I showed up So he drives by I see him bust a Yui. I'm like, oh fuck. I'm like Tash We gotta go so I start boogieing right but I'm on a pedal bike So he pulls up like alongside of us shines that little light on me and he's like, hey I noticed that you don't have a light on your bicycle and I was like what he's like Yeah, it's it's illegal to ride a bicycle at night without a light on it
and I was like what the fuck so I'm sitting there now like you know I'm sitting on the seat of the bike and I'm like oh fuck and he's like what's your name and I was like Andy Jacobs and he's like okay so he runs it he's like well he's like you've never been pulled over never ever talked to the cops in your life like nothing comes up it's too clean you know what I mean right and you can just tell that I'm a drug addict like at this point there's there's no way that I've never had a run-in with the cops that's what he's thinking right so
We go back and forth for a good like 45 minutes and that's one of my charges is lying to a peace officer or whatever. Right. And we go back and forth, I keep telling them different names, I'm switching names, now I'm switching birthdates and then two more cop cars pull up right? And I'm like oh fuck. Well this female cop gets out and she goes, that's Dalton McEwen, she goes I bet the forearm tattoo says I'll take the beauty of chaos over ugly perfection.
And I'm like, Oh no, this fucking bitch, right? I'm like, Oh fuck. So they're like, they're like, get off the bike, you know, cause I've just been sitting there on the bike the whole time talking to him. He's on the road. So they're coming. They come up now. They're like, get off the bike, get off the bike. Boom. So I get off the bike. I stand up. They arrest me. They grab that. Uh, I had my coat over my side bag, right? So they undo my coat. Haven't found the shotgun yet. They're so dumb.
So they, which is in the side of my coat. So they reach in, they pull my side bag out, right? Take it off. They take my phones out. They throw it on the ground, whatever. Does my phone not start ringing? Shorty pops up on the thing. He goes, you want to answer that? I said, I don't know who that is. So they find the bullets in my bag, right? They pull the little ice. They're like, oh, okay. Okay. We got something. They find the bullets in the bag and they go, do you have a weapon on you? Like now they're screaming at me, right? Like you got a weapon on you? You got a weapon on you?
Every time I've been arrested with a gun, it was the same fucking officer. Same officer. Tell me how that's so fucked, you know? Like the universe just putting some karma on me or something, but... So they're like, do you have a gun? Do you have a weapon? Da-da-da. And I'm like, fuck it. They're gonna find it, right? I'm like, I'm already... I'm like, there's a gun in my coat. And he's like, what? Because he was just in my coat to get the side bag, right? So he's like, what the fuck? So he pulls it out, right? He's like, is it loaded? Is it loaded? I said, yeah, and the safety's not on either. I don't keep the safety on.
so now they're like handling like this they pull the bolt back like there's just one in the head you know like they pull the little clip out they're like the clips full like what the fuck is wrong with you but what do you need this for and I was like I just need it right so they're like you have any more weapons I'm like there's like a 12 inch knife in my back so they pull the knife out they're like what the fuck you know they put me in the cop car
They're like you're supposed to be on house arrest right now like where are you even going? They're trying to ask me where I'm going I'm like oh I was just going for a bike ride right even though they know that that's the house I'm like I'm just going for a bike ride so they take me to the police station whatever they process me I get sent back to Maplehurst right and
So now I'm on range and I'm talking to my lawyer and he's like, you're so fucking dumb kid. He's like, I hope you understand. He's like, you're probably looking at like 15, 17 years now. That's what their first offer is going to be for you. And I was like, fuck, right? He's like, why? What's wrong with you? He's like, I'm going to do the best I can. He's like, these first charges though, I really need to talk to you. He's like, you can say that your uncle forced you
to keep those guns in your room and kept you high on drugs. He's like, I understand you want to honor his memory, da da da, but he's like, your name is nowhere on the lease of that house. You were just an occupant in the house. They never seen the guns in your hands. You know, he's like, uh, and you're the one that called 911 for the ambulance, right? Even though it was the girl with me, but whatever he's like, and you're the one that called 911.
and uh he's like i really i really think that you should say that he forced you to keep them and i was like all right let me think about it so i'm talking to a guy on range and i was like bro i don't i really don't want to rat my uncle out and this guy snaps on me right yeah same look you just gave he goes he's fucking dead you idiot like what are you talking about ratting him out and i was like oh yeah i guess you're right you know like that's he's like
He doesn't give a shit. Exactly, that's what Buddy said. He's like, he would want you to say this. I hope you know that. You're fucking dumb, bro. He's like, you're gonna go do all that time just to what? Think you're solid? And I was like... For him to think you're solid? Yeah, right? I was like, touche, touche. So I call my lawyer back and I tell him, yeah, let's run that, right? So about five months go by and I have a bail hearing coming up now, right? And he's like, listen,
I have the date set for the first charges. They're going to be withdrawn the week before the bail date. And I was like, yeah. And he's like, yeah, like there I've talked to the crown. He's agreed to withdraw them. But they're probably going to try and hit you hard on that second gun.
And I was like, whatever, 17 years, 15 years, that's fucking whatever. They give me better than that, right? So we go, they withdraw them. Now this is, so the girl that killed my uncle, because remember I told you when the cops came in, they took everybody's name before they let us leave on the good Samaritan law, right? So she was put down as my co-accused because she said that she lived there too, right? So we're in the hearing to get my charges withdrawn.
And the judge goes, does the withdrawal also count for Shana Steyer's? And my lawyer goes, absolutely not.
So, fuck her, she killed my uncle, she got hit with all those. I really don't know, I've tried to find out what happened to her since I got out, but I just don't know, right? But I know that her charges never got dropped, and fuck her, that's karma for, you know? It's my fault for bringing the Fenton all around, but she's the one that hit him with the needle and she robbed the safe. So it's kind of like a bittersweet thing because if she didn't rob us, I would've got hit with all the drug charges, right? And the cash charges.
I started talking to my mom the second time that I went in. We started making good.
I let her know that I forgave her for the way I felt and shit like that. We started talking and being good. I was like, hey mom, would you be my surety? Would you try for bail? Because she had always said ever since that first time when she came and picked me up when I was 12, this is the only time I'll ever do this. Don't ever call me if you go to jail.
I convinced her that I was really going to turn my life around. When you're in jail, and I was only in for seven months on that second one before I got bail, but that was enough time to get sober, you know what I mean? In my head, I genuinely believed that when I got out, I was going to do better, right? But I wasn't ready, apparently. You'd think somebody on the outside who at least has a
And she was so mad because I really did convince her and like, well, I did those, uh, you know, the Bible courses that you can do and you get the certificates. So I did all of those. Like, you know what I mean? Like I was really trying to get this mail and uh,
My mom agreed to be my surety and they had just dropped those other charges. So the judge was like, you haven't gotten any trouble while you've been inside. Like I was serving at this point. Like I became a server, which means like, cause so in Maplehurst it's, it's for it's provincial, but it's maximum security. So at best on a good day, you can be out for three hours.
You know what I mean? Like an hour in the morning, an hour at lunch and an hour at night. That's at best with no lockdowns. So usually you're only out for like, they'll let you out in the morning and let you out at the night or like, you know what I mean? They'll never let you out at all three. So when you're a server though, you never lock up. You're the only two people on range because you got to go hand out the mail. You got to hand out the food trays. You got to go back sell to sell and you know what I mean? Like and deal with them. Like you basically run in the range, right?
so i was a server so that looked good too because it showed that i had good behavior when i was in there and uh i really i really planned on changing and so my mom we go for the bail hearing and it's covid so it's all over phones right so the judge is like not he's like on the fence and then my mom tells him she goes
I can't live at my mom's house.
But it heads, you know what I mean? It just would not work. So it was kind of doomed from the start because the plan was my mom was going to be my surety, I was going to get house arrest to her house, but she was going to let me go live at Ann's house, my best friend, on the agreement of I didn't leave the house, you know what I mean? And she's like, and if you know that you're going to fuck up, you better tell me so I can pull your bail, right? So I'm like, all right, cool.
So they they grant my bail whatever house arrest my mom's I go to my friend and I'm living there for two days My brother comes over. He has a loaded needle. I started doing needles again right off hot boom I put a gram of ice needle, which is like insane for a shot after seven months So I put a gram of ice needle. I hit it. I have track marks. I fucking hate them every time I look at them
I hit it
Let's go rob somebody like instantly. My brother's like, come on. I'm like, come on yourself. He just gave me a needle. Let's go. Right? So I call my mom. We go down to Chaz's house and this girl, I kept in contact with this girl the whole time I was in the pen, right? Three months before I got out, her house got raided and she's looking at like fucking eight years right now. So, um, we go to her house, right? And she sets a lick up for us, whatever.
and dude comes in whatever you know I come up behind him I put a knife on his thing and my brother takes his side bag off get out the house whatever I'm like I should probably call my mom and tell her to pull my bail it's been two days right so I'm like I'm dreading it cuz I'm like she gonna be so disappointed so mad you know so I'm like this wasn't the plan but I guess it kind of was like you know what I mean I just wasn't ready so so I call my mom I tell her listen pull my bail
I was sleeping with this one girl.
and she shows up at at the trap that we're at and her head's cracked open she crying and shit she like this is how junkie does she want to she like i need you to cauterize my head i need you to cauterize my head and i'm like what are you talking about cauterize your head like i look at it there's like yeah there's like a hairline crack so it's bleeding a lot right so i'm like yo what the fuck even happened and she's like jukes and bailey jumped me in the basement at your old house on rodden street the one uh that i got arrested going to
Oh shit, I left something out with both the weed pen. Sorry, sorry. So when I got bail, they gave me my property, right? And I'm about to walk out of Maplehurst and I'm going through my pockets, right? And sure enough, I pull a couple of bullets out of my pockets that they missed and I pull the weed pen out. The shit was in my coat pocket the whole time. I never had to leave my friend's house that day that I got arrested. You know what I mean? Right. So I was like, what the fuck, you know, but that just shows you where my head was, right? So anyways, back to this.
I'm like, where are they? She's like, they're still at that house. So me and my brother go to a house that's like diagonal from it. It's on Buffalo street. So, uh, or sorry, Bruce street, the halfway house is on Buffalo street. So it's on Bruce street. So you can, you're at this house on Bruce street. You can see my old house diagonally on Rodden street, right? So me and my brother are sitting there at this guy's house and, uh, my brother's like, don't bring the gun, right? Cause I had a Browning shotgun that it was a 12 gauge and it was cut down too. And, uh,
My brother's like, don't bring the gun. And I was like, why? And he's like, bro, you're way too jacked up. Don't bring the gun. You know what I mean? So we're arguing, whatever. I leave, I end up leaving the gun, thankfully. So we go to this house, right? And my brother knows the girl who's living there now. So she lets us in.
My brother's like, where's Jukes? She's like, oh, he's sleeping in the front room, like in my daughter's room. My daughter's not here though, right? Her daughter is like our age. But she's like, he's sleeping in my daughter's room, but my daughter's not here, whatever. So me and my brother just walk straight to the room, right? And the door's locked. So I turn around and like horse kick the door, right? It's not budget. I'm so high off this fucking mess shot that I did. I grabbed the door and I just start pulling this way with all my weight.
And it's like, it's like a rock. It's not like a nice house, you know what I mean? Like the trim and all this type of shit is like, it's not, it's two by fours put together and shit, you know? So I put all my weight on the shit and I pull the fucking frame like this much off, you know what I mean? I'm just so high. So then me and my brother start kicking it now. It finally comes open and this guy's so passed out on the bed, he didn't even wake up from that, right? So there's a baseball bat sitting beside the futon. So I grabbed that shit and I smashed him into the ribs with it, right?
My brother starts stomping on his head we fucked him up real bad this girl this girl's out there screaming She's like I'm gonna call the cops like there's so much blood like this guy's face was just leaking She's like get out this is my daughter's room like I'm calling the cops my brother's like let's go. Let's go. Let's go I'm like alright fuck so I start walking out. I'm like now. I'm not done. I go back into the room I had a I had a like a knife and
It looked like a straight razor that you shave with but it was like a line it a flick knife You know it flicked open so I grabbed that shit and like he has this scar to this day obviously but I cut him from here to fucking here with I would grab the back of his head and My brother's like Woody. Let's go. You know what I mean. I'm like alright cool. We got a cut boom so I cut we go back to the house and
My boy, Boots, rest in peace. He calls me and he's like, yo, what the fuck did you just do at my niece's house, da da da? And I was so explained the situation to him. And he's like, alright, you're good then, you're good. But he's like, yo, you're getting too crazy, kid. Like, what the fuck are you doing? Because Boots is like almost 40, right? So he's like, what are you doing, kid? Like, you're getting way too out of hand. Like, I keep hearing your name everywhere and it's not in a good way.
So I'm like, all right, whatever. So, uh, my brother called me and like we split, whatever. My brother called me and he's like, yo, I need you to come to Stacey's with me. And I was like, I ain't going to that house. It's a one way in one way out, like, and it's on the third floor and there's like wrought iron fence around it with like, you know, the spiky wrought iron fence type things. So that's like all around it. So you ain't jumping out the window. You're hitting that for sure. You know what I mean? And it's on the third floor and I'm scared of heights. So,
So all you can do is go up the stairs, turn, turn again, and then you're at the door, right? And it's just a rickety house. There's no lock on the door because it's been kicked open so many times. This girl was bagging my brother, and this helped us out in court, because this girl was bagging my brother on voice messages on Facebook Messenger, like, please, I need you to come stay with me. I'm scared to stay here by myself. It keeps getting robbed.
Because her boyfriend was like a big drug dealer, but they had broken up and people didn't really know that he wasn't there still right so Somebody did a home invasion and like she had gotten like the r-word and stuff like that You know what I mean like some real bad stuff had happened to her So she was like begging my brother to come stay there, and I was like bro I don't feel comfortable about being in that house right so my brother the way Now it's different like I cut him off. I don't even talk to him now, but before like I
I just, my brother had a good way of making you feel bad, feel sorry for him, like feel like you had to come with him and do it. I don't know. Maybe it was just me because my loyalty, you know what I mean? But like, so I ended up going there with him, right? And then he's like, okay, so we're going to rent the room off of her. So I'm like, yo, you begged me to come here and I got to give her money for a room? The fuck? And I don't even want to stay here, right? So I ended up giving her a gram of down and 300 bucks, right? And then the room,
You couldn't even go in the room. It was so jam-packed with furniture and bags of clothes and garbage and shit. You know what I mean? You couldn't do nothing in that room. So now I paid you for a room I don't want to stay in, and a house I don't want to stay in, and a room that I have to clean. You know what I mean? Everything was just bad from the start, right? So this girl didn't have a living room. You walk in the house, and it's one hallway, the kitchen's here, there's a room here, a room here, and a room here, then the bathroom. And it's all off one hallway. That's all it is, right?
her couch is in the bathroom like one of those little love seats it's in the bathroom there's a fucking basket full of everything that you need to shoot needles right just right in the middle like it's a fucking decoration piece on the table so we're in this house and i'm chilling in the bathroom and i never really did down and then this this week the last week um
I had started like smoking down my brother just like little bits but I was still doing the meth so I wasn't nodding out like everybody else right I was just getting like high from it and uh and like some people say like when you do opiates it feels like it creeps up on you but it feels like a warm hug from God that's what that's what my brother used to say which is so fucked but down so I'm sitting in her bathroom and uh I had like a half ounce of down
And my friend Whitney, so the team used to be me, my brother Whitney and Ann, right? Ann wasn't like, Ann was just like the safe house. So she was part of the team, you know? Like everybody, and we all communicated through her too. Like if I couldn't get a hold of them, I tell Ann and it's getting to one of them or vice versa, right? So, so Whitney had just done two years less a day because in Canada, two years plus a day means you're going to the penitentiary. Two years less a day means you're staying in provincial.
so that's how they like categorize that so Whitney had just gotten two years less a day because she just caught up in a raid so she was out for a couple days right but she had no probation no paper no nothing right she was just she did her sentence and she was out because it was uh it was provincial like once in the feds like you're no matter what you're on parole when you get out you can't get out and not be on parole you know what i mean so um anyways so she was out for like a day or two and she messages me and she's like hey like
I need help selling this like what's up? And I'm like, you know, ice really kicking right now. Like, you know, people want down method so cheap right now. You know, I was like, come over and I'll put you on like, I'll give you like a ball of down ever, you know, just to start you up. I bet. Where are you? So I told her, right? I'm like, I'm on Mary Street. She's like, I'm not coming to that house. And I was like, so we argued on the phone for like 10, 15 minutes. And then finally, I'm like, listen, I'll give you two extra grams that you don't have to pay back for. Just come pick it up and go like,
I was like, I'm too lazy. I don't want to leave this couch right now, which was like a super downfall. But so she's like, she's like, I fucking hate you, but all right, I'm coming. Right? So she shows up, bro. And in the meantime, or sorry, right before she showed up, this girl Stacey that whose house it was, she had told us, she's like, I'm going to the store. Do you guys need anything? I'm like, yeah, I need a pack of cigarettes. Right? Well,
Remember I told you the door didn't have a lock, right? So the reason you lock this door is because when you walk in, the wall kind of does one of those curve things, you know? So you take this two by four, put it at the bottom of the door, you wedge it against the baseboard of that little curve thing. And then if you want extra security, there's like a big like a big chair that would be like on a couch set. You know what I mean? And you push that up against the door too, right? And that's the lock. So
This girl's gone for like probably an hour at this point, right? And I'm like, yo, where the fuck is this girl? Right? Like the store is literally five minutes away. So I walk out of the bathroom, you know, and I look over the door and the two by four is down. Like the door is locked and I'm like, now it clicks to my head. I'm like, that's it. I'm like, Andrew, did you put the two by four down? He's like, nah, how's she supposed to get back in? And I was like, that's impossible for her to like, you know what I mean? It's impossible. You can't walk out the door and then also put the two by four down. Right. So I'm like, not leave.
That's what I'm saying, right? I'm like, where is this girl? Like it's not a big fucking apartment. So I go to the one room and like, mind you, every room is trash to shit. Like, you know, it's hard to push the doors open. There's so much stuff in these fucking rooms. So like I go to the one room, I look, there's nothing in there. I'm like, yo, check the, check the middle bedroom. I'm going to go check the other bedroom, right? My brother's like, yeah, there's nothing in there, whatever. So we're sitting and I hear something in the middle bedroom.
And I'm like, I hear like a box move or something. And I'm like, yo, this girl said, what's up? She begged us to come here. She's trying to get us robbed. Like I'm like, yo, there's people in that room right now. So I grabbed the shotgun and I'm like, yo, if anybody's in this house, like you're getting shot 100%. Like nobody's robbing me. I'm like, Andrew, go open that door. Right. So he goes to open the door and like, you know, when somebody pushes back on a door, like you'd have that little match. Well, the door is doing that.
And I'm like, I'm like, yo, somebody's in there, bro. And I'm like, tweaking out and he's like, bro, no, there's nobody in there. He's like, there's a mattress that's leaning against the door and the dog is in there. I'm like, the dog, there's a dog here. What the fuck? You know? So he's like, so he, I believe it for some reason. I believe it. Well, because I said somebody was going to get shot, what happened was this girl was in there on the phone with the cops. She's saying that people are in her house trying to rob it. Well, I hear another noise, right? And this is why she,
So I'll explain it. I'll explain it. So one of my charges on the paperwork that I sent you was careless use of a firearm, right? So what happened was she's on the phone with the cops. I hear another noise in there. I say, fuck this. I go to the door and I rack the shotgun, right? Cause this one was a pump. So I'm like, I'm like, oh, I'm about to bump through this door. She on a phone with the cops. Well, I did that. So now they're like high tail in there, right? So Whitney shows up and, uh,
I'm like, I don't even tell her about any of this shit. Cause I don't know the cops are on the way. I don't tell her somebody was just in the room. So I go to scale her shit up, right? She's there for like maybe, maybe five minutes. My brother taps me and it's a message from the Stacey girl's aunt. And she says to my brother, if anything happens to Stacey, I'll find you. My brother's like, yo, look at this. So I'm like, what the fuck? I'm like, yo, call a cab. Let's get the fuck out of here. Like, you know, as I'm calling a cab, boom, boom, boom, Bradford police.
I'm
so i'm like my brother's like i'm going to hoop all this shit right so he goes in the bathroom he starts banging packages whitney goes and hides in the in the she stands in the shower and i'm like i know i'm going to jail because i ain't jumping out that fucking window right so the board's down i push that chair up against the the
I'm like, fuck you guys, you can kick the door, right? Like I ain't opening shit. So I go and I lay in this girl's bed, right? And I start smoking a cigarette. And I'm texting Ann and my baby mom and I'm like, hey, I'm going back to jail. Like, you know, I fucked up, dah, dah, dah.
well out of nowhere we don't know this girl is here right this girl comes flying out that middle bedroom and she all disoriented she like who are these people in my house why are you in my house i'm like what the fuck she moves the chair opens the thing lets the cops in she's like i don't know who these people are in my house
I'm like, Oh no, this is about to go so bad. You know, so I had one of those, um, those like mountain climbing backpacks. They're like the big ones. I had one of those with all my clothes in it. So I shoved the shotgun in there and put it under the couch or behind the couch in the bathroom. Right. Not, not the greatest hiding spot, but I ain't had nowhere else to hide it. Right. So I put it there and I'm in the bedroom with no weapons on me or I had a knife on my, on my hip and, um,
I see the cop come in, same fucking cop from the first two times, right? He's like, where's the gun McEwen? I know you have a gun, right? And I was like, I really don't have a gun. Fuck you, right? And then I see the girl behind him with the taser and I was like, instantly I throw my hands up. I'm like, I'm not resisting. I'm not like I changed my whole tone because at first I'm telling him, fuck you, right? But I'm like, I'm not resisting. Don't fucking tase me. So I still have the shirt too that I was wearing and I can't wear it anywhere. I has a big rip here. So like as I'm trying to stand up off the bed,
the cop he's like a bigger guy he grabs me by the front of my shirt and he like tries to put me through the fucking floor bro slams me so fucking hard i remember seeing stars and like my body going like a hot flash almost i'm like what the fuck right he's like where's the gun where's the gun i'm like yo i really don't have a gun this time i really don't right so he's searching me pulls the knife off me he's like you got something though right and i was like i really don't have a gun so they arrest me they find my brother and whitney in the in the bathroom right they arrest them
They sit us down in the hallways, right? Well, this Stacey girl, she's standing out there talking to the cops, tweaking, and she's like, she's like, I don't know who any of you guys are. She points at the girl. She's like, and who's this bitch in my house? Like, you know what I mean? Whitney's like, yo, fuck you, bitch. And I'm like, this is where I trip her up though. Cause I look at her and I was like, yo, are you, are you serious? I'm like, I really didn't, I didn't say that down. I really didn't give you $300 to stay in a room or no. I'm like, I really didn't pay you to stay in this room. And she goes, what the $300? And the cop goes, I thought you didn't know who they were.
She's like, uh, uh, so they run her name, which has a warrant. So now they're like, they're like, you're under arrest for failure to appear to a court appearance, right? Um, so, so she's like, I would have never let you in if I knew that I was going to get arrested. And we're kind of laughing now. And, uh, the cops, like the cops, uh, they're searching whatever they haven't found the gun yet. So I'm like, yo, listen, I'm like, everything in this house is mine, right? Like,
I don't even know what's in this house other than my shit, but I'm like, everything in this house is mine. She just came to see me quick. This is just my friend. I haven't seen her. They run Whitney's name. They find out she's not on paperwork, she's not on nothing. They're really about to let her go, right? Because they believe me, right? There's no gun. There's no nothing. They're really about to let her go. Then his partner goes, I found the gun. I found the gun. The cop looks at me and goes, I knew it, motherfucker. I was like, oh shit.
so now Whitney's going to jail too even though I'm like I'm like listen the guns mine I'm like there's a scale on the fucking bathroom counter there's like one of my charges is there's seven individually wrapped packages of down crystal you know because my brother started hooping them but
Missed seven of them I guess so so I'm like everything in this house is mine like everything is mine well that cop must have not known that I got the other charges withdrawn the very first one right because he's like you you sure you really want to do that he's like you're like you're probably up to like 18 years by now you know and I was like 18 years I'm like I got my other charges dropped what the fuck are you talking about right
And he's like you really sure you want to do that? I'm like everything in this house is mine, bro Like I look at my brother. I look at Whitney. I'm gonna just shut the fuck up, right? I'm like everything in this house is mine. So they take us whatever we go to the police station now, we're in the holding cells and When they go to interview me, right? They put me in the interview room They have the little camera on and I'm like, alright, listen, I got something to tell y'all so they're all like, okay Okay, cuz everybody in my city rats everybody, you know and
I'm like, unfortunately, I can't talk to you until my lawyer comes. They're so mad. They're like, get the fuck back to your cell, you know, bring me back to myself. And they left the door open when that, when that Stacey girl was in there for her little interview and we heard everything she said, right? She's talking about people that weren't even involved, like just singing away, right? And I'm like, what's the point? Like I'm taking the charges. You guys are all going to get released as soon as I plead. You know what I mean? Like that's, I never understood that.
And anyways, so we're there for a couple days in the holding cell and then they're transferring us to Maplehurst, right? So they put us all in the same paddy wagon. We're all separated, right? There's like four little cubicles. You know what? You've been there, I'm sure. So you can talk to each other in them, right? So this Stacey girl is like, she's sobered up a little bit now, right? And she's like, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. And she explains what happened, right? So what happened was
She took a big shot of ice and then was all pumped and was like, I'm going to go to the store, right? But I had given her that granite down, right? So she goes in the room and she does a big whack of the fentanyl too and she passes out.
well when she wakes up she just hears me and my brother in the house and we're talking about robbing somebody right and she thinks that we're talking about her because she had just woken up so then she makes that sound i say i'm gonna shoot through the door so then she gets scared messages her aunt then message or calls the cops and now she's on the phone with the cops makes another noise i rack the shotgun you know and and then
she's like i was just so fucked up she's like i'm so sorry and i was like yeah but that doesn't explain why you came out saying you didn't know who we were and she's like well you she's like you got to understand like i thought you guys were talking about tying me up and dot it out because me and my brother were talking about where we're gonna tie this person up and we'll take everything to the safe and she thought we were talking about her right
And I'm like, still, fuck you, right? I'm like, whatever. She's like, are you really taking the charges? And I was like, listen, make no mistake about this. I am not taking these charges for you or for my brother. The only reason I'm taking these charges is because it's my fault Whitney's here, you know? I was like, if Whitney wasn't here, all three of us would be sitting and fighting this case, you know? But like, I can't let her sit like that, right? Like it was my fault that she was there. And I got to own up to that, right?
I get a road on bail. I get to this never happens either. We get to Maplehurst. There's one cell in like A&D I think it's called something different in the states, right? Like when you first get to jail ours is called A&D right admission and departure. So
We get there and there's one cell that has a phone in it and the phone is never on, right? They put me in that cell, I pick it up, the fucking phone is on. I was like, no way. So I call Anne and I'm like, yo, listen, you have to make it right with your sister because her and her sister Ginger were in a fight at the time, right? So I'm like, but we always use Ginger to bail people out. She's always somebody's surety, right? So I'm like, you have to make it right with Ginger for me, like please. And Anne was in love with me, whatever, like I have her name tattooed on my leg. She was my best friend.
but she wanted to be with me but like i just i called her auntie and shit you know what i mean she was like almost 50 um but anyways so she would do anything for me right so
She made it right with Ginger and this was on like a Tuesday. On the Friday, I had Whitney out on bail, right? So like I got her out and then my lawyer, I'm talking to my lawyer and he's like, listen, you can beat this case the same way that you beat the first one. They never found the gun on you. It's not your house. You know what I mean? He's like, you're a idiot for saying everything was yours, but he's like, I can use the defense that you were so fucked up and didn't know what you were talking about. He's like, we could run it and see how it works. And I was like, listen, bro,
I can't do that to Whitney. I was like, it's my fault that she's there. I got to take the charge, bro. That's just right. It's not her shit either. It's not her place. She'd get off the same way you would get off. It wasn't me. I showed up to meet this fucking guy. You know how many people, Matt, when I was in the pen and I told them this story, you know how many people said that exact same thing? You're a fucking idiot.
And I was like, I was so stuck in my own head that like, no, I'm loyal. I need to do this for her. You know what I mean? And like, and then it didn't help that on range, like in provincial, it gave me a little bit of cred. People are like, yo, you're solid as fuck, bro. You're taking the charges for them, dah, dah, dah. And that boosts my ego a little bit. I hadn't grown up yet, right? So, so my lawyer, I'm arguing with my lawyer and he goes, listen, I'm not taking this case then. He's like, I'll refer you to somebody else, but I'm not representing you for that.
And I was like, what? For real? He's like, bro, he's like, you want to be a fucking tough guy idiot? Go be a tough guy idiot, you know? Go be solid with a different lawyer. And I was like, oh, fuck. So originally, he was telling me for that 22 that they found on my waist when they pulled me over on the bike, that he could get me two years less a day and keep me out of the pen, right? Well, after that, he goes, three years is the best I can do for you. And I was like, oh, motherfucker. So I'm like, whatever, just run it, right? I want to plea as soon as possible so her charges get dropped.
And so I ended up having two different court dates though, because they didn't pile the charges together. They gave me two fuckers, right? So he refers me to this lawyer and I've talked to him one time and then after that it's his little like this girl that's in like law school representing me now basically, right? So I get up myself for a lawyer call the one day.
And she's like, listen, I got a deal. I can get you 18 months for the shotgun, but it's going to be consecutive, like the one that consecutives. I do my first three and then I do. Yeah. So it's going to be consecutive. Right. And I was like, yo, you can't run it concurrent. And she's like, no, it's 18 months consecutive or like, what do you want to do? And I was like, just set the date, you know?
So my mom was so mad at me like I was with my son's mom at the time she broke up with me because of that because she's like you could have not even went to the pen and now you're gonna go and do over four years like what the fuck is wrong with you you know what I mean and I was like yeah you're right you know so I ended up because of the time served that I got because the first two times that I was on bail one was six months one was seven months they gave me time for those
And it was during COVID, so they gave me double time, right, for a couple of the days. And then before I went to the pen, I sat for a year and a half doing dead time, right?
the deal was like just under five years and I ended up with my dead time and everything. I ended up getting three years, uh, two months and 28 days to serve in the pen. Right. But I had already done the year and a half in provincial. So really I was doing a little over four years. Right. So real quick concurrent is at the same time. No, that's it's the one that I had to do my three years and then the next 18 months started.
Right, so consecutive. Yeah, I think it's on the paperwork I showed you. Right. But um, but yeah, so, so they were pissed about that. Like my lawyer dropped me and he was a really good lawyer to man like, um, yeah, he was a dope lawyer. But anyways, so
The day I plea out, my brother gets released, Whitney gets her bail withdrawn or whatever, and the girl that called the cops and did all this also gets her charges dropped. I had no say over that, but I was like, I guess I have to take that one dry. Yeah, but you're the one that got her charges dropped. Exactly though, right? But that's what I mean is like, fuck. In order to get my brother and Whitney off, I also had to get this girl off that fucked us over and called the cops, right? Well, whatever, it is what it is.
I finally I finally get transferred to the pen and I go to reception first obviously right, which is it's called Joyceville medium and Nobody stays there like it's that's it's just a reception. That's all it is, right? Yeah, they categorize you and decide where to send you. Yeah, exactly So that's how it is. That's how it is in the States by the way. Yeah, okay I thought so like I listen to your show every day at work. Well in the feds it's different by the time you get you know, like if you're in the
U.S. They do that in the marshal's holdover. So they're categorizing you using the PSI. So right away, once you're sentenced, within a few days, they know what prison you're going to. Yeah, exactly. In the state system, they typically send you somewhere where sometimes you hang out for a month, sometimes it's six months before they decide where to send you.
Yeah, that's the exact same as Joyceville reception is like I was only there for four months but like there was guys on range that had been there for almost a year still waiting to get placed somewhere, you know, and Because how much trouble I was getting in that last time that I was in provincial like I was getting flights every day man like it was it got to a point where like
I think I was on three different ranges at one point because I just kept getting in problems. I really didn't care. I was mad. I lost my girlfriend at the time. I wasn't talking to my kids. Everything was bad. Because of all my misconducts, I don't know what they're called in the States, but if you get into a fight, it's like a disciplinary report basically, but they call them misconducts. I had 17 misconducts by the time I got to
to
If you get into one problem here, anything, she's like, you were going to go to max. If you can be good until you get placed, I will make sure that you go to a high medium, right? Which is like, who doesn't want to go to like max or medium? I'm going to go to medium, you know? So, um, so I stayed out of trouble for that four months that I was there, right? Like I got caught one time with 50 Kiwis under my bed because I was letting them still in my cell. They were, they would give me a bottle and I don't drink, right? So, uh,
So I had to sell it, right? But sometimes myself stunk like a fucking brewery. It was so bad. But one time they did a search and yeah, there was a garbage bag and there's 50 Kiwis in it, right? So they're like, oh, what are these for, you know? And I was like, oh, I like Kiwis. Yeah, right. So that's the only trouble I got in there. And so she placed me to a Collins Bay medium, which is like supposed to be
the world.
And I'm on range eight or unit eight. And my dad had this friend named easy, right? And easy was independent. He's doing eight years. And the last thing my dad ever said, Oh, sorry, I skipped over that. When I got to the reception, I was, it was COVID. So they had to quarantine you for seven days, right? So you go to this quarantine range and you only leave yourself for a shower or phone like 20 minutes a day, right? That's it. And, uh, I hadn't talked to my dad for a year. The last time I seen my dad was at that,
Sorry. Can you hear that? Barely. Okay. Okay. Good. I don't know what that was, but, um, so the last time I had seen my dad was at that trap house on Rodham street, right? And my mom, my dad and my uncles were really racist, right? And I think that that's why I'm not because they always tried to push that on me. Like they were really racist. So we're sitting in my room the one day and my plugs, their shorties, their races in what way against blacks? Yes. Like, are there a lot of, are there a lot of blacks in Canada?
Yeah. Oh, fuck. Yeah. Toronto Toronto is like predominantly black and mixed. Really? I just I always century is the where I was Collins Bay. Sorry to cut you off. Collins Bay and Workworth are both like the white guys are the minorities. Same within provincial. Wow. I just assumed I don't know why I assumed that I assumed it was, you know, I think and this is probably wrong. I feel like the makeup of Canada is a lot like the UK.
Yeah, I'd say that. Yeah. Yeah, but I don't think of the UK is having a lot of blacks. I think of them having a lot of like Indians and Pakistanis or and I guess Muslims at this point. Oh, we have a lot of Indian and Pakistani now too. When I got out, it was like everything was so different, but always like my whole life. It's it's in the jail system and like in the streets like the white guys are the minorities here.
Yeah. Okay. So, so my, my uncles and my dad were like really racist, you know, and they always tried to push it on me. Like, and they, they always told my sister, like, you could never date a black guy, dah, dah, dah. Tell me I could, it's funny cause my girlfriend's black. Um, anyways, so, uh, where was that going at that? So, uh, your dad, you had been locked up. So, so, cause I took her back a little bit the last time I seen my dad. Yeah. So my dad, my dad's super racist. So we're sitting in the trap and we're in my room.
and my plug shows up right and my dad was like fucked up at this point like like days of smoking rock and he was such an alcoholic that like he died from he had cirrhosis of the liver really bad and then the last like drugs he ever did killed him right so but he was dying either way from his liver right so like he was just fucked up and shorty walks in and my dad's like who the fuck's this n-word right
And I was like, why? Why? Shorty pulls his gun out. Boom. He's like, the fuck did you just say to me? And I was like, bro, bro, bro. This is my dad. This is my dad. This is my dad. And he's like, I don't give a fuck. He's like, yo, either you beat him or I beat him. And I was like, ugh. So I'm like, it would have been so much worse. Shorty would have probably pistol whipped him and shit. So I just started firing off on my dad, right? My dad's like, what the fuck, dog? What the fuck, right? And like, that's the last time I ever seen my dad, bro.
and I regret that so much every day, but it was like, it was, I did it or he was going to do it so much worse. You know what I mean? So, so for like, cause that was a year before I got arrested. Right. So, or, or maybe a little less than a year, but so the whole time after that, my dad was like trying to reach out to me through people and I'd always be like, fuck off, fuck off, fuck off. Right. And then, so I'm, I'm sitting in, in quarantine now in reception and I'm like,
I really want to talk to my dad. I'm like, I think it's time to like apologize and reach out, whatever. So I don't know about the States. I'm assuming it's the same, but you have like a phone list. You can't just call anybody. You have to get the numbers approved. And yes. Okay. So, so I fill out a thing for my dad, right. And well for my grandma's house, but I knew my dad would be there. Right. So, um, so I filled it out and I put it in and the next day, man, uh, I call Ann my best friend and she's like, Hey,
You really need to
So I get out of quarantine and I'm not really like feeling like too great, you know what I mean? I'm just like, I kind of want to isolate at this point to sit in my cell and do my thing, but you can't do that when you get there. You got to go out to yard. You got to, you know what I mean?
In Canada, I don't know about the states, but your first, no matter what pen you go to, the first three days that you're there, you have to show up to yard because you have to give people time to maybe this guy that you have a problem with or ripped off or something didn't come out that day. So you have to go out for the first three days. And then after that, you don't ever have to go out if you don't want to again. You know what I mean? So like, I just want to chill in myself. I'm not worried about nobody, but like, so I have to go to yard and mingle with people or whatever. I ended up running into a bunch of people from my city and like, so I'm good, whatever.
and then I stayed out of trouble there so she let me go to Collins Bay medium right so I get there and my dad had this friend easy and the last thing my dad ever said to easy was hey my son's going to the pen if you run into him take care of him please so I show up on unit and first person I see is easy and I was like yo that's my dad looking out for me for sure you know so I'm like yo what's up he's like oh you're Joe's son right and I was like yeah da da da so so he put me under his wing and like
I was good, so he introduces me to this guy Banks, who's a lifer, right? And I'm like, yo, I got some money, bro. I spent 15 grand with Banks in the six months that I was there. So I'm buying tobacco off him. I'm a big smoker, right? So I'm buying tobacco off him. I'm buying the tooth. Do you guys get the Dawn Mist toothpaste? Is that what you guys get? It has those little white caps on the top, and the cap has, it's kind of hollowed.
Not sure. Okay. Yeah, I mean, it sounds like the the ones we get. Yes. And then like the orange Bob Barker slides and shit. Yeah. So so these toothpaste caps, you can fill them up with shattered right? Like, it's like
it's probably the size of this oh you mean the state okay so it's from the state it's like what the state gives you we first get there yes yeah yeah little tiny like yeah yeah so that cap the way that it's a little hollowed out so you can fill that up with shatter like you know what shatter is weed it's okay it's like weed concentrate turned into like a gooey
So you can fill that up with shatter and then there are a hundred bucks a cap, right? So this guy was giving me a bail of tobacco, which was $1,200. So he'd give me that and he'd give me 10 Dawn Mist caps. And so I would owe him $1,700 because I would owe him $500 for the caps and $1,200 for the tobacco, right? But off of that, if you're smart, you can make like three, four grand off of that, you know, no problem.
You just bust the tobacco up real small like you know what I mean like you just be chintzy with it whatever or you sell zaps individually you like take the clippers the toenail clippers that little piece that's to clean your nails and you take a little chunk of the shadow and you squeeze it between that paper that you take off the toilet paper you know what I'm talking about the toilet paper comes wrapped in that like really thin paper yeah is it like that in the states that's what we used for rolling paper there too right because it's better than Bible paper because it has no like this is way thinner right
So you squeeze a little bit of shatter in that and you can sell it for 10 bucks for one little hit, right? So if you bust all 10 of those caps out like you're gonna make like a thousand fifteen hundred bucks just off of those little those things, right? So if you're smart with it, so for a while like I was doing really good for this guy like every couple days I'm getting another bail and more 10 caps, right? People are always at my cell like I always had big bags of canteen, you know and
The little range I was on, because unit 8, it's like a big unit, but then it's all broken up into different ranges, just none of them are closed off. It's just open, you can go to whatever range you want, you know what I mean? And there's stairs that go up to the upstairs range and stuff, and it's just all open. So on the little range I was on, it was these Driftwood guys from Toronto, they're Crips, right? This gang.
They
No I'm good because every day I'm up in Banks's cell using his big Samsung S22 or iPhone 12 like you know what I mean like every day. So I'm like no I'm good like I'm global banks right so they didn't like that so a couple days go by and I go to put my clothes in the washer right and but he's like yo white boy he's like you can't use the washer on A range anymore and I was like what alright watch so I wouldn't put my clothes in right and I started it up and they're like yeah it's like that
And I was like, I guess it is. And then I went to my cell. Now there's this big rapper from Canada, right? His name is Ronny. He's like just starting to get famous. So he's from Toronto, but he was in there and he was in there for allegedly, even though he was in there, um, pimping 13 year old girls out of hotel rooms, right? The girl was 13. The other girl was like 14 or something like that. So, and he was like the big dog, like everybody like, that's the thing I didn't understand about the pen is like there could be guys with rape charges and
They're fine. And then there's another guy with the same charge and those same guys are on him. You know what I mean? Like I didn't understand that about the gangs, right? Like, um, so anyways, so I come out to sell the one day and they're like talking shit to me and like chirping me and I was like, yo, this is what I understand. I was like, yo, y'all are fucking goofs. And I shouldn't have said that because goofing in Canada is like the ultimate, like you say goof and you're fighting. You know what I mean? Like you call somebody a goof. It's,
See, everybody says different shit. Like, I was taught goof means get out or fight. That's what you say to somebody when you're kicking them off the range or you're fighting them. You say goof, right? But then it switched into now a child molester is a goof diddler. You know what I mean? Like, so if you call somebody a goof, it's like the ultimate form of disrespect in the Canadian prison system, right?
so i was like i don't understand you fucking goofs i was like your big dog is a fucking sex offender and i'm here on solid charges like what the fuck why y'all fucking with me right and they're like yeah it's like that like yo you really just okay okay we'll see right and i walked back into my cell and i'm like why the fuck did i just say that you know i'm like fuck right
A couple days go by, and I'm waiting for it, bro. They waited, bro. So two or three days go by, and I was on these crazy sleeping pills. They were these yellow pills. I think they were amitriptyline or something like that. And they would knock me out for days, bro. I could sleep a whole day and a half. But every morning for breakfast, they buzz your door open, right?
But the pin doesn't pop until you pull the door you know the pin that pops out so your door will be unlocked because they're magnetic right the locks but until somebody opens it the pin doesn't click so I'm laying in my bed and I've been asleep for like probably like 18 a long time like 18 hours like almost 20 hours you know what I mean and I'm like just waking up I'm all groggy right and I'm laying there
And I'm on my stomach and I hear the pin pop. But I think that it's easy because I was selling so much tobacco that when I would sleep for like a day or two, I would let EZ come in my cell and he would take my ashtray because there'd always be like half rolled cigarettes in it and he would just smoke that until I woke up, right? And like I just let him. So I'm thinking it's easy. And then I have no shirt on and I feel this guy. He cut me with a razor. I'm like, there's like, I have like this, it's not big. He didn't get me deep, right? I rolled out, but there's like,
I think it's the other side. Can you see that X? Yeah. Well, I saw it on the other side. Yeah, sorry. I forget what side it is sometimes.
So he hit me with the first one and it curves. The way it curves is because I rolled out of bed when he was getting me with the second one, right? But it was just one guy and myself. So I jump up and I'm like, what the fuck? I'm all groggy. So we start like tussling, right? And I throw him into my shelf and I break my fucking TV with him, right? I was so mad about that. So I throw him into my shelf, my TV, he hits my TV, it falls off the thing, breaks. And I hit him a couple of times and he runs out my cell, right?
And now I'm like, what the fuck, right? I'm like, I knew it was going to come, but I didn't think I'd be sleeping, right? So I had a toothbrush with two razors melted into it, and I had just moved it. I used to keep it above my windowsill thing, right? Because not windowsill, but like the way the bricks came out, you could set it up there, right? Because in Collins Bay medium, they really didn't do cell searches unless you gave them a reason to, you know? So I used to just keep it sitting up there.
But I had it was wintertime now right or it was like fall time so they gave out the winter jackets like these green like canvas jackets with like a big like bright strip you know like the construction worker type strips has those on it right so I had slit the jacket open same way I did with my gun and I put the razor in there and I forgot right so it's hanging on my thing and I'm like looking around my room for my razor myself and I'm like where the fuck is this thing right
And then I look up and boom, there's four of them coming into my cell, right? There's four dudes coming in my cell and I was like, oh fuck. So the cells are big in Collins Bay though and they're all single cells, right? You'll never get a cellmate in Collins Bay because it just gets too crazy. So the cells are big enough for four people and
They're like, the bed is here, along this way, the shelf's along this way, right? Toilet's here, and then the wall curves, and then it's the door, right? And then there's a window behind you, and my chair, they give you like a lawn chair type chair, and that's sitting in front of the window, right? So I'm backing up, because I'm like, oh fuck, and they're like talking shit, you know, telling me like, oh you fucked, you know, you're gonna get it type thing, right? So I'm backing up, and my fucking legs, my, like bottom of my knees hit that chair, right?
And I fucking fall into the chair and they just rush me and beat the fuck out of me, bro. I didn't even get a single punch off. Like my head looked like a blue pumpkin. Like it was, it was bad, bro. They stopped me for so long and uh, they were, the thing that happened was they were like yelling, like, you know, like, yo, you fucking goof, like fuck you type shit. And my cell was like four cells down from the bubble where the CO sit and the door wasn't, they didn't, if they would have closed that door and locked it,
You know, they probably would have killed me, honestly. And the CO's had heard it, so they came, right? And they broke it up, whatever. And then they brought me to medical and shit. And they're like, they asked me straight up, they're like, do you want to go back to that range? And I was like, are you dumb? No. I don't even want to be in this jail anymore, you know? So they transferred me to Workworth. Well, while I'm on my way to Workworth, I'm on the bus with this
Big native guy from Winnipeg, his name was Blaze. He was a GC, gangsta crip. He was doing life for murder. He had already been in 13 years. I was 25 at the time, so he was like 30, something like that, right?
The other two guys that were on the transfer bus with us were both pedophiles because Workworth had a sex offender program, which is crazy because Workworth ended up being the craziest fucking penitentiary that I've been to, you know, like I've seen so much stuff there, it was insane. So me and Blaze start talking, right? We get there, we go through intake, whatever, they send us to the units, me and Blaze end up being on the same unit, so we walk up the stairs to the bubble and
The CEO is like, do you guys know each other? And I just kind of stood there like, uh, cause I'm telling you, this guy, look, I wish I had a picture of him, bro. He ended up being my friend, but like, you know, he had just looked so scary, you know, like scars all over him, like just giant, you know, been working out for 13 years, like where's it proud that he's killed people? You know what I mean? Like one of those guys. So, uh, I'm like standing, I don't really say anything and he's like, yeah. So she's like, okay, you guys can go up into a cell seven together. And I was like,
I'm like what the
Fuck bro you know like I'm like alright bro I just do my own time like you know I'm like I'm not a I promise like I'm a good celly bro like every celly I've had is like me I'm like and then you know I say I go yo by the way you can have the bottom bunk he goes he looks at me and goes yeah I fucking know alright like you know I don't know why I said that like I should have just assumed right but uh whatever so we start talking because like we're in there for an hour now like we're setting our beds up and stuff right and
We start talking and he's like, I want to see your paperwork, right? And I was like, yeah, no problem. That picture of the one I sent you that had the circle that said, not a goof on it. I don't know if you remember that. I had that pinned to my wall, right? I got an institutional charge for that, for intimidating other inmates.
You've got to bring that. That's why it has so many folds in it. Because if you don't bring that sheet with you, they're going to assume that you're a sex offender. You've got to show them that score, that 0 out of 28 sex offence history. I always had that in my pocket, so I show it to him, and he's like, okay, you're good. Whatever. He's like, you want to see my paperwork? Da-da-da. I was like, I believe you. You don't really got to show it to me. This is how I knew he was proud about the body and stuff.
Because when his property ended up coming and his big stack of paperwork came, he was showing me pictures of the crime scene and shit. So they beat the guy to death with the butt of a shotgun, boom. And then they had tied him up with the power cords from a drill and a skill saw. And the drill and the skill saw were still connected to the power cords.
and then
So we ended up becoming friends though because like I said I'm a likable celly so he didn't know anybody there. He wasn't even supposed to be in medium. What he told me was he went to try and get his medium and he had a new PO because his PO was on maternity leave and apparently she accidentally approved his medium.
so like he wasn't even supposed to be in medium right so he was like telling me he's like listen i know i'm gonna go back to the max at any time he's like i'm making this the best i can you know he's like i haven't smoked a cigarette in years he's like weed nothing like i haven't touched a cell phone in years you know and i was like i knew a couple people there from reception right so as soon as we got out of lock uh out of account
We come out and I see this guy, Sun Sun, this big Jamaican guy and he's like, yo, he's like, people call me DT, right? So he's a, it stands for downtown because everything in my city I've done is like really downtown, right? So super basic. But, um, so he's like, yo, DT, right? He's like, what's good? Because when I was in Joyceville, I was playing like thousand dollar silo games with this guy, English, who was Sun Sun's cousin. English was running the range, right? And, uh, because like,
I had borrowed like, by the end of my bid I had borrowed like $30,000 from my grandma.
I owe her so much money now. I was such a piece of shit, bro. I didn't change until the last six months before I got out. I was playing $1,000 CeeLo games with this guy and word had got around that DT has money. He's a come up, basically. They rocked me to sleep for my money, basically. He's like, oh, DT. He's like, oh, you need bogey. You need whatever.
So I thought about it and I was like, all right, I'm going to manipulate my celly into being my muscle then. Fuck this, you know? So I got three fingers of bogey, which they're $100 each. I got those off of SunSun and I'm like, yo, give me the email. He's like, yo, I know you're good for it. Don't worry. Just pay me whenever, right? And I was like, all right, cool. So I go back to the cell and I take all the individually wrapped fingers and I
Dumped him into one pile on the table and blaze is like, what the fuck? He's like, Oh, I haven't seen this too much. I haven't seen this much tobacco in years, bro. Like what, where did you get this? Right. And I was like, that's nothing, bro. I was like, I promise you right now, every single time, like every night before we go to sleep, we will smoke a cigarette and smoke a joint. I promise you right now. And he's like, where is it? Go anything you need. I got you. Right. So after like, I don't know, two weeks of every single night we had a cigarette or I had shatter, whatever.
We were super tight. We'd sit there every night, smoke, and he'd just tell me stories, and we'd talk, and shit, right? And then this guy Smalls, who was Blaze's homie on the road, we were out at Yard the one day, and Smalls comes up, and he's like, yo, what's up, da-da-da? And Blaze is like, oh, yo, this guy was the guy. This guy was one of the main plugs in Winnipeg, da-da-da, and he's plugged in in the jail. So he gives Blaze a phone, right? So now we have a phone in the cell, da-da-da.
so i see him i see smalls by himself out at yard one day and he and he's like oh come here and i'm like what's up bro and he's like how is it living with blaze and i was like bro he's sick he's a dope guy and he gave me this look like
for real? And I was like, yeah, bro, like we're, we're tight, you know, like, I don't know, he f**ks with me and he's like, yo, I'm gonna give you a heads up. He's like, yo, he killed his cellmate in Stoney. There's a, there's a, yeah, there's a man in Edmonton or Winnipeg or something, and it's called Stoney Mountain. He's like, bro, he killed his cellmate and kept him under the bunk for a day and a half. I was like, what?
He's like, yeah, well, he was waiting to go to the pen, bro. And I was like, no, you're lying, right? Because everything was good, but now I'm worried. I'm like, why would you tell me that? So we're in the cell though one day, and this guy Spanish pops his head in the cell, and he's like, yo, do any of you guys do crystal? And I was like, oh, I love crystal. So I was like, yeah, let me get a gram of that. So I get a gram of crystal.
And I'm
bro i'm like one time i got into a fight with marcelli bro i was like i thought i was gonna kill him i was just talking shit right i was like trying to bring it up and like i thought i was gonna kill him and he kind of looked at me right and i was like why you ever been in anything like that and he's like bro i fucking tied a guy up and made him live under the bed and i was like
Oh, what for real? He's like, bro, I told you I don't like white boys and I was like, huh? He's like racist ass white boys, bro. He's like I'll kill every single one of them He's like I was like what I was like bro, like we're good, right? Like and he's like nah, bro He's like when we first got in the cell, he's like by like cuz I had a I didn't have the sides I just had this right so he's like, oh by the way, you looked I thought you were gonna be like a racist like biker type guy, right? He's like no, but you're actually pretty cool bro. Da da da he's like I didn't mean to kill the guy but once I killed him I just
made him live under the bed and i was like made him live under the bed like what are you even saying you know what i mean so i was like yo this guy is crazy but at this point he was completely on my side right so i was like this is dope like ain't nobody fucking with me because yo people were scared of this guy like he was massive bro and like he really could fight and like you could just tell you know what i mean like he always had a shank like we had these plexiglass shanks
So they ain't going off in metal detectors, right? So in the gym, there's like a fire exit plan posted to the wall, right? But it's sandwiched in between two pieces of plexiglass held in by rivets. Well, this guy, Mikey, so the crew ended up being me, Blaze, Mikey, Sammy, and then this J guy ended up coming. And sometimes there was this AK guy because he was half black, half native. But he was like,
the hitter for the Crips in there you know like he did all their work and shit so he was like half with us half with them and Blaze didn't like that right so that that started problems but so me and Mikey we broke the plexiglass in the gym off of the the fire exit plan right and we snuck it out well we tied the we ripped bedsheets real thin right and then we just he grabbed one side I grabbed one side and we saw it back and forth and like made these shanks out of this plexiglass right so we all had shanks
So Smalls ends up hitting a drone play. So he gives Blaze a half ounce of crystal.
We start using my grandma's bank account for e-transfers. We would send the money to my grandma.
Right? Right? Terrible, bro. Terrible. So we would send the money to my grandma and then I would send it to his aunt. You know, he didn't want the e-transfers to his aunt from a million different people. Right? So I was like, all right, whatever. So that built a lot of trust with us though, because like I was holding the money, you know, like the very first time we ever did it, he was like, bro, you send that yet? You send that yet? Send that yet? And then it turned into like, bro, I know you'll send it type thing. Right? So we're selling a bunch of crystal.
And we're always on the phone and shit at night. And then he, so they call me in and they're like, Hey, you're up for a single cell. And I was like, no, no, no, no, no. I was like, uh, me and my celly came on the same transfer. He's a lifer. He should be before me. Like I'm out of here in a year and a half, you know? And I had told him when we first, I was like, yo, if they offer me a single cell for some reason, I will give it to you. Like I had told him that previously, you know,
And I was like, I can't take the single cell. And, uh, Michelle, the CEO, she's like, okay, so you're refusing it. We'll just call next up. And I was like, no, no, no, no. Like that doesn't make any sense. So I'm arguing with her. I'm like, listen, like we came on the same transfer. He is doing the wife. I know in a year and a half, why would a single cell has to go to him first? Like, you know, what's the big issue? So then the four bar came in, right? Like the Sergeant or, and, uh, and she's the one that received me in blaze and A and D. So I'm like, yo, Joanne, I'm like,
You received me and blaze on the same day in A&D like what shit Michelle's trying to make me either refuse the single cell or take the single cell and give it to somebody else and then she's like just just fucking let him have it right so Michelle didn't like that so she was like fuck you type thing she was on me after that so I go back to the cell and I'm like yo bro pack your shit and he's like he gets all defensive right he's like fucking me pack my shit right and I was like yo you're going to a single cell bro and he's like oh for real Miguel I explained that I'm like yo they just tried to offer it to me bro
Single cell for two days, brother. Two days. So day two, we get out unlocked. I go down to his cell and I'm like, yo, have you slept yet, bro? And he's like, yeah, yeah. Kept saying he was sleeping, right? And I was like, I could tell he wasn't. And like me and him were smoking like a gram, gram and a half a day. You know what I mean? Like we're smoking a lot of crystal and his head starts spinning, bro. And he's like, he's like, I think AK is a spy.
I was like, oh man. AK fucks with us, bro. Like, you know, he's just, he's literally part of a gang. He can't just only hang out with us. You know what I mean? Plus you're from a different set. Like you're a gangster crip. They're Driftwood Crips. You know what I mean? Like it's, he's just our friend. Like, you know, he's like, I think he's a spy. I think he's a spy, dah, dah, dah. And I was like, oh fuck. So that night we're sitting in a cell, in Blaze's cell. We're all smoking, getting high.
It's me, Mikey, Jay, Sammy, and Blaze. AK comes in. Blaze looks at me, he's like, we're doing it. And I was like, doing what? And we're whispering, I'm like, doing what, bro? And he's like, bro, make a braid right now. And I was like, I don't know how to braid. AK's like, oh, I'll braid for you. And I was like, oh, shit. So we rip the bedsheets. AK braids it up.
The way that the doors work and work worth is they're on a sliding track, you know, so that the CL can buzz it from the bubble and it'll slide open. And then you can either, you can grab it with your hands and slide it close too, you know? So if you make a braid and go from under the door and put it around that little track, that door can't slide open because it's tied, you know? And then there's a window in the door and they give you a cell kit, right? Which is a little mini broom and a dust pan and a toilet brush.
well blaze took the stick off the broom put it in the on the little edge of the window of the door and put like four books behind it so now the cell door is locked like it can't open it's tied closed plus it's like blocked with the broom in the thing right it can't open so AK is like yo what the fuck are you doing this for right and blaze is like
You know what? I don't want somebody to rob us. He's like, I think somebody's trying to rob me. He's like, I gotta, I gotta get the shit out. He was making it seem like he had the shit hooped, right? So AK is like, Oh, okay. Okay. Word. I understand that. And uh, AK made the biggest mistake ever, bro. He pulled out his ceramic blade, right?
And I get what he was doing. He was trying to disarm the situation and be like, oh, check this, like here. You know what I mean? Like, yo, check this. He wasn't trying to be like, yo, I got a shank, you know? So he was like, yo, Blaze, check this, right? Like, even let Mikey hold it. If he was on some tough guy shit, he wouldn't have let somebody else hold it. You know what I mean? I get what he was doing. But in Blaze's head, that's all he needed to see, right? So I had these two picks on me. They were like, Mikey had this bar. And then you take the shaver blade, you know what I'm talking about, and you use it like a little hacksaw.
I had one tied to the end of a pencil crayon and like just Took me like four days, but I cut through this fucking this bar, right? So I made these two picks that were like this big Then there was the two ceramics like everybody in the cell had a shank, right? so blaze had the first little ceramic that I ever gave so it was like this big and and I had these other two picks on me and I
Ak is like, yo, who are you talking about? Like, who's trying to rob you, bro? Let's go and get them right now. He's like, I'll ride with you. Let's go get them right now. And Blaze is like, I'm standing over by the door because the cell is packed, right? So like Blaze is sitting here on the bunk. Ak is sitting here on the bunk. Sammy is here on the bunk.
Jay's standing over here in front of the table and Mikey's sitting in this chair. I'm standing in front of the door. So AK's like sandwiched in the middle. I'm looking at, AK can't see me because he's sitting on the bunk and the top bunk would be blocking it, right? So my head is like where the foot rests for the, so he can't see me, but me and Blaze can see each other, right? So Blaze is like, he's like, go get him, go get him. And I was like, no, no. He's like, I was like,
I
blaze is like you turn boom hit him with the fucking hit him with the plexiglass ak started screaming like i ain't never seen him or heard a grown man i don't blame him but i ain't never heard a grown man scream like that plus he didn't know that we weren't all in on it like blaze just did that rogue on his own right so now he's thinking like there's six five six guys in a cell and he's thinking we're all about to start poking him right so he's screaming
And Blaze is hitting him, hitting him, hitting him. And then the plexi breaks on him, right? So Blaze is like, give me that other pick, give me that other pick. And AK is like squared out, like scurried out now. And I'm standing against the door like I told you, right? So Blaze stands up and grabs AK and pushes him against me. He's telling me to hold him.
so now i'm like what the fuck place like hold him arms and you too so i fucking boom put my arms around him and i'm wearing a gray Reebok tracksuit mind you this shit was fucking burgundy by the time this was done bro so
I'm I got my arms around him right and a case gang is at the door They're looking through the window banging on it. Let him know let him know let him know there's like bro. I swear on my life There's like 12 guys at the fucking door let him know let him know now I'm just waiting for the CEOs to come but this jail is so crazy, bro Like fights happen and CEOs don't come at all. So so blaze ends up I give them I give them a pic that's on my hip, right? So now this guy's getting spoke. I'm gonna fucking metal one
Right. So I'm like, fuck this. I'm like, I'm going in my head. I'm like, I'm going home in a year and a half. I'm like, I can't do this. So, uh, his gang on the outside of the door, they had cut the braid already. Right. They cut the braid. So I knocked the broomstick handle down with my fucking, uh, with my elbow and AK like they seen me do this. Right. So I knocked the broomstick down and there's a, there's two buttons in the cell. One you press and it calls for help. And when you press it, it opens the door. So I knocked the broomstick off and I pressed the button to open the door. Boom.
so ak scurries out blaze never seen me do that so he's doing life i'll never see this anyways so ak scurries out and the door doesn't open all the way so i grab the door and i slam it back shut because those fuckers are gonna come in now right so i slam it back shut and blaze is like yo y'all fucking with me yo uh what do you say he said he said to the max or to the morgue and i was like
I'm going home in a year. What do you mean? So I'm like, what the fuck, bro? So, uh, Blaze is like, yo, you guys are all pussies. He's like, he's like, DT is the only one that fucking helped me. Not thinking like.
I'm the only one that just saves this guy's life. Fuck you. You know what I mean? Like you just put me in this. My tracksuit, bro, it was a gray Reebok tracksuit. I swear to God, it was so fucking red and just soaked with blood because yo, he got hit in the side of his neck, like just a little one in the side of his neck, but it squirted, bro. He's gotten hit in his fucking ribs everywhere, bro, but he's just having the fuck out of him. This guy almost died. He had a collapsed lung, everything.
So I'm soaked now this is like maybe 30 minutes before count like they're about to call count at 10 o'clock and everybody has to go to their cell and lock up like and I'm like what the fuck are we gonna do and he's like we're going to the max you know like to the max or to the morgue motherfucker he's like yo start rolling bogeys hand throws me the tobacco he's like start rolling bogeys I'm like holy fuck
So we're all I'm rolling bogeys. I'm looking at Mikey and Sammy and they're like, what the fuck bro? I look over at Jay and Jay's like What the fuck Jay was like the money guy with us. You know what I mean? Like he had a lot of money. So he's like, why did I even come to the cell? I'm like mind you I'm like
I don't even have my shoes on like I'm wearing my flip-flops cuz I just I woke up from a two-day meth bender Had no food in my cell except Kraft dinner cuz me and blaze used to pitch on food But we would keep it in his cell cuz I would wake up in the middle of the night eat it all you know I mean so I go down to his cell That's literally why I went to his cell was to get food and just check on how things were doing and then that all fucking happened, right? So I'm like I'm trying to explain there. There's guys at the door like his gang like yo What the fuck like yo, you guys are fucking dead, you know, I'm like, I'm not even wearing shoes, bro I didn't know this was gonna happen
And So they call count finally right and I'm like, what are we gonna do? Like what are we gonna do? He's like just stay in the cell pass count refuse to go to count They'll fucking take us all out and I was like, okay I guess so they finally come and and they they're doing like the checks and they open his door and they're like What the fuck are you guys doing in here? Not at all like it's ten minutes past count get the fuck to yourselves mind you everybody had passed me their fucking things so I have like five shanks on me and
and the broken one was in the toilet right so i have like five shanks on me i'm covered in blood bro but it's like kind of you know the lights off in the cell he has the light cover you know what i mean so it's like kind of dark and there's five five of us plus blaze in the cell right so they all the seals are like get to your fucking cells you're all getting charged you know and uh as as like they're scurrying out because they're all down this way i cut and go this way right right past the seal i'm like holy fuck
but as i walk into my cell bro there's like all these gang members at the door and they're like oh you're fucking dead as i'm walking to my cell it was like the walk of like hell bro they're all like yo you're fucking dead you're gonna get it bro and i'm like oh what the fuck right so i get to my range i get in my cell
And there's the next guy. There was two banks that I met, right? I had life for banks in Collins Bay that I was working for. And then there was this other guy who was a blood. His name was Banks as well. He's from Toronto, Malvern though, right? So they're Bloods and this was a Crip range too. So he's telling me, because we're across from each other, he's like, what the fuck happened? I'm like, well, Blaze just snapped. I don't know what happened. You know what I mean? Like I was not involved in this. So nobody, the CEOs don't know that anything happened.
They let us out an hour early before everybody else because I was on Suboxone
So was Blaze, so was Sammy, so was Mikey. Jay was the only one that wasn't. So they let us all out. We all meet in the Suboxone room, right? I didn't sleep a wink that night. I put on all my clothes. I put on like three pairs of pants, like four shirts, my good shoes, because like I knew I was like, fuck this, I'm not staying in this jail. I'm doing something to get taken out of here, you know? So we all meet up in Suboxone in the morning and Blaze and Sammy, they both have their shanks on them.
And I'm like, yo, what the fuck you need those for? I was like, I thought that we were like, what are we going to do? And Blaze is like, yo, I don't care if anybody says that we checked in or not. And he's like, we'll do it solid. He's like a solid check-in, bro. He's like the first person that comes around that corner, we're jumping them and they'll take us. And I was like,
Fuck, I was like, alright, whatever, it's better than fucking dying. So first person that walks around the corner is my buddy Tino. The guy's like a hundred pounds. I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, we can't, Blaze, no, like we can't. He's like, he's like, alright, alright. Cause like, we would have killed this guy, you know what I mean? He was just like, yeah, yeah, no. So the next guy that comes around the corner is this native guy, Conrad. He's like kind of like the same size as Blaze, and Blaze is like, yo, this dude owes me money. Walks up, wham, one punches him, right? Drops him.
him and Sammy start beating on this guy, right? I kick him one time. Sure enough, the CEOs don't see me do anything. They come and they spray Blaze and Sammy and Mikey cut back to his cell. Mikey didn't want no parts of it. So they take Blaze and Sammy and I was supposed to be part of it. And they make me go back to my cell, bro. So now I'm in my cell, locked in my cell and I'm like, I'm telling the CEO, I'm like, I gotta go. I gotta leave. I gotta go. And they're like, why are you in danger? Why? And I was like,
I gotta go bro I was like I was part of what just happened they're like no you weren't I was like I kicked him in the face yes I was and they're like they're like what the fuck they're like we gotta figure this out right so they locked me in my cell I'm in my cell from 7 in the morning all the way until 9 30 at night when they finally took me so and everybody else on the unit is unlocked so these guys are coming to my door all day long bro they're trying to tell me like
Yeah, bro. Half of them were saying that and then they almost got me because the one guy was like, he's like, yo, bro. He's like, AK is my best friend. He's like, I talked to him. He's like, yo, he knows that you tried to stop it, that you had nothing to do with it. But in my head, I'm like, even though that's true, I still held him. I still gave Blaze the shank and they're not going to forget that. I was like, they can't get to anybody else. They're going to have to get to me. They're going to get to me because this is jail. It doesn't matter.
Like they want their retribution some way, you know, they want blaze to get word that I got fucked up You know what I mean? Like so I'm like nah, and they're like they're like, you'll just come out your cell come out yourself and then the one dude he's like He's like yo a Rob a Rob's running the range and he says everything is good. You're good. And I was like, oh, yeah so why was a Rob just have my cell telling me I was gonna get killed then and
and he's like he looks at a rabbit he's like oh what the fuck bro and i was like oh you guys are trying to play me fuck that bro so so i sat in my chair bro like i put my chair at the back of the cell and i had two shanks in my hand bro and i sat like this because i was like if for some reason because the you know the co's are cooking and work worth you can't even look it up a bunch of co's just got fired um yo i just got i just got pulled out of my job i went to i'll tell you this in a minute so i'm sitting i'm sitting there with two shanks i'm waiting for that door to open i'm like fuck man fuck right so finally
Nighttime comes, right? It's like 930 at night and I press the emergency button. I'm like, fuck this. Press the emergency button. So the CEO comes running to my cell. She's like, what's wrong? What's wrong? And I was like, I need to leave. She's like, why? Like, she's like, were you part of what happened to that guy that got... I was like, fucking yes. I was like, I need to leave. So finally they brought me to a transition range, right?
Which was full of guys from Winnipeg that range almost popped off too right before I got transferred I was on that range for like three months I see a couple guys get robbed for all their shit like everybody's walking around with a shank and it's such a smaller range, but it's Outside on the units they call it PC right but like Fuck them. I don't really care. I need to get the fuck out of there so um so I was there for I don't know a couple weeks maybe like
I think at max I was on that range for like two and a half months ish and I was trying to stay there because my I only had like a little over a year left and I was like yo this range is small I was like yeah like there's a lot of shit going on but none of it involves me you know what I mean like I was like maybe I should try to stay here my PO is like you can't um she's like I could sign you to Beaver Creek right now which is like low medium and I was like yeah why am I not on the bus right I was like yeah let's go right so
They sent me to Beaver Creek. I get there. It's a fucking Driftwood jail. I didn't know that. And the guy that just got spoke is a Driftwood Crip, right? So I get there and they put me on Horizon. So Beaver Creek is like it's living units. It's not cells. It looks like my apartment kind of, you know what I mean? Like you walk on and the range is an apartment.
There's bedrooms, a kitchen, a living room, you know what I mean? But there's a max unit there too, which looks exactly like Collins Bay, it's all cells and shit. But the doors are open all day long, except for count, the three counts a day. Other than that, you can walk around the whole campus, go to the library, you know what I mean? You can go anywhere. You just can't go onto other units. I snuck on a different unit and got this tattoo done. It was supposed to be a cover-up. I paid for it all and then they fucking, I got transferred out of there.
But anyways, so I get there and I walk on horizon and I still have my mattress on my shoulder, right?
and the CEOs like about to give me my key and this girl we call her mama June she look like honey boo-boo mom like she like just this big fucking whale looking bitch and she is out to terrorize you if you're in a good day she wants you to have a bad day she's fucking terrible bro and and she admits it too she's like I get a kick out of like fucking with you guys you know what I mean like she just should not be a CEO she's fucked so anyways she's about to give me my key
And there's a guy named wheezy and a guy named Cosmo and wheezy end up being my dog But he uh, he calls me over they call me over to the laundry room and this co is like Come on, let him put his stuff down first. And that's right when I knew I was like, okay This place looks really nice, but this place is corrupt, you know, so they pull me into the laundry room. They're like, where'd you come from? I Was like work worth they're like, oh, yeah, they're like, what's your name? I was like DT and
They're like, so you know that Somalian guy AK and I was like, so I just told the story. I was like, yo, listen, my celly tweaked out. I didn't know that it was going to happen. I was like, and I never said that I held him. I was like,
He pushed AK against me and I was trapped against him in the door so it looked like I was holding him while he was poking him, you know what I mean? And I was like, I'm the one that pressed the button to let him out. I was like, yo, if you can get a hold of anybody at work with, tell them. Ask AK. I literally tried to stop it. I told Blaze I didn't think that he was trying to rob us, you know what I mean? And so I was on thin ice there for a couple of days and then I ended up being on the same range as Wheezy. So I was like, this can't get any fucking worse right now, you know? So Wheezy comes out one day and he's like, we want a job.
And I was like, what? He's like, you want a range job? And I was like, fuck yeah. Cause you know, you get your 36 bucks a week, but if you, if you don't work, you get $12 a week, you know what I mean? Or sorry, every two weeks. So, um, he's like, you want a range job? And I was like, yeah, for sure. So he's like, I'll make you the range cleaner. And he's like, yo, he's like, I talked to banks last night and I was like, which one? And he's like, work with, he's like, you're good, eh? And I was like, all right, like I appreciate it. He's like, he's like, yo, like you're good. He's like, you saved my boy. And I was like,
I go out and
Buddy J that was in the cell when this stuff happened, right? Well, J had ended up getting beat up at Workworth over that shit, so he got transferred as well. And he was in Beaver Creek. And Sammy ended up in Beaver Creek as well. Like the one that jumped Conrad with me and Blaze.
So Blaze ended up like saying like it was all him whatever so they let Sammy go to Beaver Creek. So the three of us ended up together right? Well Jay like I told you he was the money guy he had a little cell phone so he lets me use it. He's like yo here like you can go make some calls bring it down to your range whatever he's like oh I got crystal I got bogey whatever I'm like alright cool so like we're good we're set up right? Well Sammy you the scheming fucker.
I'm doing laps with Sammy one day. Sammy was a five-star blood from Winnipeg, right? Well, there was this other guy who was like, he thought that he was a big dog in Beaver Creek. His name was OJ. He was also a five-star blood. So I'm doing laps around the track with them and Sammy's like, yo, you know the password to Jay's phone? And I was like, yeah, like I use it all the time. Why? And he's like, well, yo, OJ will give us four grand for the phone. And I was like, what? And he's like, he wants the contacts in it.
He knows Jay from Road.
and sammy's like oh jay's like just think about it right and he walks away and sammy's like come on bro like it won't be hard just just jay gives you the phone anyways just walk off the range and and give it to oj and i was like uh let me think about it right which i never thought about it i went right back to the range and i'm like i went up to jay's range because i was down on a and he was up on jay so i went up to jay's range and i'm like i knock on the door
We go Jay here or whatever because you're not allowed on other people's ranges. So he comes out and I'm like, come to the laundry room. We go to the laundry room and I'm like, yo, don't let anybody use your phone anymore. And he's like, why? So I explained to him what happened and he's like, what? And I was like, keep that between me and you, just me and you know, I was like, it's funny because, because Sammy always goes to Jay like, yo, can I get some bogey? Yo, yo, like we're dogs, let me get some crystal. You know what I mean? Shit like that. So for a month, bro, for a month, it was under wraps. Nobody knew, right?
well they come up to me again a month later and they're like yo you gonna do this or what and I was like uh I don't know let me think about it and he's like nah bro like you already said that like are you gonna do it or no and I was like nah probably not right and he's like for real and then I kind of just went back into the range right and they're like yo what the fuck so I go right back up to the J and I'm like yo forward to the laundry room well
There's this guy Kenny now who's in there and Kenny like was a big drug dealer on road but he got into Crystal real bad in jail so he just started ripping people off and making big messes and starting drama and like just was that guy that loved to do that now you know. So Jay didn't know this yet though and I didn't know
that Kenny had bought in the phone charger because guys will charge you 1200 bucks for the charger you know what I mean just for the cord another 500 for the block like you know so Kenny had bought in the charger so technically it was their phone so I'm like you are gonna tell you someday like and I'm like I don't know this guy and he's like oh you're Kenny's good you can talk in front of him so I'm like all right cool so I'm like oh they just came and asked me again
And Kenny's like, what? He's like, that's my phone too. That's my da da da. And I was like, bro, like chill. I'm not doing nothing, right? Like I'm like, yo, this doesn't leave us. I'm like, Jay's already known this for like a month. Nothing's happened. Do you know what I mean? Like I'm just letting you guys know. Like, and Kenny's like, all right, all right. I won't tell nobody. Well, about like three hours later, somebody comes and knocks on my range door and they're like, yo, uh, Vatos wants to talk to DT.
I go outside.
What the fuck are you talking about?
I have to break the whole story down to these Spanish guys now, right? Well, OJ was the barber at Beaver Creek. There's like a whole like barber... I'm sure you've seen that in... Yeah. So OJ is the barber. So they go to the barber shop, like fucking five of them, six of them, and they all have shanks on their waist and shit.
They make OJ look like a fucking bitch, you know, and I was like, oh man I was like this is coming back on me tenfold like there's you know what I mean? I was like He just they made him look like a bitch when when he was like trying to make a name thinking he was a big man in this jail Now he looks like the ultimate bitch. I was like now he's gonna have to feel hard again and he's gonna come at me I know it, you know, so I go back in onto my range and I'm like yo easy I'm like, can I get a shank bro? Like do you have a shank?
And he's like, what the fuck you need that for, bro? So I explained to him the story and I was like, listen, this is my plan, bro. I was like, I know as soon as they call fucking yard up, OJ's coming right here. I was like, I'm just going to meet it head on. Let me get a stick. I was like, I'm just going to walk to his range and fucking deal with it. You know what I mean? I was like, I want to get it over with. I don't want to be walking around waiting for something to happen. Let's just go. Whatever happens, happens. But I want to have some protection on me, right?
So he's like, Oh, I got you. So he gives me this fucking like, it looked like a letter opener. You know what I mean? Like this thing was hardcore and uh, in the bedroom there was wardrobes, right? Well, the handle for my wardrobe, it was like this big chunk of metal kind of, and it was loose. So I unscrewed it with the clippers and they, I don't know about in the States, but in your little inst, uh, uh, like, um,
introduction package I guess when they give you your clothes and shit they give you these big wool socks for winter time I don't know if you get those there or not but you get the big gray wool socks here right and so I put that handle in this fucking sock right and I tied it up and I and I put it in my waist like an idiot right because I'm wearing my jeans and I have a belt so I tucked it into my waist so the bit of the sock is hanging out and then I have my hand on the shank and the other thing right so I walk out
I don't even make it off the fucking unit yet and somebody's like yo DT Sammy's outside for you and I was like huh fuck alright so I get outside and I'm like yo what's good bro like Sammy's like yo what the fuck bro like why would you tell anybody and I was like yo why would you try and rob our friend like we're supposed to be like boys you know
and he's like yo like let's do some laps and i was like alright cool i was like i need to go talk to oj anyways so we start doing laps oj comes up from behind me sammy set me up right comes up from behind me and he puts his hands on my shoulders and he's like yo dt he's like i liked you too kid what the fuck right and i was like yo i'm not gonna rob my friends bro like and he's like you gotta leave the jail go check in and i was like i'm not leaving the jail bro and he's like he's like so what he's like you want a 30
I'm not a gang member from Winnipeg. I don't know what a 30 is. It means you get jumped for 30 seconds and you can't fight back, right?
So I'm like, I'm like, bro, whatever, let's get, I thought that we were going to fight for 30 seconds. That's what I thought that it was. Right. So we're walking, we're halfway around the track and he's like, you can either check in or you're getting a 30. I'm like, I don't know what the fuck a 30 is. Like, let's, let's get it. You know, I was like, I'm not checking in. Fuck that. So, uh, we're almost to the blind spot and, and OJ is like, yo, Paul, come here. So Paul and the next guy come over. Right. So it's OJ, Sammy, Paul, and I still don't know who this other guy is to this day.
But me and Paul ended up being in the low together. So we get to the blind spot, which is, it's at the gym and the entrance to the library. It's like a V, the wall, you know, you can't see shit. So I'm back into the corner so nobody can come from behind me. And I have my hand on that sock thing, right? And my other hand on the shank. And in my head, I'm like, fuck. I'm like, I could use these and make shit so much worse or I could just fight this guy, right? But I still don't know I'm getting jumped. And I think Sammy's still kind of my friend, right?
So I'm turned talking to OJ with my back in the corner, and OJ's like, alright, let's get it then, right? So I square up like me and OJ are going to fight, and Sammy duffs me from the side. Boom! I'm like, what the fuck? So now I'm like, alright, fuck it. I go to pull this thing out of my pants, right? It gets caught on my belt. I can't get it out of my pants. So now they're hitting me, right? Boom! So I'm like, alright, fuck this. So I just turtle up, right? I'm like, I don't even fight back on this one. So now there's four of them just hitting me and hitting me, right?
O.J.'s like, he counts whatever times they're on his watch. He's like, all right, that's enough, like 30 seconds, right? It's done, it's done. So I'm like, still turtled up, and I'm like, what the fuck? He's like, no, it's done, you're good. So I look up, right? And as I look up, O.J.'s like, give him another one. And Sammy kicks me dead in my face, boom, and my head bangs off the wall, right? I'm like, what the fuck? And they jump me for another 30 seconds, right?
so now it's over and oj's like alright it's done same thing alright it's done and i was like nah i ain't falling for that again like that's the fuck up you know what i mean like get the fuck away from me and uh he's like so so sammy goes to help me up i'm like yo get the fuck away from me bro so i get up and i'm like dusting myself off and i pick my hat up and oj's like
He's like, yo, let me talk to you like we're not done. So I look over at him wham knocks me out boom I'm like, what the fuck, you know, like kind of like I hit the ground whatever I'm seeing stars I'm like, what the fuck so I kind of he kind of like picks me up and I'm like fuck this I'm going back to my unit and he's like, no, you're not he's like we're going to talk to Jay He's like you're gonna tell Jay that you made that all up and I was like, no the fuck I'm not I
and he's like let's go we're going to talk to Jay or I promise you it's gonna be so much worse right but what they didn't know is I told Jay about this the first time a month ago right so anything they say isn't gonna add up so we get to the unit they call Jay out and I'm not saying nothing I'm standing on the wall and Jay's like or oh Jay's like so yo DT just admitted to me that he made it all up
He came to me like a week ago with the plan mind you I told Jay a month ago so it couldn't have been that right so Jay's kind of looking at me like with a smug look and then Wheezy comes out he's like oh what the fuck bro because OJ won't let me leave right and and Wheezy's like he's a driftwood crip whatever and he's like oh what the fuck he's like oh what's wrong like DT you good and I was like nah fam I'm just trying to go inside
and he's like let's go then and oj is like uh uh uh and wheezy's like what like you know you got something to say so we go back inside whatever i have a fucking boot print on the side of my face and uh he's like oh what the fuck he's like why didn't you have him you know and i was like honestly bro i was like i thought about it and then i was like i'm just gonna make it worse i'm like i don't really have people here so what i spoke of him and then now i got bloods on me and i already got crips on me like you know what i mean like i was like bro i'll just take the beat and it is what it is right and uh
Yeah, like a bunch of shit happened in Beaver Creek, but that was just like one of the most memorable, you know, and then the way I I got into drugs again in Beaver Creek, right? Like I started hanging out with all the native guys and I was making shanks for them. They were giving me a hundred bucks a shank, right? I started making them out of I was in program and by the third binder programs were like, what the fuck is it? Like, what are you doing? So they gave me they give you these binders and they have those rings that pop, you know what I mean? To put your shit in the middle. So I
I bust the binder open and I straighten those out and wrap some shit around it and then it's like a push dagger. You know, you hold your fist on it and then the shank comes out the middle so you just punch with it, right? So I can make six of those out of each binder, right? And I got fucking three binders and then program was like, what are you doing? Like what keeps happening to your binders? And I was like, ah, and then I got kicked out of program anyways for showing up like high and shit. But, uh,
Yeah, then they just people started tweaking and and they were gonna jump me and shit I was like like all the native guys turned on me over like $90, bro And I was like, you know, I'm gonna pay you in a week, you know and they were just all high on drugs like heroin and fucking meth and shit and and I got so So yeah, they I got word that they were gonna jump me and so sells rock I ended up going in front of the bubble and just I just hit the first guy this this this kid that I didn't like anyways, so
I hit this kid boom right in front of the bubble they came they took me out I got shipped out of that jail right and I ended up in the low for a bit because that was the last medium other than the low and then it was out of province and I only had six months left so they reluctantly let me go to the low and they said one problem you're getting kicked out whatever but there was no drugs no nothing there so I started to sober up and I made a plan and then
even my mom thought that I was going to go back to jail like she's like I'm going to come pick you up because I think like I want to see you before you go back right and like I thought I was going to go back and then I walked out the gates bro the day I got released and the CEO was like I'll see you again soon or whatever right and I was like I ain't never coming back here I went to the halfway house but I had nine job interviews nobody would hire me I found my boss at where I work now I gave him my story bro and he's like I'm gonna give you a chance he saved my life because I was on the fence you know and uh
Now I'm working at a machine shop and I'm about to do an apprenticeship at the end of the year. He's going to put me through for my apprenticeship. I'm going to get my machinist ticket, bro. I just turned my life around. I've been sober for like two years now and it's just good, bro. I'll never go back to any of that. Yeah, you had mentioned that this was like the first apartment you ever had like in your name. Yeah, bro.
This is the first Christmas I ever had with all three of my kids where I actually bought them presents and shit like you know I get them every other weekend on Wednesdays for dinner like shit's just good now bro I would never trade this life for any of that bullshit that I used to have bro it's it's good you know I work hard and it's good and you know I really appreciate you like having me on bro I watch you every day at work we'll listen I literally you're literally playing on my TV right now like look
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"text": " And we hear all this banging and I know what it is, but my buddy Sam's like, what's going on? And he's all like kind of scared, right? And I'm like,"
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"text": " So we go upstairs and I watch this guy Joe smash a plate over my dad's head right and I'm like yo what the fuck I'm like dad are you okay like whatever and then there's a there was a box of light bulbs sitting beside the TV and this guy starts grabbing the light bulbs and throwing them at me and my friend right chasing us down the down the stairs my friend grabbed his stuff and never came back to my house ever again and it just progressed from there so so like my dad"
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"text": " He had this girlfriend. He met her at the courthouse of all places. And this is when down patches were like, they weren't even a big thing yet. You know, down around, it was just the patches. And this girl was, was on those and hydro morphs and stuff. And my dad had always been an alcoholic and like powder rock, right? Never, uh, never, um, uh, what are they called? Um, opiates, right? So,"
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"text": " She got him into those and me and her really clicked because at this point I hadn't talked to my mom at all. I really pushed my mom away because I just felt like, fuck you, you didn't want me there but you wanted my brother and my sister. Now I understand it. I was just a really bad kid and I was hard to deal with."
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"text": " So in my brain, I didn't have a mom, right? Like I cut her off completely. So this girl, me and this girl really like clicked. So I started calling her mom and stuff. She started calling me her street son. And I still don't know like the effect of like the drugs and how it's like really, really like making them make me do fucked up shit, right? And"
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"text": " she had an apartment herself which was downtown and downtown has always been bad like that's just if you want anything you go downtown you'll you're finding it in like five ten minutes right it's not that big of a place so it's everybody's on they're out front of this tim hortons and out front of this dollar store and you know it's just all right there and there's one main strip it's called market street and all the bars are on it right like almost like side by side so"
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"text": " She lived just around the corner from that on this place called Parkside Drive. And she had an apartment above another house, right? And it was a drug house downstairs and hers was a drug house upstairs, right? So it's just always a part. And I went to her house for a couple days. She brought me there, whatever."
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"text": " and I started meeting more people like older people I never hung out with anybody my age they were always like six seven years older than me right and they're always like I don't know they always thought it was cool that I was this young kid that like would I had no fear like I would just do whatever they asked me to do you know so they had kept me around for that whatever so I leave there the one day and I go home and I have this guy Todd with me and Todd was like 30 and I had just turned 14 and"
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"text": " We're walking back to my dad's because I'm going to get my Xbox so this guy can sell it, right? And there's cops everywhere around my dad's house. They have it surrounded. And we're like, what the fuck? And so I'm sitting on the curb across the road with this guy and this guy's like, let's go, let's go. And I was like, nah, like that's my dad. Like I want to see what happens, like what's going on, right?"
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"text": " and there was this it wasn't a screen door it was like a glass door you know and and it could lock so my dad had that locked and he opened the front door because the cops were like i walked up and the cops were like you know you got to go and i was like that's my dad i live here so they're like joe we have your son out here come out here you don't want your son to be around this right so my dad had that glass door locked and he opened the door right and he's like"
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"text": " My son can come in, but you guys can't, right? And they're like, no, like, what's wrong with you? And I'm like, dad, what's going on? And my dad's like, just let my son in is this big thing, right? And like, I don't know, probably like two hours later, they ended up getting my dad, right? He tried to sneak out the back door like an idiot. He probably just got real high, but like the house was surrounded. And our backyard linked right up to the field of the school behind us too, right? So it's fucked up. But he tried to sneak out the back and they got him. So"
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"text": " What were they raiding the house for? Was there something specific? My dad beat somebody up downtown and he ran back to the house. A couple cops were chasing him and he got into the house. More units just kept showing up because they had no idea if he had guns in the house or whatnot. There was probably six or seven cop cars and 13 cops all around the house."
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"text": " My dad has a real long criminal history too though, right? Always in and out of jail. He is known in town. When I went to court, well this is skipping a little bit, but"
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"text": " So when I was 18 and I caught my first adult charge, which was stupid because I had community service from a youth charge and I never did the community service. So when I turned 18 and they realized I didn't do the community service, they came and charged me with a breach of probation, but as an adult now because I'm 18, right? So I was in court and there was this judge, Judge Lenz, and"
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"text": " My dad told him one time, Judge Lenz was like, do I look like I fell off the turnip truck? And my dad's like, yeah, you definitely do. So this guy just had a grudge for my dad, right? And I'm standing in court and I used to go to court with my dad all the time when he went for court and Judge Lenz was like, you're Joe's son, aren't you? And I was like, yeah. And he's like,"
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"text": " I'm going to give you five days in the Brantford, we called it the Brantford bucket, but he's like, I'm going to give you five days in the Brantford jail so you can see where your life's headed. Mind you, I hadn't seen my dad in 18 months at this point, right? So they bring me into the back cells, whatever, waiting to get transferred to court, and I know my dad's in there. And they're like, do you need PC, da da da? And I was like, absolutely not. Like my dad would beat the shit out of me."
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"text": " So we go and I'm sitting in the bullpen now, which is the Brantford jail was very small. There was only six ranges and there was like eight cells on each range, right? So it was very local and I'm sitting in the bullpen and there's this other guy in there and I'm like, Hey, do you know Joe Mercantile?"
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"text": " and he's like yeah that's my celly and i was like no shit i was like that's my dad right but the co only heard me say my dad's name and my dad lived in that place like so the co comes up and he's like hey why are you talking about joe and i was like that's my dad and he's like for real and i was like yeah and he's like hold on so my dad worked in the kitchen and range three was the kitchen range so my dad ran the range though and um"
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"text": " He goes to the kitchen, talks to my dad, and he comes back, and I don't know that he's doing that, but he comes back and he goes, hey, your dad wants to know if you have a black eye yet. What are you talking about, a black eye? Just trying to scare me, right? Yeah. And I'm like, what are you talking about? He's like, so there's no room on that range, so we're going to put you up on six, which was the native range, because Six Nations Reserve is right beside Brantford, like going up one road, you get onto the reserve, right?"
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"text": " and uh that range was really crazy so they're like we're gonna put you on range six and i'm like my heart starts beating i'm like oh no that's not gonna be good like i am 100% clearly irish and not native i that's not gonna be fun"
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"text": " So the guy beside me, he's like, I'll go to six. You can go on range with your dad. And the CEO is like, yeah, you'll do that for him. And, uh, and he's like, yeah, no problem. Right. So he lets me go to that range. So I'm sitting, I get on the range and my dad's still at work in the kitchen though. Right. So I haven't seen him yet and nobody knows that I'm his son or anything. So I get on range and there's this guy Smiley, this big white guy. And, uh, he's like, I go to sit and they make hammocks. Um,"
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"text": " Because the bars were right here, the stools would be right here, and then the TVs and the cells would be right there. So they would take jumpers, you know, knot them up, put them around the bench and then tie it to the bars, right? And then it's a hammock. So I go to sit in one of these hammocks. And this guy's like, what are you doing? Like, get the fuck off of that. Like you just stepped on the range, go sit on the stool by the phone. And I was like, all right, bet."
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"text": " So I go and I sit there or whatever and I'm like damn and all of a sudden I feel somebody grab me through the bars right boom and I'm like I jump I'm like what the fuck so I turn around and I didn't recognize my dad at first because when he went to jail he was like probably like 140 pounds right and he's like over 200 pounds now working out every day like I didn't recognize him at first and I'm like what the fuck and he's like it's dad and I was like oh shit right so"
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"text": " They let him in the Sallyport, whatever. And he's like, hey, come here. So he's like, have these guys been treating you all right? And I was like, that guy was kind of a dick to me. So my dad's like, hey, listen up. I'm like, this is my son, right? And then everybody started, a buddy comes to me. He's like, here's a brand new jumper. There's another guy that was an artist. He's like, yo, if you want me to draw anything, I'll draw it, whatever. My dad's like, what cell are you in? I'm like, two. He's like, get your shit. You're coming to my cell, right? So boom, I go in my dad's cell. I was sleeping on the floor because my dad had a Sally too."
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"text": " It's ironic because the judge tried to scare me straight, but what he did was give me a reunion with my dad and kind of enable it a little more because my first jail experience as an adult was great. You know what I mean? Yeah, I was going to say that doesn't sound like you had a bad experience at all. So that kind of backfired a little bit."
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"text": " When I got out, my daughter's mom at the time, she had just gotten pregnant. When I got out, I got her pregnant, whatever. I was like, okay, maybe it's time to get a job. I go to a temp agency and I start working on the back of a garbage truck throwing garbage bags. I really didn't like it."
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"text": " Whatever I stuck it out for a little bit and my grandfather worked at a recycling plant for like 13 years so he had got me a job there so I left the garbage truck and went to a recycling plant like that was much better so I'm working on a line now sorting garbage you know like throwing cans in here and glass in here and it was terrible but I stuck it out for about a year"
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"text": " And the way I got fired was there was this guy from my city and he had a name for like selling drugs and stuff. Well, his mom was the receptionist there. So he also got a job there and then just like sold drugs after work and stuff. So he had a legit income, right? And me and this guy hit it off. He was a little older than me. His name is Chris. And I'm there for about a year at this point and they promote me to the line lead. So like"
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"text": " Really all I did was control the speed of the line on a control box, right? So they had opened up a afternoon shift and they chose me, Chris and my friend Zach that I've known my whole life who was the Bobcat driver, like he scooped the garbage up and put it in the hopper. So they had chosen us three to go to afternoon shift because we all drove to get like Zach drove me and Chris both to work. So they're like, okay, perfect, you know, and then they brought in temps. So me and Chris were in charge of the temps."
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"text": " So I'm over on the paper line now and Chris is on the garbage line and there's this temp that and we start talking and he's like yeah I sell weed and I was like oh for real eh? I'm like yo I'll take two ounces tomorrow because he's like it's really good Kush and he's like oh yeah for real and I was like yeah bring two ounces tomorrow and I'll buy them off you right and I think it was like 300 bucks a piece or something like that and"
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"text": " I go and I tell Chris at break, I'm like, yo, this guy's going to bring me weed tomorrow. You want to go in on it with me? Cause I, at first I had full intentions of paying for it. So I'm like, you want to go in on this with me? And Chris is like, yeah, let's just take it from him. And he's like, I'm like, what? Like he's like, yeah, bro. He's like, I'll, uh, I'll get Zach to jam the hopper, like overfill the hopper. Um, which the hopper is like, they, he dumps the garbage in outside, then it goes up a conveyor belt and drops onto the line. Right? So when the hopper jams though,"
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"text": " The temps aren't allowed to go in it. So me or Chris have to lock it out and then go in it and unjam it, right? So Chris is like, get the weed from him, put it in your locker, right? Or he's like, tell him he can store it in your locker so he doesn't have it in his pocket. I'll go into your locker while we're working. I'll make it look like I'm going to the bathroom. I'll take the weed. Then we'll get Zach to jam the hopper. You go in the front. I'll go in the back. We'll meet in the middle of the hopper and split it up."
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"text": " I put the lock on, but I don't click it in. Chris goes and does it. Zach jams the hopper. We go in. We split the weed."
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"text": " And break comes. So we go to the break room and we go to my locker and I grab my wallet out of the locker, right? And I make it look like I'm trying to pull money out. And this dude's like, where is it? Where is it? He's freaking out, right? He's like, he's like, you don't understand. He's like, I work for these Asian guys, bro. They're going to want their money, da da da. And we're like, I think I was 19 at this point. This kid was like the same age as me. So I'm sitting there like, I don't know what happened, bro. Like,"
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"text": " I go into work the next day and I'm working whatever and Chris comes up to me and he goes hey Monty was our boss and he goes hey I just heard Monty tell my mom because his mom was a receptionist right he's like I just heard Monty tell my mom to pull your file and I was like oh shit like oh no so we worked till 3 30 right three this motherfucker let me work all day three o'clock comes right and he calls me into the office"
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"text": " And he's like, he's pissed. And he's like, I think you know what this is about. And I was like, I don't know what you're talking about, man. Like, what's going on? And he's like, that temp. And I was like, what, the guy that left yesterday? I was like, he broke down for no reason and just left. Like, he didn't even tell us why he was leaving, right?"
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"text": " And he's like, Oh, sorry, I missed the part. He Monty called me and told me to come in on days because we were on afternoons when that happened. He called me and told me to come in on days. So, um, cause he wouldn't have been there at the afternoon, right? So he's like, so he's like, you know what happened last night, right? And I, and I'm like, I don't know what you're talking about. And he's like, listen, you can either admit it or I can call the cops and you can come have them like explain it to them. And I was like, uh,"
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"text": " Right? My daughter's mom flipped on me. She's like, why didn't you just say no? She's like, she's like, you would have lied to the cops any other time. What the fuck is the deal now? And I was like, I don't know. Like, I think it was the pressure because my grandpa got me this job and he's worked here for like 13 years. And, and like, I just did this, you know, and, and, uh, so, so I tell them, right? I'm like, whatever. And he's like, I think, you know, that you're fired. And I was like, yeah, right. I'll go clean my locker. He's like, you got five minutes. Get the fuck out of my building. Right. And I was like, fuck."
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"text": " So I leave whatever and I'm like, now I need to find another job. And I'm like, I guess it's back to the temp service. So now I go back to the temp service and I get hired at a place where you move cardboard boxes all day, right? So I'm like, this is not it. This is not it. And me and my baby mom had just gotten an apartment because my daughter was about to be born, right? So we got this little cheap apartment."
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"text": " And then I changed my mind. I'm like, nah, fuck this. I'm going to try and sell powder. Fuck it. So I call my dad, right? And I'm like, hey, I need to come over, whatever. I'm like, I need you to put me in touch with Lee. I used to call him Uncle Lee. He passed away. He died in my arms, actually, but we'll get to that. So Lee puts me on, right? And I just start fucking the bag up. I start doing it, spending the money. It's just not good. So me and my daughter's mom have to move back into my grandma's house."
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"text": " This is right out like my daughter and her mom they got their own apartment now like she left she ended up she's with this guy was my best friend for seven years and then now they have a kid together so my daughter's godfather turned into her stepfather so that really fucking bugged my brain out too and and I used to get high and like message this guy all these threats and stuff and like oh man the stuff I regret you know and whatever but uh"
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"text": " So my grandma, she had this mud room in the back. It was like a sun room, you know? So it was built onto the back of her house. And my grandma's a baker, so it used to be like a baking station, kind of. Well, she let me move in there. So all it would fit was a futon, a dresser, the washer and dryer were still in the corner, the laundry sink was over there, and like a table, you know? So I started selling drugs out of there."
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"text": " So I started selling the meth and I got robbed there the one day the door got kicked in and so I'm sitting there and it had a screen door and a wooden door and I always would sit with the wooden door open but the screen door locked right? So this time I didn't have it locked and it was just like a tin screen door right? So I'm sitting there and I'm all high right tweaking out"
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"text": " I can't remember the other kid's name, but they're twins, right? So I had just bought a 40 cal and it was sitting on the table and I'm sitting there in the chair and I have the doors behind me and I'm sitting there like this, right? Just all tweaked out and all of a sudden I hear this big boom, right? And I'm like, what the fuck? And I turn around and they're coming through and they both have machetes in their hands, right? So I'm like, oh shit. And my gun was sitting right there on the, like I had a dresser that I used as like a table with the laptop and everything on it."
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"text": " And the gun was sitting right there. So they picked the gun up, you know. They just kind of hold it on me. They open my drawer. They take all my stuff and they leave, right? And I'm like, oh, fuck. You know who they are? Yeah. These are guys you were selling to? Yeah, yeah. So they're like these two. Well, the one kid's sober now. We ended up like making it right. I ran into them again. I robbed them. And then it was just there was Brantford so small that it's kind of like jail. Like,"
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"text": " No matter where you go, you're gonna run into somebody if there's problems, you know what I mean? So they take all my stuff, I can't re-up, so now I call this guy that my buddy Ben introduced me to, his name was Hollywood, right? And he ends up being my plug. He comes over and he spots me like an ounce of dope, and I'm trying to get a gun from him again, but he gives me this extendo stick, this baton, right? So I start working for this guy, and I call my dad the one day and I'm like,"
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"text": " So I'm like, Hey, I need you to bring me to a couple of spots. I need to boost my clientele basically, right? So he brings me to this, this house, which is like four blocks away from my grandma's. It was so close. So I ended up switching back and forth. I'd be at my grandma's, I'd be at this house, be at my grandma's, be at this house. So he brings me there and he tells me, Hey, this is Sue and this is Joe. They're our second cousins. And I was like, Oh no shit."
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"text": " And she ran like a big rock house. So I'm like, okay, come to find out we were never actually related. So anyways, they ended up liking me because my dad was likable. Everybody that did drugs, they liked him. He would rip people off, but he would do it behind the scenes. He would set it up. And so people liked him. They didn't know that he was really behind a lot of stuff."
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"text": " Anyways, they're all like, oh, this is Joe's son, this is Joe's son. So they like me and I start selling out of that house and me and Sue become really tight and she keeps getting robbed, right? She'll be up for days, fall asleep, wake up and her whole re-up is gone, all her money is gone, everything, right?"
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"text": " I was doing ice time and I'm staying up for like the longest I ever made it was 21 days and I hallucinated somebody hop over my fence come to my backyard with guns woke my uncle up everything and he's like there's nobody there go the fuck to sleep like so um I'd be up for days so she's like hey this will work out perfect you sell your ice awesome like rock you make sure nobody robs me and you ain't gotta pay no rent or nothing and I was like"
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"text": " Deal!"
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"text": " Kurt and Tara and They were our city like Brantford was run by the Iraqis. I'm pretty sure they're both dead I know one just died and the other one I heard got beat to death in jail But they found like they found like six bodies on their property like there you can Google them Jal jazz and Sal, but they were like really run in our city they were getting like bricks and bricks up down right and they would give it to you and like"
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"text": " You better have the money, but they'll give it to anybody, you know? And I didn't know that Kurt worked for them. So I come in the house the one day and I'm like, cause my cousin was getting mad. She's like, this is not a down house. Like this is like, like it's so much better, but she's like, this is not a down house. It's rock only. Like you're the exception for like whatever. This is a rock house. That's what she kept stressing. Right? So I come in the one day and they lived upstairs. So I'm at the bottom of the stairs and I'm like, yo Kurt,"
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"text": " So he comes to the stairs and I point the gun at him, right? And I'm like, oh, get the fuck out, right? I'm like, this is my house now. And he's like, you don't know what you're doing. And I was like, get the fuck out. So he leaves, whatever. This girl, Jackie, she was like, my cousin's like best customer, right? So she comes over the one day and she has this guy with her. This guy's name is Derek, right?"
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"text": " down."
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"text": " Maybe 30 minutes outside of Brantford, right? It's this little like country town Well, Derek had two new build houses in it in a cul-de-sac there side-by-side So she's like, we'll pay for your cab right now come to Paris and I was like, okay deal so I come out there and I walk in this guy's house and this is when I like really believe that he had money his entire like downstairs room was a home gym and"
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"text": " I play him a couple songs and"
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"text": " in hindsight it was definitely just the drugs but he's like oh you're so good kid like da da da so so i get his number well i kind of cut sue out because now i got him hooked on meth so he starts messaging me all the time so i'm coming out there one day we're in the kitchen we're drinking they had a water bottle of ghb right and uh"
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"text": " Jackie drinks two caps of this GHB but me and Derek were so high on ice it didn't hit us so we both drank a cap but she passed out like maybe 20 minutes later and me and Derek are just in the kitchen chilling and he gives me a bottle of Ace of Spades and I'm like for real this is like a $300 bottle right and he's like this is yours like I really like you kid da da da right so we're chilling and he goes you want to see something"
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"text": " And I'm like, what? And he's like, you got to come with me. And I was like, all right. So behind his house, there's like a trail and it's all like forest and then a cemetery, right? So he's like, you got to come with me though. And I'm like, all right. So he's like, leave the gun here because I still had that gun, right? So I leave the gun in his house and I'm like, my heart's beating. I'm like, what's about to happen, right? So we walk up the trail and it gets real dark, right? It's like pitch black. It turns the flashlight off."
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"text": " and we stop right before the cemetery and it's like all forest and he's like you got to walk in here with me he's like grab my hand and just follow me and i was like what the fuck is happening right now but i'm like all right let's go i'm scared as fuck i'm waiting at any minute we're walking through this forest and it's pitch black man like i'm just holding this hand and at any minute i'm like i'm about to get like killed or tied up or something like that's what i'm thinking right he's like stop"
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"text": " We stop, he digs this up, we go back to his house, right? And I'm like, the whole time I'm like, what the fuck is that? We walk in his house, it's a three quarters of a brick of down. So it was like 750 grams of down. And he's like, you think you can do something with this? And I was like, what? And he's like, here, I'm going to give you a little bit and see if you can do something with it. So he gives me like two ounces of it, right? I leave the next morning, like when we're done partying, and I go to this Hollywood guy that I was working for at the time. And I'm like, yo,"
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"text": " Look what I got, bro. I just found a plug, bro. And he's like, what? I was like, bro, this guy that buys powder off of my cousin started buying ice. Me, he has a down plug. But he doesn't like he does the down. Not really. You know what I mean? Like that's the first guy I ever seen sniff a line of down. And so"
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"text": " He knew this guy, whatever, he knew these two twins that they went to jail in my city, but I think they're out now, but they were like super big down. They were like right beside the Iraqis, right? And he ended up getting bricks off of them."
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"text": " He couldn't sell it though, right? So he starts going to me. I give it to this guy I'm working for. This guy buys it off me right away. He's like, bro, that shit is so good. So now I start moving. Like I'm not even really going and selling it house to house or anything. I'm just going to my guy, this Derek guy and bringing it back to Hollywood or bringing it back to my uncle Lee, right? And they're just taking it. So this guy's loving me, right? But I had started, I had started getting him like more and more into ice. I was getting more and more into meth, but,"
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"text": " The way meth did to me is it made me want to party or be aggressive and want to get into confrontation. This guy started seeing drones following us everywhere, getting paranoid as fuck. This one time he locked me in the house for two days with him because if I tried to leave"
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"text": " so he's sitting there with a gun right and he's like he's like did the drones follow you i'm like what are you talking about he's like bro the cops are watching me he's like there's drones everywhere i go bro all the curtains are closed everything right he's like peeking out the window he's like look at the drones right there the drones right there and i'm like bro you're tweaking he's like no he's like you cannot open that door because the drones will see inside my house so for two days bro this guy's tweaking i'm just i'm just giving him more he's throwing me more money i'm giving him more"
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"text": " I leave this guy and I link up with my older brother who"
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"text": " He's been in the streets his entire life, so he's always been a junkie though. He can never come up off more than 300-400 bucks. Just because he's got that bad of a habit? Yeah. No matter what he does, he'll self-sabotage himself."
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"text": " He was just super into down while he was in the needles, you know, like, but he was really, everybody knew him. It was kind of the same way as my dad got me into these different houses. My brother did the same thing, right? He brought me around different people, but more our age, right? So he opened up the scene for me kind of. So my grandmother had sold her house because like I was just too much and I feel terrible about this, but I'm the reason that they sold their house and she's admitted it. Like it was just,"
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"text": " I was so on the drugs that I didn't really think about tomorrow, I was in today."
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"text": " That day finally came and she's like, you got to get all your stuff out of here. Like, you know, like I'd slowly started bringing stuff out and that Derek guy that I knew, like he, he got me a storage locker and like I'd start putting stuff in there, but it still didn't sink in my brain that like I was about to be homeless. Right. So, um, the day came and she sold her house and I was like, Oh shit. So I'm like just walking around downtown and I'm like, I have nowhere to go. Like this is, this is crazy."
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"index": 120,
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"text": " So I called my dad and I explained to him what happens. So he got me a hotel room, right? Because I was just doing a lot of drugs at this point and I wasn't really selling them. And even though I was doing that for Derek, it was like, I would bring it from Derek to my uncle or to Hollywood, but the money would go back to Derek and he would piece me off like 200, 300 bucks really, you know what I mean? Out of a couple grand."
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"text": " so I was spending my money more than I didn't save no money right and so now I'm homeless and I'm like oh shit so I call my dad we get a hotel room and I'm there for a couple days and this Austin kid comes by and he has a Breda M9 and I'm like yo let me get that off you and he's like 400 bucks and I was like bro give me it and I'll get you the money with it you know so he's like alright I know you're good for it gives it to me I call this Trent kid and I had known Trent from my cousin's crack house right and"
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"text": " I call him and I'm like, Hey, I need a Cuban, which is seven grams of, uh, of powder. So I'm like, Hey, I need a Cuban. So he's like, all right. He comes over and boom, I rob him in the hotel room. Right. He's like, yo, for real. He's like, yo, I'm calling your dad. Like I'm telling your dad that you did this, dah, dah, dah. I'm like, okay, cool. Whatever. So my dad calls me. He's like, Hey, did you just fucking Rob Trent? Like that's one of my guys. You know what I mean? Like one of the guys that my dad buys stuff from and they were, I'm like, you know what that fuck you too. Right. So when I was just on some bullshit, so well, my peace Austin off, I pay him for the gun. Right."
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"text": " Well, my brother brings over this girl, Vanessa, and she's this Brazilian girl, right? And she was a prostitute, but I didn't know at first. So I like kind of started flirting with her and like, we do our thing, you know, and then she's like, she just doesn't leave the hotel room and like three days go by and she's like, Hey, like I need to work."
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"text": " And I was like, all right, what do you do, right? And she's like, well, can I use the room? And I was like, use the room, because I'm thinking this is about to be my girlfriend, right? So what do you mean use the room? And she's like, well, I have a couple of in calls, right? And I was like, oh, shit, you sell your pussy. And she's like, I hope that's not a problem. And I was like, uh."
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"text": " I mean, I don't know how I feel about that, right? And she's like, well, think about it this way. She's like, I'll get money off this. You're getting money how you're getting money. We'll put it together and we'll be good, right? And I was like, that you can use the room. So the first john comes and I go, she's like, just just hide in the bathroom."
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"text": " So I'm sitting in the bathroom with the gun in my lap and I'm smoking meth and I'm just listening to this girl that's about to be my girlfriend get piped, right? And I'm like, this is so fucked up. So I think it was like the third call she did, but he gets up and he's like, I need to use the bathroom. Yeah. I was going to say, what if he needs the bathroom? Yeah. Right. So he's like, I need to use the bathroom. And I'm like,"
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"text": " Oh shit like what am I gonna do like I run I go I go behind the shower and close the curtain right but she jumps off the bed and she's like no no you can't the bathroom's broken the bathroom's broken whatever right so the dude's like all right whatever this is fucking weird I'm out of here right so he leaves whatever so um she whatever a couple days go by and we're chilling and she's like I really need to get back to my apartment and I was like"
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"text": " I've been paying for a hotel room for a week at a time and you've got an apartment? What the fuck? And she's like, yeah, I don't really like to do it out of my apartment though. And she's like, you can come stay with me. And I was like, all right, word. But she's like, a couple other people stay with me too, right? And mind you, my brother introduced me to her. So I get there and my brother's staying there and this guy James is staying there, right? And it's a two-bedroom apartment and it's right downtown. So we're all in there now and it's like,"
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"text": " It turned into chaos because I had free range now because I'm dating the girl whose apartment it is so I'm running it like it's like I'm the boss and everybody there you know what I mean and and it's my brother also so so it just I don't know it put a battery in my back and like kinda like made me feel like I was bigger I guess right just made me want to go harder so"
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"text": " She had a lot of traffic through there though. So I started selling a lot of powder there and like like I'm selling like a half I guess not a lot of powder I'm selling like a half ounce a day, you know So I'm making like 1100 bucks a day there and then she's doing her thing and she's charging like 200 bucks a call doing three four calls a day right like so we're making a decent amount of money and"
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"text": " this she calls me the one day right and or text me anyways and she's like hey I'm about to bring this guy back from the bar right she's like he has a big wad of money on him and a big chain and I was like oh yeah I took that as I thought doesn't that sound like she wants she's trying to set him up yeah yeah so she's like she's like make sure that like"
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"text": " I like these racks that you build just full of clothes right so I go in there and I'm sitting in there behind this rack of clothes and I'm texting my brother right and I'm like yo I need you to come here right now like come through the window right so because it was a ground floor apartment so the the back window it was like a giant window plus it had this thing it had one of those storm gates on it you could pull it down over the window which that was dope so we kind of used that as a door instead of going to the front secure entrance right because it was like an apartment so"
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"text": " I tell my brother coming through the window. So my brother comes in and he brings some girl with him too. Never forget that. My brother was always dumb like that. We're going to rob somebody and you bring a random girl that you're with. You know what I mean? So anyways, my brother comes in and"
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"text": " We shot all the they had they had Vanessa had come in with this guy And I didn't I never seen him once though right and they're in the bedroom whatever so we should we shut off all the lights I locked the door you know I pull that storm thing down over the window like this guy ain't getting out right mind you I hadn't seen him yet so I had this I had this imitation gun I didn't have the little 22 anymore right I had this fake gun and My brother had a knife"
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"text": " and we go and I go to kick the bedroom door actually at first I tried to open it because I thought she wanted us to rob him so I thought the door would be unlocked right so I go to open it so that kind of tipped this guy off right because you hear it door somebody's trying to open it whatever so I go to kick the door open right and the door doesn't kick open on the first kick so I'm like fuck so my brother kicks the door open right and this guy's already like half up pants almost on you know"
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"text": " This guy was like six foot four just this giant Jamaican guy because the farmers come come into town to like they come to around here to the farm areas to work right and they'll come from Jamaica and stuff like and then they always come into town on payday right partying and buy groceries whatever so this guy he was fucking massive bro I point the gun at him right mind you it's not a real gun"
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"text": " this guy doesn't give a fuck he football bulldozes me right like right through me bro puts me so the the wall like the hallways like real small right narrow so this guy hit me so hard bro i went through the fucking drywall like boom i hit the wall put a big crater in the drywall i dropped the little fake gun right"
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"text": " this guy picks it my brother doesn't even try to help me he runs into the room to get this guy's side bag right now Vanessa's freaking out on us too she's like what the fuck right this guy picks the gun up no hesitation at all bro if it was real i'd be dead no hesitation at all click click click click i'm like"
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"start_time": 3347.619,
"text": " what the fuck right now this guy's screaming though he's like call the police call the police i can barely speak english right he runs to the front door it's locked though so he goes to just open it and it doesn't open well Vanessa's right behind him"
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"text": " This guy grabs Vanessa in a headlock, puts the fake gun to her head, and backs into the closet, the hallway closet. So now I'm like, oh fuck, what am I going to do, right? I pick up the knife, I look over, my brother's going to fucking cut out the window. He has the side bag, and he's going to leave with this girl. I'm like, yo, you get the fuck back here or I'll slap you, bro. What the fuck? He's got my girlfriend. So this guy's got her in a headlock, she's like, he's choking me type thing. So my brother runs up, he's going to punch him, so the guy turns to him,"
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"text": " I'm like okay now we can cut fuck this so we cut out the window right we're running we get a we get a couple blocks away right I ditch my sweater whatever well I'm like yo what we get bro what we get he's like opens the thing he's like there's a hundred and twenty dollars in the side bag bro"
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"text": " I'm like, no, you're lying. He's like, yeah, I'm so mad. I grabbed this guy's passport, rip it, throw it in the fucking sewer. I'm like, fuck, right? I'm like, well, at least we got the chain, right? So I go to get on my phone. I'm like, yo, where the fuck's my phone, bro? What the fuck? So I'm like, yo, I'm tripping. I'm like, oh shit, I knew my buddy JJ just lived a couple blocks away and I knew he had an iPad so I could go and find my iPhone, right?"
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"index": 144,
"start_time": 3435.776,
"text": " So my brother's like, I'm going to cut to crashes and get this chain checked out, right? And I was like, all right, cool. I'll meet you there. So I go to my buddy JJ's and knock on his door. I tell them what happened, right? He's like, yeah, get the fuck in here, right? I checked my thing. Mind you, like probably like half an hour, 45 minutes has gone by. My phone is going up the fucking street towards the police station."
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"text": " I'm"
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"text": " Ben goes by the apartment calls him back. He's like, bro There's like the the crime scene van is there bro. Like I'm like what like now in my head I'm like that I kill this guy like oh no, right? It's robbery and you stabbed him, right? So so I'm like, oh fuck. Oh fuck. So, um a couple hours go by I'm at JJ's I I go over to my friend and she's like became like my best friend, right? so I go over to her house and I'm like I"
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"text": " Hey did Andrew tell you what happened?"
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"start_time": 3522.79,
"text": " Oh no, this guy had a couple grand in his pants, right? And my brother just grabbed the side bag and the chain. And she's like, but what the fuck? Like you weren't even supposed to do that. And I was like, yo, I thought that you wanted me to like, why would you tell me he had a big chain and money then, you know? And she's like, I was just letting you know that enough. And I was like, okay, so what's up with the cops?"
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"text": " The cops left and took this guy to the hospital."
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"text": " I never got charged for it or anything, you know? Like, thank fuck, but hopefully the statue's up on that. But no, I don't even think the guy's from Canada or like, I don't know, you never press charges anyways. But that was just like,"
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"index": 151,
"start_time": 3575.486,
"text": " I don't know that really got me into like I felt big off of that for some reason because even though we fucked up and it was dumb as shit we never got no money or nothing like I was like all right at least I know that like I can handle myself in a situation like I'm not gonna bitch out like my brother you know what I mean and uh"
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"index": 152,
"start_time": 3592.432,
"text": " I called my uncle Lee and I didn't know how big of a drug dealer he was at this time, right? So I called him and I'm like, Hey, can I come stay with you? Like I just fucked up at Vanessa's da da da. And he just lived a couple of blocks away too. Like this is all like downtown Brantford ish, you know? So I go and stay with my uncle and he's like, this is perfect anyways, cause he's like, uh, people keep stealing stuff from my house. Like every time I go to work, cause my uncle worked at a galvanizing plant for a while, right? So like they galvanized metal."
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"text": " So every time he went to work, people would be breaking into the house and stuff like that. Like he had a lot of stuff, right? If it was brand new and you came to him, doesn't matter what it is, he's going to take it and give you something for it, you know? So I move in with him and he has like three different shotguns, right? And he's like, pick one. And I was like, yeah, for real? And I was like, yeah. So I could send you pictures of like the police thing, you know, when the picture they put up from the arrest and stuff. And it's like of all my guns that they found."
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"index": 154,
"start_time": 3649.394,
"text": " So I picked this shotgun and it's a Remington Sportsman Semi Automatic, right? So, and it's nice. I had like engraving of like duck pond and like a dog catching a duck on the lower receiver."
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"text": " So I'm like okay so I cut this thing down right and now this thing's with me constantly 24 7 this thing's always with me so my uncle's like here you're gonna work for me too and he gives me like a half ounce of meth right and he's like but don't fuck this up right and so boom I start selling for him and stuff and one day he's like I gotta go meet my plug come for a ride with me so we go to Hamilton and we meet his plug and"
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"text": " his plug was working with guys from the cartel right well that's what he told us anyways I never met no guys like that or anything but like this guy he gave my uncle two bricks like like two keys of meth right two thousand grams and I was like oh shit like you're actually like pushing weight you know like I didn't realize that and I was like well yo I know this guy who can get like a lot of down I was like you want to get into that and he's like yeah let's do it and this is I regret it because this is the downfall of everything so"
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"text": " I linked my uncle and Derek up, and Derek didn't like my uncle at all because my uncle could see through Derek's bullshit because I had him all fucked up from the"
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"text": " but when he was like normal you know he kinda used me like an errand boy kinda but in a way that he manipulated me to it you know what I mean like I didn't really catch on because he'd be giving me money or he'd give me brand new shoes I'd show up he'd give me like a big speaker that I can plug a microphone into because like I said I was rapping at the time he would just like buy me with like ways like that right and uh my uncle seen through it and Derek knew that so they didn't really like each other so"
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"text": " I just started getting it off of him and bringing it to my uncle, right? Well, I never thought my uncle would ever do it, right? My uncle did the meth, but not like a lot. He just kind of did it to stay up and go to work, whatever. Well, my uncle quit his job and he was lying to me the whole time though, because I'm like, bro, you're really not doing down you and he's like, no, no, and like they would go downstairs and do it. Well, he was dating this girl and"
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"text": " And I always tried it like I always told him like yo, it's fucked up, bro You're 46 and she's 19 bro. Like I know that it's legal, but that's fucked up bro. Like, you know, I always told him I'm like, oh, she's gonna like she's stealing from you. She's whatever and like he puts so much trust in her and Come to find out like she was the downfall. So um one morning I had the upstairs on my uncle so one morning he texts me and he's like hey come down right now and bring something like me and in the gun, right so I grabbed that shotgun and"
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"text": " I had put slugs in it and I come down and there's these crackheads, they're Brandy and Buckshot, right? Dude's name was Buckshot and her name's Brandy and they were like boosters too, right? So they would steal like thousands of dollars worth of like, they'd go to any store, you know? They'd get like sound bars and subs or like brand new clothes, whatever, right? Like their groceries and shit and they would always bring it to my uncle. Well, my uncle had spotted them like $800 worth of powder, right?"
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"text": " and they were arguing with him trying to say that they paid him and and he ripped them off and all that and Brandy had brought her brother with her and her brother's a giant native guy right like he was massive and just fat but still massive you know and and when she brought her brother like I've seen it enough at other houses like when she brought her brother they're either trying to rob you or like it's gonna be a confrontation you know and my uncle knew that too so that's why he told me to bring the thing down so I calmed down right and uh"
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"text": " I'm like, it's a semi-automatic so you can't cock it or anything. So I made sure that I had a shell ready to push in so they could hear the sound, right? So I come down and I walk through the kitchen and I load a shell in and they kind of look at me, right? And I had been on some bullshit in the city at this point, like robbing people, pistol whipping people, you know, just like tons of shit. They knew that like I wasn't fucking around, right?"
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"text": " Anyways, so I do that, and the whole tone kinda changes, right? And she's like, I'll be back with your money later, da da da. She tells her brother to leave, like, you know what? And I'm like, what the fuck? So, my uncle's sitting at the table though, and he has tin foil with burnt down on it. Cause he had just gotten spun out at this point, so he forgot to hide it when I came down, right? And I'm like, yo, what the fuck is that? And he's like, oh, I just tried it, da da da, right?"
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"text": " So I'm mad. So I set my shotgun down and it's at the bottom of the stairs, kind of beside the door, right? And I'm like, fuck you, right? And I go upstairs and maybe an hour or two goes by and my buddy Nathan comes over. He wanted some shit from me. So I come downstairs and I'm like, hey, I'm like, oh, Shawna, where's Lee? And she's like, oh, he's in the bathroom. I think he's jerking off. And I was like, what?"
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"text": " That's the weirdest thing ever. So I go knock on the door, right? He's not answering me. Not answering me. I'm like, what the fuck, right? So I'm like, yo, Lee. So I go to bust the door open. The bathroom's really small. My uncle was fat, right? So I get the door open a little bit, but he's blocking it, right? So he's sitting on the toilet, butt naked, slumped over with his head on the wall, like fucking purple, bro. And I'm like, what the fuck? I'm trying to get the door open. I can't get the door open. So I'm freaking out."
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"text": " I'm telling the girl that was upstairs with me, I'm like, call the ambulance, call the ambulance, right? So I run into his room and I had given him this hatchet, right? So I'm holding the bathroom door and I'm like holding my weight backwards so the door's not smashing into him and my drum all fucked up on drugs, right? And I'm, and I hacked through the door, right? And I ripped the top off of the bathroom door and I get in there and I'm like, Oh, bring me Narcan, bring me Narcan, right? So all he had was one nose spray Narcan in the house, right?"
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"text": " I never used Narcan at this point, and I didn't know how to use it, so I thought I had to prime it, and I shot it off. Boom, not in his nose, because I thought I had to prime it, right? So I'm like, fuck, I'm like, yo, give me more Narcan, and she's like, that's all that's there, that's all that's there."
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"text": " Yeah, I have a question for you."
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"text": " I thought like there were no guns or there it's illegal to have guns in Canada, but there's apparently a lot of guns your long guns are legal handguns are illegal and Automatics, but you like for hunting, you know long guns like rifles shotguns. Those are legal but You got to have a license as well. Obviously, right? Yeah, but you've still had several you've still mentioned several. They're so easy to get brother Yeah, it's not hard to get at all. Um So upstairs on my bed"
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"text": " I literally a couple nights before this this guy I call him Google because anytime you ask him a question he knows it right so we called him Google he had come over to my house and he had this big tote like a laundry tote and it was full of boxes of bullets and then there was a 222 rifle not everybody thinks I'm talking about a little 22 it's it's it's a hunting rifle it's basically for like Gophers right it's called a 222 it's one step below a 223 right so"
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"text": " He's like, give me 300 bucks, you can have it all. And I was like, what? So I had 2200 bullets in this thing, like different types of bullets. And there was like, probably 18 different random clips for guns in the in the Longito and then there was the 222, right?"
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"text": " and uh my uncle he had always because i loved guns so he all the the two guns he had he had let me keep upstairs in my room as well so i had this 22 ithica lever action single shot it was smaller than a red rider bb gun by like this much and just naturally it's like a trainer trainer rifle for kids you know what i mean"
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"text": " So I had that on my bed, I had the 222 on my bed, my other shotgun was at the bottom of the stairs, and then there was a 12 gauge break barrel Kui, also sitting on my bed, right? Because it's like so fucked how it happened, I don't know why I had them all out, and then I had the Tota Bullet sitting beside my bed too, because I was just like playing with them all night, you know what I mean? And so when the ambulance had come in, they noticed the shotgun at the bottom of the stairs, right?"
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"text": " And they're like, okay, I mean, I guess that's, that's not completely illegal, but it's still illegal to not have it stored in a locked box. So that's an automatic call to cops right there. Plus they're there for an overdose."
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"text": " Well, I also didn't shut the living room TV off, which was like it was like a 55 inch TV and half of it was the cameras that pointed to the rooms in the house and the other half was the cameras that were around the house because my uncle had there was there was a there was a hundred and seventy thousand dollars worth of stolen property recovered from his house."
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"text": " Because you would just buy everything from people. The house was packed, right? Right. So they're looking around, there's like brand new boxes of D wall tools with the banding still around them. You know what I mean? There was a fucking dirt compactor in the living room, like a giant from a construction site, like a giant dirt compactor, like just so much random shit. So the paramedic puts two and two together, right? Cause the cops that calls them in. So there's a good Samaritan act in"
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"text": " If you call for an overdose, no matter what is there, they have to let you go. They can put a warrant out for you when you leave, but they have to let you go because too many people were not calling paramedics and letting people die because they were scared of what would happen when the police or the paramedics showed up, right? So they passed this law. So, um,"
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"text": " Makes sense. Yeah, right. So the cops come and they get our names and whatever and they let us go. Well, I went across the road to this girl I used to sell rock to. I went across the road and sat at her house so I could see whatever. Well, the girl that I was with that I got to call the ambulance, I'm like, Hey, Christina, I'm like, you should, it's been a couple hours. You should go over to the house for me and see what's up. Right. Like, so she goes,"
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"text": " She never comes back. Like, like an hour or two later, I'm like, where the fuck is Christina, right? I'm like, oh, I'm going to go like check, you know, I'm like, maybe she's in the house stealing shit, you know, because I don't too."
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"text": " So I'm walking up my driveway. You couldn't use the front door in the house. Me and my uncle had drilled a hole through the floor into the floor joist and dropped a piece of rebar in it. So that door is not coming open. You know what I mean? So you had to use the side door, which my bedroom window overlooked. I don't know how many times I hung out that window with a gun when people were at the door. And so I'm walking up to the door, right? And I go to knock on my own fucking door for some reason."
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"text": " And the cop opens it. Boom. He's like, do you live here? And I was like, yeah. Dumbest thing I ever said. I'm like, you're under arrest for possession of unauthorized firearms. I'm like, uh, I had a second where I could have turned and ran, but I'll tell you one thing. I, every time I've been arrested, I don't know why I've never ran once in my life. It's always in my head. I'm always like, I guess I'm going to jail now. Like I, every time I've been arrested, it's for something I did. Like I know that I did it. You know what I mean? So I'm like,"
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"text": " Whatever, I'll just go to jail for it. He's arresting me and my son's mom is pregnant at the time with my second son. She starts calling and I'm like, oh fuck. I'm like, can I answer that please? He's like, you know what? You didn't try and run. I seen it in your face. You thought about it. He's like, I'll let you answer it. He answers it for me, puts it on speaker. I'm like, hey, I'm getting arrested right now. I'm going to jail. She starts freaking out whenever he hangs up."
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"text": " They take me to jail. Well, I'm so scared now because I'm like not just the guns I'm like my uncle has like I Think there was there was like a nine pack which is nine ounces of down in the safe There was like 18 ounces of crystal ice house and he had like $70,000 cash"
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"text": " So I'm like, Oh, no, like, but his girlfriend, when I later found out the Shawna girl, and it came up in court that this is the third, like, death that's happened around her, right? What she did, my uncle didn't do needles. She shot him up with with a hot shot, which is down in the needle. And I and I think what I think anyways, is that he was doing ice like in needles on the low and didn't tell me. So I think that's how she got him to do it. But there was down. She killed him, right?"
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"text": " And, uh, while I was in the bathroom, he was dying in my arms. She was in the bedroom, robbing the safe. So she took everything. So there was like the only drug charges I got from there was like, I think eight grams of powder I had in my room, you know, and then all the gun charges. So, um, so I'm in court and, and I go, and I go for, uh, let me see if I can pull this picture up and I go, I go for bail the first time. Right. And,"
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"text": " The judge is like, she sees this picture and she's like, Mr. McEwen, this is the most disturbing thing I've ever seen. Your bail is denied on all three treasury grounds. You know what that is? A danger to the public, a danger to yourself, and a danger to the courts. That's the three treasury grounds that they base it off of when you go for bail, right? So she denies me on all three. So my long rifle, it has say goodbye written on the side of it."
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"text": " Right. I don't know why I did that. That's what I had sitting on my bed when they arrested me. So I'm like, I don't know why I wrote say goodbye down the side of it. You know what I mean? But yeah, so she's like, Mr. McEwen, that's so disturbing denies my bail. So I wait for six months, right?"
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"text": " Mind you, when they were taking my uncle out on the stretcher, I heard the paramedic say, we got a pulse. So I thought my uncle was still alive, right? So I'm in jail for like a week at this point. I don't know that he had died in my arms at this point yet, right? So I'm in for about a week and I finally get on the phone with my dad and I'm like, hey, you got to get a hold of Lee. How's he doing? He's got to get me out of this, right? My dad's like, buddy, Lee died. And I was like, he's like, he died on the way to the hospital."
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"text": " So I go for my first appearance and my lawyer is like"
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"text": " He's like, listen, I got your screening and disclosure, and they're asking for 10 years. And I was like, oh, fuck. My heart start beating, right? I'm like, this is crazy. I'm like, other than the five days I did, I'm like, this is the first time I ever been to adult jail. You know what I mean? And the Brantford, our Brantford jail had closed. So I got sent to Maplehurst, which is in Milton. And that's where like all the Toronto guys, all the gang guys go and shit. So, so like now I've been like big boy jail, you know, and"
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"text": " I'm like, what am I going to do? And I'm like, I got to try and get a bail, go on a run. In my head, I'm like, I got to go to a different country. I'm like, what am I going to do? My second son's about to be born. I'm like, this is a mess. Because now I'm starting to sober up a little bit. So I'm in for about a month, and I get a bail hearing, my second bail hearing, and they deny me again. So I'm like,"
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"text": " So in Canada, every 90 days you can go for a bail hearing, right? So I wait another 90 days and like I told you, my grandmother had sold her house."
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"text": " Like six, seven months prior to this, right? So she agreed to be my surety and my lawyer's like, how much are you willing to put up? I got this lawyer, fuck this guy. His name is Gabriel Grossstein, right? I got him, he's out of Toronto, supposed to be like a top lawyer, right? So the only thing this guy did was get me, he did get me a bail, that's all he did. Other than that, he took 11 grand from me and my grandma and fucked me. So my lawyer asked my grandma, how much money are you willing to put up? My grandma tells him,"
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"text": " Well, I have a hundred thousand in the bank right now. So he puts down a hundred thousand. So all you have to do in Canada, though, is prove that you have the income. And if I fuck up, you only have to pay 10 percent. So about 10 grand that you would have to pay. Right. So they won't do it with one surety. So my sister and my son's mom agree to be a surety. So my grandma puts up ninety nine thousand and they both put up five hundred. Right. Well, they give me a house arrest bail."
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"text": " I'm out for about eight hours. I get an ounce of powder. My buddy comes to me with a Glock 18 and I buy it, right? So yeah, right. I'm out for like eight hours. So now I'm at my baby mom's house and I'm like on house arrest there. She's about to have my second son. My first son's there. I got a gun. I got powder. It's like four in the morning and we're in bed and boom, boom, boom. Somebody's knocking on the door and we're like, what the fuck? Because we were living in Slovak, which is like,"
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"text": " the hood of the hood in Brantford, you know? So it's like not a good building. And I'm like, what the fuck? So I grabbed the gun, right? And me and her walked to the door and I'm like, she looks through the peephole and she's like, there's four cops out there. And I'm like, oh shit, right? So I put my stick, the gun in the closet, right? And, and I open it and I'm like, hello? I'm like, they're like, oh, Dalton McEwen. And I was like, yeah, like I'm, I'm on house arrest. I'm wearing, they're like, we're just doing a, a residence check."
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"text": " And I was like at four in the morning, like I have kids here, man. And they're like, we're doing a residence check, you know, be ready and boom. So I closed the door and like, they're basically telling me like, we're just going to randomly show up here whenever. Right. And I'm like, I look at my baby mom, I'm like, sorry, like I gotta go. Right. So the next morning, boom, I get a hotel room. Well, my baby mom is like, she's petty. Like when she, when she feels hurt, she's going to hurt you 10 times worse. So I'm not telling her where I am. Right."
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"text": " I'm trapping out of this hotel now a couple weeks go by and I got people in this hotel room with me every day and thankfully she's so petty that she called me and was like have fun in jail and I was like what?"
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"text": " And she's like, have fun in jail. And I was like, I hang up, I look at my boy Isaac and I'm like, I gotta go. She called the cops. She found out where I am. What she did was, because I wouldn't put nothing in my name, right? But I'm dumb and I use my grandma's name. My grandma will do anything for me, right? So I got her to get the hotel rooms in her name. Well, what my my son's mom did was she called every hotel asking if somebody under my grandma's name was staying there."
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"text": " and she found the hotel right so she didn't call me first like i would have totally went to jail right so i cut out my boy stays there he i go i start going into like trap houses again now right i'm like fuck it"
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"text": " So my boy calls me and he's like, Oh, the cops just left. He's like, they were definitely here for you. And I was like, Oh my God. He's like, there was this girl Candice and he's like, Candice ratted you out and said that you were here. And I was like, yo, you fucking bitch. Like I was letting her stay there for free, giving her drugs. Like, you know what I mean? I was like, he's junkies, man. So, but I would junkie up myself at the, at the time too. Right. So anyways, uh, fast forward, like I, I started staying with this Tasha girl and"
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"text": " We're living in this guy Frank's house and he's like this old guy. He claims to have done 20 years for robbing banks, but I don't know. I used to give him Brock to stay there and he'd get scared if people would come there on like some bullshit and like, you know, I don't think he really did 20 years. So anyways, I'm staying there for a while and I like take this house over. Like this is like my house now, you know, that's, that's where my face got cut and uh,"
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"text": " Somebody came in the one day and they wanted down and all I had was powder. Hey, so so Parker decides to rob me So I'm like I'm turning around scaling some stuff up and I turn around and he has this knife out and I'm like, yeah What the fuck so like I kind of back up a little bit, right? And he swipes at me as I'm moving back and he like just caught my face a little bit. You know what I mean? so So what the fuck so he robs me whatever I"
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"text": " About two days later, the cops show up there, right? But there's a secure entrance in this place too. It's like a giant house that was turned into a bunch of different apartments. So the very front door locks, right? You got to like, one of the tenants have to open it, and then it goes into the apartments, right? So the cops are out there knocking on the door. And I'm like, kind of looking through the window. I'm like, oh, what the fuck? I'm like, yo, there's like six cops out there, right?"
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"text": " So this kid I had staying with us, Tristan, he's like, let me go out and talk to them, right? And I was like, all right, cool, right? He's like, I don't have no warrants or nothing. So boom, so he goes out and he comes back like, I don't know, 10, 15 minutes later and he's like, they're here for you."
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"text": " I'm looking at the 10 years, right? So I'm like, fuck it. I'm like, I'm either shooting myself or shooting the cop. Like that's what I'm 100% thinking while I'm sitting in this coat closet. I have the hammer cocked everything. I'm sitting there like this for a little bit. Swear on my life. Sitting there like this for a little bit and I'm like,"
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"text": " What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? My plug calls me. My phone starts ringing. I'm like, I answered. He's like, yo, I'm coming through to bring that. I'm like, don't come. Don't come. Don't come. He's like, what? Why are you whispering? I'm like, bro, there's cops everywhere. He's like, oh, you need to get out of there and I'll meet up with you later. He's like, go to Rodden street. Cause that was another house, but he ran it. Right. You guys are fucking brazen. I mean, if I heard that the cops are there, I would be like, okay, listen, bro, get out and meet me. I'd be like, yeah, we're done. Right. Never call me again. This guy watched my back for like,"
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"text": " Bro, uh, I don't want to say his name because he's still out here But he did 12 years for somebody tried to rob his friend and he shot the guy, right? So like he's like a certified guy. He's like, bro He's like a midget. I swear to god not an actual midget, but he's like five foot three, bro But his arms are like this fucking big like he's just swole, right? This is crazy little fucker. So anyways"
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"text": " I'm in this closet for like a good like hour, right? And Tristan comes and he's like, bro, they're leaving. They're leaving. And I was like, yeah. So I'm like, yo, Frank, I'm like, I'll give you a gram right now. You need to drive me to Rodden street. He's like, okay. I'm like back the car up to the back door. I'll come down the stairs with a mask on. Cause it reminds you, this was COVID had just hit right before I got that bail for the house arrest COVID had just hit. So now you're allowed to walk around with a mask on and it's not weird, right? Right."
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"text": " So I put a mask on, Frank backs up to the back door, I get in the car, I'm laying on the back seat, right? He drives me to this house on Rodden Street. I sneak in the house, whatever, Tasha's with me, she's like, this is a rooming house, right? And everybody in there does drugs. Nobody sells drugs there, everybody does them though, right? So she brings me into this room, the biggest room, and it's, you know, this guy, his name was John Wayne, I swear to God."
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"text": " couldn't get anymore like that's clearly a made-up name but like you really picked John Wayne bro like you know but mine was no better my trap name was Andy Jacobs that's what got me fucked and I got pulled over but I'm getting to that so so I get in I get in this room and it's uh it's John Wayne and uh and his girl right and uh fuck what's her name her name was Brittany and uh it started with a B for sure and and they're like who the fuck is this you know and Tasha's like"
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"text": " Shorty said he could stay here, he needs to lay low."
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"text": " So I'm like, listen, I'm going to trap out of this room, but you're, you're going to meet the people in the kitchen for me. Like nobody can know that I'm here. Right. And they're all like, okay, cool. I'm like, you know, shorty is going to pay you."
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"text": " so shorty comes through a couple hours later and he's like yo he's like respect for the heads up bro he's like you know how many people wouldn't even answer my call and just come there like you know so he's like boom here and he gives me a ball which is uh which is 3.5 grams a powder he's like you don't owe me for that whatever that's just like a little a little gift for that right he's like he's like respect bro so he's like this is your house now like run it how you want to run it right and i was like all right respect so he leaves and uh"
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"text": " I think it lasted maybe three hours of me not letting people know that I was there. So I'm sitting in there with like bandanas on my face or a mask on my face when people come to the door and like John's being secretive. Eventually I hear somebody's voice."
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"text": " My brother was in jail at this time."
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"text": " There was a point where I really wanted to try needles, right? Cause I was just getting so bad into drugs and I was like, I wanted to get higher, higher, right? So I really wanted to try needles, but I was scared to do it myself. I was scared to hit myself. So my brother had put word out that like, anybody that hits my brother with a needle, like I'm going to poke him. Like that's just what it is. So nobody would do it for me, right? People, people were scared of my brother for a while before he got too bucketed out. And, uh,"
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"text": " So this Britney girl, she's like, she's like, you know, your brother's going to kill me if I do that, dah, dah, dah. And I was like, fuck my brother. What's he going to do? Right. I'll protect you. So boom. So she hits me. She gives me my first shot."
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"text": " and uh sure enough she shoots me up and then my dad shows up like 15 minutes later to buy powder me right and my dad's like what's going on with you because i'm like i'm like up like i got all my clothes out of my bag rearranging them like i'm super tweaking right the gun is like glued to my hand like i got this just cut shotgun just in my hand everywhere pointing at everybody you know what i mean it was bad so then i went on this crazy bender and i'm like this is my house right like i don't care what happens and uh"
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"text": " I come in the one day and my stuff is gone. I had this little box that had a hinge and a padlock on it. Somebody had cut the padlock on my box and all my shit was gone. So everybody that was in the house, I brought them down to the basement and I shot around over their head into the basement wall."
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"text": " And I'm like, Oh, listen, I'm going up to the bathroom. I'm like, my shit better be back on the table when I get out of the bathroom or I promise the next one's not missing. I'm like, nothing will happen. No repercussions. I need my shit back. You know, it was like, I'm not starting from scratch again. I, at this point, I had called shorty like two or three times and been like, you know, I need to spot. And he's like, bro, like you were doing what, what the fuck, you know, cause the needles were just, they were getting to me, right? I was like tweaking out."
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"text": " And then I leave shit here. I give somebody too much or you know what I mean? I just do a bunch like it was just I was getting really bad so so I go up to the bathroom and I come back and My money and half my drugs are back on the table, right? And so I'm like and I know I told them that there was no repercussions But I'm like, oh who was it and it turned out to be that guy John Wayne who's room that like it originally was right? So I beat the fuck out of him with the gun boom, right and I kept him out of his own house and that was a downfall for me"
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"text": " Cause this guy called the cops, not about that, but like he just said that I was staying there, right? Well, they're looking for you anyway. So that's all he has to say. Exactly. Right. So I'm sitting in the room the one day and I have this soundbar and it's just blaring. And all of a sudden I see like blue and blue and red lights, like through the windows and shit. And I'm like, Oh no. Right. Oh fuck."
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"start_time": 5383.507,
"text": " They never came to the door bro. This was the most fucked up thing ever. They sat out front of the house with the lights flashing for like an hour. Never came back, right? Or never came to the door. They left."
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"text": " That same night, I'm like, fuck this. I'm getting all my shit out of here. My best friend Anne, she wasn't like into drugs and stuff, right? Her house was like a clean, if you needed to get away, you would go to her house, you know? Like just get away from the drug scene and stuff. So I call Anne and I'm like, listen, I need to come live with you for a bit. I'm going to try and clean up, whatever, right? I'm just spinning some bullshit. I had no intention to clean it up, but I needed to get out of there, right? So I'm like, I'm bringing all my stuff. So I bring two loads of stuff to her house."
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"text": " And I'm there and it's like maybe 1 30 in the morning and I'm trying to come down and I don't really smoke weed at this point, but I had one of those weed pens, right? The shatter pens that you just smoke and you could recharge it and stuff. You know what I'm talking about? So, so I can't find it. And I'm like in my head, I'm like convinced myself that I need that to go to sleep, right? And I'm like, I left it at the trap. I left it at the trap. And I'm like, it's only like five blocks away. I'm like, I'm going to ride my bike there and go get it."
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"text": " And she's like, don't like that's the just don't. And I was like, and I'll be fine. I'll be right back. She's like, please don't go. What'd you really do with it? Pardon? Where was it? I will tell you because it's so fucked. So I'm like, I need this thing. So I have this Canada goose coat, right?"
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"text": " and uh this gun I had I have a picture of it too it was a it was a little 22 rifle that had a mini banana clip in it seven shots and you had to cock the bolt on it and I cut it down to about this big to the point where when when I was about to before I decided if I was going to go to trial my lawyer had it sent away to see if it would even fire because it was a rifle and I cut it down to like a fucking handgun size right right so um"
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"text": " So I have that with me and it's a 22. So I have my side bag and I have three phones, a hundred extra bullets in the bag and like I think like nine grams of right."
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"text": " So I was waiting to re-up. Shorty wasn't answering me all night. So it's a good thing because I didn't have no powder. So I get on the bike and Tash is like, all right, I'm coming with you then. So I'm like, all right, cool. So we start riding, right? And there's a beer store and then a train bridge. And then you would turn right. And at the end of that street, you can see the house that we're going to, right? So we get to the beer store. And as I'm cutting through the parking lot, a fucking cop drives by."
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"text": " Turns out to be the cop that was he was driving around that area right waiting to see if I showed up So he drives by I see him bust a Yui. I'm like, oh fuck. I'm like Tash We gotta go so I start boogieing right but I'm on a pedal bike So he pulls up like alongside of us shines that little light on me and he's like, hey I noticed that you don't have a light on your bicycle and I was like what he's like Yeah, it's it's illegal to ride a bicycle at night without a light on it"
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"text": " and I was like what the fuck so I'm sitting there now like you know I'm sitting on the seat of the bike and I'm like oh fuck and he's like what's your name and I was like Andy Jacobs and he's like okay so he runs it he's like well he's like you've never been pulled over never ever talked to the cops in your life like nothing comes up it's too clean you know what I mean right and you can just tell that I'm a drug addict like at this point there's there's no way that I've never had a run-in with the cops that's what he's thinking right so"
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"text": " We go back and forth for a good like 45 minutes and that's one of my charges is lying to a peace officer or whatever. Right. And we go back and forth, I keep telling them different names, I'm switching names, now I'm switching birthdates and then two more cop cars pull up right? And I'm like oh fuck. Well this female cop gets out and she goes, that's Dalton McEwen, she goes I bet the forearm tattoo says I'll take the beauty of chaos over ugly perfection."
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"text": " And I'm like, Oh no, this fucking bitch, right? I'm like, Oh fuck. So they're like, they're like, get off the bike, you know, cause I've just been sitting there on the bike the whole time talking to him. He's on the road. So they're coming. They come up now. They're like, get off the bike, get off the bike. Boom. So I get off the bike. I stand up. They arrest me. They grab that. Uh, I had my coat over my side bag, right? So they undo my coat. Haven't found the shotgun yet. They're so dumb."
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"text": " So they, which is in the side of my coat. So they reach in, they pull my side bag out, right? Take it off. They take my phones out. They throw it on the ground, whatever. Does my phone not start ringing? Shorty pops up on the thing. He goes, you want to answer that? I said, I don't know who that is. So they find the bullets in my bag, right? They pull the little ice. They're like, oh, okay. Okay. We got something. They find the bullets in the bag and they go, do you have a weapon on you? Like now they're screaming at me, right? Like you got a weapon on you? You got a weapon on you?"
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"text": " Every time I've been arrested with a gun, it was the same fucking officer. Same officer. Tell me how that's so fucked, you know? Like the universe just putting some karma on me or something, but... So they're like, do you have a gun? Do you have a weapon? Da-da-da. And I'm like, fuck it. They're gonna find it, right? I'm like, I'm already... I'm like, there's a gun in my coat. And he's like, what? Because he was just in my coat to get the side bag, right? So he's like, what the fuck? So he pulls it out, right? He's like, is it loaded? Is it loaded? I said, yeah, and the safety's not on either. I don't keep the safety on."
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"text": " so now they're like handling like this they pull the bolt back like there's just one in the head you know like they pull the little clip out they're like the clips full like what the fuck is wrong with you but what do you need this for and I was like I just need it right so they're like you have any more weapons I'm like there's like a 12 inch knife in my back so they pull the knife out they're like what the fuck you know they put me in the cop car"
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"text": " They're like you're supposed to be on house arrest right now like where are you even going? They're trying to ask me where I'm going I'm like oh I was just going for a bike ride right even though they know that that's the house I'm like I'm just going for a bike ride so they take me to the police station whatever they process me I get sent back to Maplehurst right and"
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"text": " So now I'm on range and I'm talking to my lawyer and he's like, you're so fucking dumb kid. He's like, I hope you understand. He's like, you're probably looking at like 15, 17 years now. That's what their first offer is going to be for you. And I was like, fuck, right? He's like, why? What's wrong with you? He's like, I'm going to do the best I can. He's like, these first charges though, I really need to talk to you. He's like, you can say that your uncle forced you"
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"text": " to keep those guns in your room and kept you high on drugs. He's like, I understand you want to honor his memory, da da da, but he's like, your name is nowhere on the lease of that house. You were just an occupant in the house. They never seen the guns in your hands. You know, he's like, uh, and you're the one that called 911 for the ambulance, right? Even though it was the girl with me, but whatever he's like, and you're the one that called 911."
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"text": " and uh he's like i really i really think that you should say that he forced you to keep them and i was like all right let me think about it so i'm talking to a guy on range and i was like bro i don't i really don't want to rat my uncle out and this guy snaps on me right yeah same look you just gave he goes he's fucking dead you idiot like what are you talking about ratting him out and i was like oh yeah i guess you're right you know like that's he's like"
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"text": " He doesn't give a shit. Exactly, that's what Buddy said. He's like, he would want you to say this. I hope you know that. You're fucking dumb, bro. He's like, you're gonna go do all that time just to what? Think you're solid? And I was like... For him to think you're solid? Yeah, right? I was like, touche, touche. So I call my lawyer back and I tell him, yeah, let's run that, right? So about five months go by and I have a bail hearing coming up now, right? And he's like, listen,"
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"text": " I have the date set for the first charges. They're going to be withdrawn the week before the bail date. And I was like, yeah. And he's like, yeah, like there I've talked to the crown. He's agreed to withdraw them. But they're probably going to try and hit you hard on that second gun."
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"text": " And I was like, whatever, 17 years, 15 years, that's fucking whatever. They give me better than that, right? So we go, they withdraw them. Now this is, so the girl that killed my uncle, because remember I told you when the cops came in, they took everybody's name before they let us leave on the good Samaritan law, right? So she was put down as my co-accused because she said that she lived there too, right? So we're in the hearing to get my charges withdrawn."
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"text": " And the judge goes, does the withdrawal also count for Shana Steyer's? And my lawyer goes, absolutely not."
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"text": " So, fuck her, she killed my uncle, she got hit with all those. I really don't know, I've tried to find out what happened to her since I got out, but I just don't know, right? But I know that her charges never got dropped, and fuck her, that's karma for, you know? It's my fault for bringing the Fenton all around, but she's the one that hit him with the needle and she robbed the safe. So it's kind of like a bittersweet thing because if she didn't rob us, I would've got hit with all the drug charges, right? And the cash charges."
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"text": " I started talking to my mom the second time that I went in. We started making good."
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"text": " I let her know that I forgave her for the way I felt and shit like that. We started talking and being good. I was like, hey mom, would you be my surety? Would you try for bail? Because she had always said ever since that first time when she came and picked me up when I was 12, this is the only time I'll ever do this. Don't ever call me if you go to jail."
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"text": " I convinced her that I was really going to turn my life around. When you're in jail, and I was only in for seven months on that second one before I got bail, but that was enough time to get sober, you know what I mean? In my head, I genuinely believed that when I got out, I was going to do better, right? But I wasn't ready, apparently. You'd think somebody on the outside who at least has a"
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"text": " And she was so mad because I really did convince her and like, well, I did those, uh, you know, the Bible courses that you can do and you get the certificates. So I did all of those. Like, you know what I mean? Like I was really trying to get this mail and uh,"
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"text": " My mom agreed to be my surety and they had just dropped those other charges. So the judge was like, you haven't gotten any trouble while you've been inside. Like I was serving at this point. Like I became a server, which means like, cause so in Maplehurst it's, it's for it's provincial, but it's maximum security. So at best on a good day, you can be out for three hours."
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"text": " You know what I mean? Like an hour in the morning, an hour at lunch and an hour at night. That's at best with no lockdowns. So usually you're only out for like, they'll let you out in the morning and let you out at the night or like, you know what I mean? They'll never let you out at all three. So when you're a server though, you never lock up. You're the only two people on range because you got to go hand out the mail. You got to hand out the food trays. You got to go back sell to sell and you know what I mean? Like and deal with them. Like you basically run in the range, right?"
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"text": " so i was a server so that looked good too because it showed that i had good behavior when i was in there and uh i really i really planned on changing and so my mom we go for the bail hearing and it's covid so it's all over phones right so the judge is like not he's like on the fence and then my mom tells him she goes"
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"text": " I can't live at my mom's house."
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"text": " But it heads, you know what I mean? It just would not work. So it was kind of doomed from the start because the plan was my mom was going to be my surety, I was going to get house arrest to her house, but she was going to let me go live at Ann's house, my best friend, on the agreement of I didn't leave the house, you know what I mean? And she's like, and if you know that you're going to fuck up, you better tell me so I can pull your bail, right? So I'm like, all right, cool."
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"text": " So they they grant my bail whatever house arrest my mom's I go to my friend and I'm living there for two days My brother comes over. He has a loaded needle. I started doing needles again right off hot boom I put a gram of ice needle, which is like insane for a shot after seven months So I put a gram of ice needle. I hit it. I have track marks. I fucking hate them every time I look at them"
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"text": " Let's go rob somebody like instantly. My brother's like, come on. I'm like, come on yourself. He just gave me a needle. Let's go. Right? So I call my mom. We go down to Chaz's house and this girl, I kept in contact with this girl the whole time I was in the pen, right? Three months before I got out, her house got raided and she's looking at like fucking eight years right now. So, um, we go to her house, right? And she sets a lick up for us, whatever."
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"text": " and dude comes in whatever you know I come up behind him I put a knife on his thing and my brother takes his side bag off get out the house whatever I'm like I should probably call my mom and tell her to pull my bail it's been two days right so I'm like I'm dreading it cuz I'm like she gonna be so disappointed so mad you know so I'm like this wasn't the plan but I guess it kind of was like you know what I mean I just wasn't ready so so I call my mom I tell her listen pull my bail"
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"text": " I was sleeping with this one girl."
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"text": " and she shows up at at the trap that we're at and her head's cracked open she crying and shit she like this is how junkie does she want to she like i need you to cauterize my head i need you to cauterize my head and i'm like what are you talking about cauterize your head like i look at it there's like yeah there's like a hairline crack so it's bleeding a lot right so i'm like yo what the fuck even happened and she's like jukes and bailey jumped me in the basement at your old house on rodden street the one uh that i got arrested going to"
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"start_time": 6309.002,
"text": " Oh shit, I left something out with both the weed pen. Sorry, sorry. So when I got bail, they gave me my property, right? And I'm about to walk out of Maplehurst and I'm going through my pockets, right? And sure enough, I pull a couple of bullets out of my pockets that they missed and I pull the weed pen out. The shit was in my coat pocket the whole time. I never had to leave my friend's house that day that I got arrested. You know what I mean? Right. So I was like, what the fuck, you know, but that just shows you where my head was, right? So anyways, back to this."
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"text": " I'm like, where are they? She's like, they're still at that house. So me and my brother go to a house that's like diagonal from it. It's on Buffalo street. So, uh, or sorry, Bruce street, the halfway house is on Buffalo street. So it's on Bruce street. So you can, you're at this house on Bruce street. You can see my old house diagonally on Rodden street, right? So me and my brother are sitting there at this guy's house and, uh, my brother's like, don't bring the gun, right? Cause I had a Browning shotgun that it was a 12 gauge and it was cut down too. And, uh,"
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"text": " My brother's like, don't bring the gun. And I was like, why? And he's like, bro, you're way too jacked up. Don't bring the gun. You know what I mean? So we're arguing, whatever. I leave, I end up leaving the gun, thankfully. So we go to this house, right? And my brother knows the girl who's living there now. So she lets us in."
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"text": " My brother's like, where's Jukes? She's like, oh, he's sleeping in the front room, like in my daughter's room. My daughter's not here though, right? Her daughter is like our age. But she's like, he's sleeping in my daughter's room, but my daughter's not here, whatever. So me and my brother just walk straight to the room, right? And the door's locked. So I turn around and like horse kick the door, right? It's not budget. I'm so high off this fucking mess shot that I did. I grabbed the door and I just start pulling this way with all my weight."
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"text": " And it's like, it's like a rock. It's not like a nice house, you know what I mean? Like the trim and all this type of shit is like, it's not, it's two by fours put together and shit, you know? So I put all my weight on the shit and I pull the fucking frame like this much off, you know what I mean? I'm just so high. So then me and my brother start kicking it now. It finally comes open and this guy's so passed out on the bed, he didn't even wake up from that, right? So there's a baseball bat sitting beside the futon. So I grabbed that shit and I smashed him into the ribs with it, right?"
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"index": 271,
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"text": " My brother starts stomping on his head we fucked him up real bad this girl this girl's out there screaming She's like I'm gonna call the cops like there's so much blood like this guy's face was just leaking She's like get out this is my daughter's room like I'm calling the cops my brother's like let's go. Let's go. Let's go I'm like alright fuck so I start walking out. I'm like now. I'm not done. I go back into the room I had a I had a like a knife and"
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"text": " It looked like a straight razor that you shave with but it was like a line it a flick knife You know it flicked open so I grabbed that shit and like he has this scar to this day obviously but I cut him from here to fucking here with I would grab the back of his head and My brother's like Woody. Let's go. You know what I mean. I'm like alright cool. We got a cut boom so I cut we go back to the house and"
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"start_time": 6487.585,
"text": " My boy, Boots, rest in peace. He calls me and he's like, yo, what the fuck did you just do at my niece's house, da da da? And I was so explained the situation to him. And he's like, alright, you're good then, you're good. But he's like, yo, you're getting too crazy, kid. Like, what the fuck are you doing? Because Boots is like almost 40, right? So he's like, what are you doing, kid? Like, you're getting way too out of hand. Like, I keep hearing your name everywhere and it's not in a good way."
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"text": " So I'm like, all right, whatever. So, uh, my brother called me and like we split, whatever. My brother called me and he's like, yo, I need you to come to Stacey's with me. And I was like, I ain't going to that house. It's a one way in one way out, like, and it's on the third floor and there's like wrought iron fence around it with like, you know, the spiky wrought iron fence type things. So that's like all around it. So you ain't jumping out the window. You're hitting that for sure. You know what I mean? And it's on the third floor and I'm scared of heights. So,"
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"text": " So all you can do is go up the stairs, turn, turn again, and then you're at the door, right? And it's just a rickety house. There's no lock on the door because it's been kicked open so many times. This girl was bagging my brother, and this helped us out in court, because this girl was bagging my brother on voice messages on Facebook Messenger, like, please, I need you to come stay with me. I'm scared to stay here by myself. It keeps getting robbed."
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"start_time": 6563.609,
"text": " Because her boyfriend was like a big drug dealer, but they had broken up and people didn't really know that he wasn't there still right so Somebody did a home invasion and like she had gotten like the r-word and stuff like that You know what I mean like some real bad stuff had happened to her So she was like begging my brother to come stay there, and I was like bro I don't feel comfortable about being in that house right so my brother the way Now it's different like I cut him off. I don't even talk to him now, but before like I"
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"text": " I just, my brother had a good way of making you feel bad, feel sorry for him, like feel like you had to come with him and do it. I don't know. Maybe it was just me because my loyalty, you know what I mean? But like, so I ended up going there with him, right? And then he's like, okay, so we're going to rent the room off of her. So I'm like, yo, you begged me to come here and I got to give her money for a room? The fuck? And I don't even want to stay here, right? So I ended up giving her a gram of down and 300 bucks, right? And then the room,"
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"text": " You couldn't even go in the room. It was so jam-packed with furniture and bags of clothes and garbage and shit. You know what I mean? You couldn't do nothing in that room. So now I paid you for a room I don't want to stay in, and a house I don't want to stay in, and a room that I have to clean. You know what I mean? Everything was just bad from the start, right? So this girl didn't have a living room. You walk in the house, and it's one hallway, the kitchen's here, there's a room here, a room here, and a room here, then the bathroom. And it's all off one hallway. That's all it is, right?"
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"text": " her couch is in the bathroom like one of those little love seats it's in the bathroom there's a fucking basket full of everything that you need to shoot needles right just right in the middle like it's a fucking decoration piece on the table so we're in this house and i'm chilling in the bathroom and i never really did down and then this this week the last week um"
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"start_time": 6668.336,
"text": " I had started like smoking down my brother just like little bits but I was still doing the meth so I wasn't nodding out like everybody else right I was just getting like high from it and uh and like some people say like when you do opiates it feels like it creeps up on you but it feels like a warm hug from God that's what that's what my brother used to say which is so fucked but down so I'm sitting in her bathroom and uh I had like a half ounce of down"
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"text": " And my friend Whitney, so the team used to be me, my brother Whitney and Ann, right? Ann wasn't like, Ann was just like the safe house. So she was part of the team, you know? Like everybody, and we all communicated through her too. Like if I couldn't get a hold of them, I tell Ann and it's getting to one of them or vice versa, right? So, so Whitney had just done two years less a day because in Canada, two years plus a day means you're going to the penitentiary. Two years less a day means you're staying in provincial."
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"text": " so that's how they like categorize that so Whitney had just gotten two years less a day because she just caught up in a raid so she was out for a couple days right but she had no probation no paper no nothing right she was just she did her sentence and she was out because it was uh it was provincial like once in the feds like you're no matter what you're on parole when you get out you can't get out and not be on parole you know what i mean so um anyways so she was out for like a day or two and she messages me and she's like hey like"
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"text": " I need help selling this like what's up? And I'm like, you know, ice really kicking right now. Like, you know, people want down method so cheap right now. You know, I was like, come over and I'll put you on like, I'll give you like a ball of down ever, you know, just to start you up. I bet. Where are you? So I told her, right? I'm like, I'm on Mary Street. She's like, I'm not coming to that house. And I was like, so we argued on the phone for like 10, 15 minutes. And then finally, I'm like, listen, I'll give you two extra grams that you don't have to pay back for. Just come pick it up and go like,"
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"text": " I was like, I'm too lazy. I don't want to leave this couch right now, which was like a super downfall. But so she's like, she's like, I fucking hate you, but all right, I'm coming. Right? So she shows up, bro. And in the meantime, or sorry, right before she showed up, this girl Stacey that whose house it was, she had told us, she's like, I'm going to the store. Do you guys need anything? I'm like, yeah, I need a pack of cigarettes. Right? Well,"
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"start_time": 6807.108,
"text": " Remember I told you the door didn't have a lock, right? So the reason you lock this door is because when you walk in, the wall kind of does one of those curve things, you know? So you take this two by four, put it at the bottom of the door, you wedge it against the baseboard of that little curve thing. And then if you want extra security, there's like a big like a big chair that would be like on a couch set. You know what I mean? And you push that up against the door too, right? And that's the lock. So"
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"text": " This girl's gone for like probably an hour at this point, right? And I'm like, yo, where the fuck is this girl? Right? Like the store is literally five minutes away. So I walk out of the bathroom, you know, and I look over the door and the two by four is down. Like the door is locked and I'm like, now it clicks to my head. I'm like, that's it. I'm like, Andrew, did you put the two by four down? He's like, nah, how's she supposed to get back in? And I was like, that's impossible for her to like, you know what I mean? It's impossible. You can't walk out the door and then also put the two by four down. Right. So I'm like, not leave."
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"text": " That's what I'm saying, right? I'm like, where is this girl? Like it's not a big fucking apartment. So I go to the one room and like, mind you, every room is trash to shit. Like, you know, it's hard to push the doors open. There's so much stuff in these fucking rooms. So like I go to the one room, I look, there's nothing in there. I'm like, yo, check the, check the middle bedroom. I'm going to go check the other bedroom, right? My brother's like, yeah, there's nothing in there, whatever. So we're sitting and I hear something in the middle bedroom."
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"text": " And I'm like, I hear like a box move or something. And I'm like, yo, this girl said, what's up? She begged us to come here. She's trying to get us robbed. Like I'm like, yo, there's people in that room right now. So I grabbed the shotgun and I'm like, yo, if anybody's in this house, like you're getting shot 100%. Like nobody's robbing me. I'm like, Andrew, go open that door. Right. So he goes to open the door and like, you know, when somebody pushes back on a door, like you'd have that little match. Well, the door is doing that."
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"text": " And I'm like, I'm like, yo, somebody's in there, bro. And I'm like, tweaking out and he's like, bro, no, there's nobody in there. He's like, there's a mattress that's leaning against the door and the dog is in there. I'm like, the dog, there's a dog here. What the fuck? You know? So he's like, so he, I believe it for some reason. I believe it. Well, because I said somebody was going to get shot, what happened was this girl was in there on the phone with the cops. She's saying that people are in her house trying to rob it. Well, I hear another noise, right? And this is why she,"
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"text": " So I'll explain it. I'll explain it. So one of my charges on the paperwork that I sent you was careless use of a firearm, right? So what happened was she's on the phone with the cops. I hear another noise in there. I say, fuck this. I go to the door and I rack the shotgun, right? Cause this one was a pump. So I'm like, I'm like, oh, I'm about to bump through this door. She on a phone with the cops. Well, I did that. So now they're like high tail in there, right? So Whitney shows up and, uh,"
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"text": " I'm like, I don't even tell her about any of this shit. Cause I don't know the cops are on the way. I don't tell her somebody was just in the room. So I go to scale her shit up, right? She's there for like maybe, maybe five minutes. My brother taps me and it's a message from the Stacey girl's aunt. And she says to my brother, if anything happens to Stacey, I'll find you. My brother's like, yo, look at this. So I'm like, what the fuck? I'm like, yo, call a cab. Let's get the fuck out of here. Like, you know, as I'm calling a cab, boom, boom, boom, Bradford police."
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"text": " so i'm like my brother's like i'm going to hoop all this shit right so he goes in the bathroom he starts banging packages whitney goes and hides in the in the she stands in the shower and i'm like i know i'm going to jail because i ain't jumping out that fucking window right so the board's down i push that chair up against the the"
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"text": " I'm like, fuck you guys, you can kick the door, right? Like I ain't opening shit. So I go and I lay in this girl's bed, right? And I start smoking a cigarette. And I'm texting Ann and my baby mom and I'm like, hey, I'm going back to jail. Like, you know, I fucked up, dah, dah, dah."
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"text": " well out of nowhere we don't know this girl is here right this girl comes flying out that middle bedroom and she all disoriented she like who are these people in my house why are you in my house i'm like what the fuck she moves the chair opens the thing lets the cops in she's like i don't know who these people are in my house"
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"text": " I'm like, Oh no, this is about to go so bad. You know, so I had one of those, um, those like mountain climbing backpacks. They're like the big ones. I had one of those with all my clothes in it. So I shoved the shotgun in there and put it under the couch or behind the couch in the bathroom. Right. Not, not the greatest hiding spot, but I ain't had nowhere else to hide it. Right. So I put it there and I'm in the bedroom with no weapons on me or I had a knife on my, on my hip and, um,"
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"text": " I see the cop come in, same fucking cop from the first two times, right? He's like, where's the gun McEwen? I know you have a gun, right? And I was like, I really don't have a gun. Fuck you, right? And then I see the girl behind him with the taser and I was like, instantly I throw my hands up. I'm like, I'm not resisting. I'm not like I changed my whole tone because at first I'm telling him, fuck you, right? But I'm like, I'm not resisting. Don't fucking tase me. So I still have the shirt too that I was wearing and I can't wear it anywhere. I has a big rip here. So like as I'm trying to stand up off the bed,"
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"text": " the cop he's like a bigger guy he grabs me by the front of my shirt and he like tries to put me through the fucking floor bro slams me so fucking hard i remember seeing stars and like my body going like a hot flash almost i'm like what the fuck right he's like where's the gun where's the gun i'm like yo i really don't have a gun this time i really don't right so he's searching me pulls the knife off me he's like you got something though right and i was like i really don't have a gun so they arrest me they find my brother and whitney in the in the bathroom right they arrest them"
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"text": " They sit us down in the hallways, right? Well, this Stacey girl, she's standing out there talking to the cops, tweaking, and she's like, she's like, I don't know who any of you guys are. She points at the girl. She's like, and who's this bitch in my house? Like, you know what I mean? Whitney's like, yo, fuck you, bitch. And I'm like, this is where I trip her up though. Cause I look at her and I was like, yo, are you, are you serious? I'm like, I really didn't, I didn't say that down. I really didn't give you $300 to stay in a room or no. I'm like, I really didn't pay you to stay in this room. And she goes, what the $300? And the cop goes, I thought you didn't know who they were."
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"text": " She's like, uh, uh, so they run her name, which has a warrant. So now they're like, they're like, you're under arrest for failure to appear to a court appearance, right? Um, so, so she's like, I would have never let you in if I knew that I was going to get arrested. And we're kind of laughing now. And, uh, the cops, like the cops, uh, they're searching whatever they haven't found the gun yet. So I'm like, yo, listen, I'm like, everything in this house is mine, right? Like,"
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"text": " I don't even know what's in this house other than my shit, but I'm like, everything in this house is mine. She just came to see me quick. This is just my friend. I haven't seen her. They run Whitney's name. They find out she's not on paperwork, she's not on nothing. They're really about to let her go, right? Because they believe me, right? There's no gun. There's no nothing. They're really about to let her go. Then his partner goes, I found the gun. I found the gun. The cop looks at me and goes, I knew it, motherfucker. I was like, oh shit."
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"text": " so now Whitney's going to jail too even though I'm like I'm like listen the guns mine I'm like there's a scale on the fucking bathroom counter there's like one of my charges is there's seven individually wrapped packages of down crystal you know because my brother started hooping them but"
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"text": " Missed seven of them I guess so so I'm like everything in this house is mine like everything is mine well that cop must have not known that I got the other charges withdrawn the very first one right because he's like you you sure you really want to do that he's like you're like you're probably up to like 18 years by now you know and I was like 18 years I'm like I got my other charges dropped what the fuck are you talking about right"
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"text": " And he's like you really sure you want to do that? I'm like everything in this house is mine, bro Like I look at my brother. I look at Whitney. I'm gonna just shut the fuck up, right? I'm like everything in this house is mine. So they take us whatever we go to the police station now, we're in the holding cells and When they go to interview me, right? They put me in the interview room They have the little camera on and I'm like, alright, listen, I got something to tell y'all so they're all like, okay Okay, cuz everybody in my city rats everybody, you know and"
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"text": " I'm like, unfortunately, I can't talk to you until my lawyer comes. They're so mad. They're like, get the fuck back to your cell, you know, bring me back to myself. And they left the door open when that, when that Stacey girl was in there for her little interview and we heard everything she said, right? She's talking about people that weren't even involved, like just singing away, right? And I'm like, what's the point? Like I'm taking the charges. You guys are all going to get released as soon as I plead. You know what I mean? Like that's, I never understood that."
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"text": " And anyways, so we're there for a couple days in the holding cell and then they're transferring us to Maplehurst, right? So they put us all in the same paddy wagon. We're all separated, right? There's like four little cubicles. You know what? You've been there, I'm sure. So you can talk to each other in them, right? So this Stacey girl is like, she's sobered up a little bit now, right? And she's like, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. And she explains what happened, right? So what happened was"
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"index": 307,
"start_time": 7359.872,
"text": " She took a big shot of ice and then was all pumped and was like, I'm going to go to the store, right? But I had given her that granite down, right? So she goes in the room and she does a big whack of the fentanyl too and she passes out."
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"text": " well when she wakes up she just hears me and my brother in the house and we're talking about robbing somebody right and she thinks that we're talking about her because she had just woken up so then she makes that sound i say i'm gonna shoot through the door so then she gets scared messages her aunt then message or calls the cops and now she's on the phone with the cops makes another noise i rack the shotgun you know and and then"
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"text": " she's like i was just so fucked up she's like i'm so sorry and i was like yeah but that doesn't explain why you came out saying you didn't know who we were and she's like well you she's like you got to understand like i thought you guys were talking about tying me up and dot it out because me and my brother were talking about where we're gonna tie this person up and we'll take everything to the safe and she thought we were talking about her right"
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"text": " And I'm like, still, fuck you, right? I'm like, whatever. She's like, are you really taking the charges? And I was like, listen, make no mistake about this. I am not taking these charges for you or for my brother. The only reason I'm taking these charges is because it's my fault Whitney's here, you know? I was like, if Whitney wasn't here, all three of us would be sitting and fighting this case, you know? But like, I can't let her sit like that, right? Like it was my fault that she was there. And I got to own up to that, right?"
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"end_time": 7456.493,
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"text": " I get a road on bail. I get to this never happens either. We get to Maplehurst. There's one cell in like A&D I think it's called something different in the states, right? Like when you first get to jail ours is called A&D right admission and departure. So"
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"text": " We get there and there's one cell that has a phone in it and the phone is never on, right? They put me in that cell, I pick it up, the fucking phone is on. I was like, no way. So I call Anne and I'm like, yo, listen, you have to make it right with your sister because her and her sister Ginger were in a fight at the time, right? So I'm like, but we always use Ginger to bail people out. She's always somebody's surety, right? So I'm like, you have to make it right with Ginger for me, like please. And Anne was in love with me, whatever, like I have her name tattooed on my leg. She was my best friend."
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"text": " but she wanted to be with me but like i just i called her auntie and shit you know what i mean she was like almost 50 um but anyways so she would do anything for me right so"
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"text": " She made it right with Ginger and this was on like a Tuesday. On the Friday, I had Whitney out on bail, right? So like I got her out and then my lawyer, I'm talking to my lawyer and he's like, listen, you can beat this case the same way that you beat the first one. They never found the gun on you. It's not your house. You know what I mean? He's like, you're a idiot for saying everything was yours, but he's like, I can use the defense that you were so fucked up and didn't know what you were talking about. He's like, we could run it and see how it works. And I was like, listen, bro,"
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"text": " I can't do that to Whitney. I was like, it's my fault that she's there. I got to take the charge, bro. That's just right. It's not her shit either. It's not her place. She'd get off the same way you would get off. It wasn't me. I showed up to meet this fucking guy. You know how many people, Matt, when I was in the pen and I told them this story, you know how many people said that exact same thing? You're a fucking idiot."
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"text": " And I was like, I was so stuck in my own head that like, no, I'm loyal. I need to do this for her. You know what I mean? And like, and then it didn't help that on range, like in provincial, it gave me a little bit of cred. People are like, yo, you're solid as fuck, bro. You're taking the charges for them, dah, dah, dah. And that boosts my ego a little bit. I hadn't grown up yet, right? So, so my lawyer, I'm arguing with my lawyer and he goes, listen, I'm not taking this case then. He's like, I'll refer you to somebody else, but I'm not representing you for that."
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"text": " And I was like, what? For real? He's like, bro, he's like, you want to be a fucking tough guy idiot? Go be a tough guy idiot, you know? Go be solid with a different lawyer. And I was like, oh, fuck. So originally, he was telling me for that 22 that they found on my waist when they pulled me over on the bike, that he could get me two years less a day and keep me out of the pen, right? Well, after that, he goes, three years is the best I can do for you. And I was like, oh, motherfucker. So I'm like, whatever, just run it, right? I want to plea as soon as possible so her charges get dropped."
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"text": " And so I ended up having two different court dates though, because they didn't pile the charges together. They gave me two fuckers, right? So he refers me to this lawyer and I've talked to him one time and then after that it's his little like this girl that's in like law school representing me now basically, right? So I get up myself for a lawyer call the one day."
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"text": " And she's like, listen, I got a deal. I can get you 18 months for the shotgun, but it's going to be consecutive, like the one that consecutives. I do my first three and then I do. Yeah. So it's going to be consecutive. Right. And I was like, yo, you can't run it concurrent. And she's like, no, it's 18 months consecutive or like, what do you want to do? And I was like, just set the date, you know?"
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"text": " So my mom was so mad at me like I was with my son's mom at the time she broke up with me because of that because she's like you could have not even went to the pen and now you're gonna go and do over four years like what the fuck is wrong with you you know what I mean and I was like yeah you're right you know so I ended up because of the time served that I got because the first two times that I was on bail one was six months one was seven months they gave me time for those"
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"text": " And it was during COVID, so they gave me double time, right, for a couple of the days. And then before I went to the pen, I sat for a year and a half doing dead time, right?"
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"text": " the deal was like just under five years and I ended up with my dead time and everything. I ended up getting three years, uh, two months and 28 days to serve in the pen. Right. But I had already done the year and a half in provincial. So really I was doing a little over four years. Right. So real quick concurrent is at the same time. No, that's it's the one that I had to do my three years and then the next 18 months started."
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"text": " Right, so consecutive. Yeah, I think it's on the paperwork I showed you. Right. But um, but yeah, so, so they were pissed about that. Like my lawyer dropped me and he was a really good lawyer to man like, um, yeah, he was a dope lawyer. But anyways, so"
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"text": " The day I plea out, my brother gets released, Whitney gets her bail withdrawn or whatever, and the girl that called the cops and did all this also gets her charges dropped. I had no say over that, but I was like, I guess I have to take that one dry. Yeah, but you're the one that got her charges dropped. Exactly though, right? But that's what I mean is like, fuck. In order to get my brother and Whitney off, I also had to get this girl off that fucked us over and called the cops, right? Well, whatever, it is what it is."
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"text": " I finally I finally get transferred to the pen and I go to reception first obviously right, which is it's called Joyceville medium and Nobody stays there like it's that's it's just a reception. That's all it is, right? Yeah, they categorize you and decide where to send you. Yeah, exactly So that's how it is. That's how it is in the States by the way. Yeah, okay I thought so like I listen to your show every day at work. Well in the feds it's different by the time you get you know, like if you're in the"
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"text": " U.S. They do that in the marshal's holdover. So they're categorizing you using the PSI. So right away, once you're sentenced, within a few days, they know what prison you're going to. Yeah, exactly. In the state system, they typically send you somewhere where sometimes you hang out for a month, sometimes it's six months before they decide where to send you."
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"text": " Yeah, that's the exact same as Joyceville reception is like I was only there for four months but like there was guys on range that had been there for almost a year still waiting to get placed somewhere, you know, and Because how much trouble I was getting in that last time that I was in provincial like I was getting flights every day man like it was it got to a point where like"
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"text": " I think I was on three different ranges at one point because I just kept getting in problems. I really didn't care. I was mad. I lost my girlfriend at the time. I wasn't talking to my kids. Everything was bad. Because of all my misconducts, I don't know what they're called in the States, but if you get into a fight, it's like a disciplinary report basically, but they call them misconducts. I had 17 misconducts by the time I got to"
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"text": " If you get into one problem here, anything, she's like, you were going to go to max. If you can be good until you get placed, I will make sure that you go to a high medium, right? Which is like, who doesn't want to go to like max or medium? I'm going to go to medium, you know? So, um, so I stayed out of trouble for that four months that I was there, right? Like I got caught one time with 50 Kiwis under my bed because I was letting them still in my cell. They were, they would give me a bottle and I don't drink, right? So, uh,"
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"text": " So I had to sell it, right? But sometimes myself stunk like a fucking brewery. It was so bad. But one time they did a search and yeah, there was a garbage bag and there's 50 Kiwis in it, right? So they're like, oh, what are these for, you know? And I was like, oh, I like Kiwis. Yeah, right. So that's the only trouble I got in there. And so she placed me to a Collins Bay medium, which is like supposed to be"
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"text": " And I'm on range eight or unit eight. And my dad had this friend named easy, right? And easy was independent. He's doing eight years. And the last thing my dad ever said, Oh, sorry, I skipped over that. When I got to the reception, I was, it was COVID. So they had to quarantine you for seven days, right? So you go to this quarantine range and you only leave yourself for a shower or phone like 20 minutes a day, right? That's it. And, uh, I hadn't talked to my dad for a year. The last time I seen my dad was at that,"
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"text": " Sorry. Can you hear that? Barely. Okay. Okay. Good. I don't know what that was, but, um, so the last time I had seen my dad was at that trap house on Rodham street, right? And my mom, my dad and my uncles were really racist, right? And I think that that's why I'm not because they always tried to push that on me. Like they were really racist. So we're sitting in my room the one day and my plugs, their shorties, their races in what way against blacks? Yes. Like, are there a lot of, are there a lot of blacks in Canada?"
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"text": " Yeah. Oh, fuck. Yeah. Toronto Toronto is like predominantly black and mixed. Really? I just I always century is the where I was Collins Bay. Sorry to cut you off. Collins Bay and Workworth are both like the white guys are the minorities. Same within provincial. Wow. I just assumed I don't know why I assumed that I assumed it was, you know, I think and this is probably wrong. I feel like the makeup of Canada is a lot like the UK."
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"text": " Yeah, I'd say that. Yeah. Yeah, but I don't think of the UK is having a lot of blacks. I think of them having a lot of like Indians and Pakistanis or and I guess Muslims at this point. Oh, we have a lot of Indian and Pakistani now too. When I got out, it was like everything was so different, but always like my whole life. It's it's in the jail system and like in the streets like the white guys are the minorities here."
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"text": " Yeah. Okay. So, so my, my uncles and my dad were like really racist, you know, and they always tried to push it on me. Like, and they, they always told my sister, like, you could never date a black guy, dah, dah, dah. Tell me I could, it's funny cause my girlfriend's black. Um, anyways, so, uh, where was that going at that? So, uh, your dad, you had been locked up. So, so, cause I took her back a little bit the last time I seen my dad. Yeah. So my dad, my dad's super racist. So we're sitting in the trap and we're in my room."
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"text": " and my plug shows up right and my dad was like fucked up at this point like like days of smoking rock and he was such an alcoholic that like he died from he had cirrhosis of the liver really bad and then the last like drugs he ever did killed him right so but he was dying either way from his liver right so like he was just fucked up and shorty walks in and my dad's like who the fuck's this n-word right"
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"text": " And I was like, why? Why? Shorty pulls his gun out. Boom. He's like, the fuck did you just say to me? And I was like, bro, bro, bro. This is my dad. This is my dad. This is my dad. And he's like, I don't give a fuck. He's like, yo, either you beat him or I beat him. And I was like, ugh. So I'm like, it would have been so much worse. Shorty would have probably pistol whipped him and shit. So I just started firing off on my dad, right? My dad's like, what the fuck, dog? What the fuck, right? And like, that's the last time I ever seen my dad, bro."
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"text": " and I regret that so much every day, but it was like, it was, I did it or he was going to do it so much worse. You know what I mean? So, so for like, cause that was a year before I got arrested. Right. So, or, or maybe a little less than a year, but so the whole time after that, my dad was like trying to reach out to me through people and I'd always be like, fuck off, fuck off, fuck off. Right. And then, so I'm, I'm sitting in, in quarantine now in reception and I'm like,"
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"text": " I really want to talk to my dad. I'm like, I think it's time to like apologize and reach out, whatever. So I don't know about the States. I'm assuming it's the same, but you have like a phone list. You can't just call anybody. You have to get the numbers approved. And yes. Okay. So, so I fill out a thing for my dad, right. And well for my grandma's house, but I knew my dad would be there. Right. So, um, so I filled it out and I put it in and the next day, man, uh, I call Ann my best friend and she's like, Hey,"
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"text": " So I get out of quarantine and I'm not really like feeling like too great, you know what I mean? I'm just like, I kind of want to isolate at this point to sit in my cell and do my thing, but you can't do that when you get there. You got to go out to yard. You got to, you know what I mean?"
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"text": " In Canada, I don't know about the states, but your first, no matter what pen you go to, the first three days that you're there, you have to show up to yard because you have to give people time to maybe this guy that you have a problem with or ripped off or something didn't come out that day. So you have to go out for the first three days. And then after that, you don't ever have to go out if you don't want to again. You know what I mean? So like, I just want to chill in myself. I'm not worried about nobody, but like, so I have to go to yard and mingle with people or whatever. I ended up running into a bunch of people from my city and like, so I'm good, whatever."
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"text": " and then I stayed out of trouble there so she let me go to Collins Bay medium right so I get there and my dad had this friend easy and the last thing my dad ever said to easy was hey my son's going to the pen if you run into him take care of him please so I show up on unit and first person I see is easy and I was like yo that's my dad looking out for me for sure you know so I'm like yo what's up he's like oh you're Joe's son right and I was like yeah da da da so so he put me under his wing and like"
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"text": " I was good, so he introduces me to this guy Banks, who's a lifer, right? And I'm like, yo, I got some money, bro. I spent 15 grand with Banks in the six months that I was there. So I'm buying tobacco off him. I'm a big smoker, right? So I'm buying tobacco off him. I'm buying the tooth. Do you guys get the Dawn Mist toothpaste? Is that what you guys get? It has those little white caps on the top, and the cap has, it's kind of hollowed."
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"text": " Not sure. Okay. Yeah, I mean, it sounds like the the ones we get. Yes. And then like the orange Bob Barker slides and shit. Yeah. So so these toothpaste caps, you can fill them up with shattered right? Like, it's like"
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"text": " it's probably the size of this oh you mean the state okay so it's from the state it's like what the state gives you we first get there yes yeah yeah little tiny like yeah yeah so that cap the way that it's a little hollowed out so you can fill that up with shatter like you know what shatter is weed it's okay it's like weed concentrate turned into like a gooey"
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"text": " So you can fill that up with shatter and then there are a hundred bucks a cap, right? So this guy was giving me a bail of tobacco, which was $1,200. So he'd give me that and he'd give me 10 Dawn Mist caps. And so I would owe him $1,700 because I would owe him $500 for the caps and $1,200 for the tobacco, right? But off of that, if you're smart, you can make like three, four grand off of that, you know, no problem."
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"text": " You just bust the tobacco up real small like you know what I mean like you just be chintzy with it whatever or you sell zaps individually you like take the clippers the toenail clippers that little piece that's to clean your nails and you take a little chunk of the shadow and you squeeze it between that paper that you take off the toilet paper you know what I'm talking about the toilet paper comes wrapped in that like really thin paper yeah is it like that in the states that's what we used for rolling paper there too right because it's better than Bible paper because it has no like this is way thinner right"
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"text": " So you squeeze a little bit of shatter in that and you can sell it for 10 bucks for one little hit, right? So if you bust all 10 of those caps out like you're gonna make like a thousand fifteen hundred bucks just off of those little those things, right? So if you're smart with it, so for a while like I was doing really good for this guy like every couple days I'm getting another bail and more 10 caps, right? People are always at my cell like I always had big bags of canteen, you know and"
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"text": " The little range I was on, because unit 8, it's like a big unit, but then it's all broken up into different ranges, just none of them are closed off. It's just open, you can go to whatever range you want, you know what I mean? And there's stairs that go up to the upstairs range and stuff, and it's just all open. So on the little range I was on, it was these Driftwood guys from Toronto, they're Crips, right? This gang."
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"text": " No I'm good because every day I'm up in Banks's cell using his big Samsung S22 or iPhone 12 like you know what I mean like every day. So I'm like no I'm good like I'm global banks right so they didn't like that so a couple days go by and I go to put my clothes in the washer right and but he's like yo white boy he's like you can't use the washer on A range anymore and I was like what alright watch so I wouldn't put my clothes in right and I started it up and they're like yeah it's like that"
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"text": " And I was like, I guess it is. And then I went to my cell. Now there's this big rapper from Canada, right? His name is Ronny. He's like just starting to get famous. So he's from Toronto, but he was in there and he was in there for allegedly, even though he was in there, um, pimping 13 year old girls out of hotel rooms, right? The girl was 13. The other girl was like 14 or something like that. So, and he was like the big dog, like everybody like, that's the thing I didn't understand about the pen is like there could be guys with rape charges and"
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"text": " They're fine. And then there's another guy with the same charge and those same guys are on him. You know what I mean? Like I didn't understand that about the gangs, right? Like, um, so anyways, so I come out to sell the one day and they're like talking shit to me and like chirping me and I was like, yo, this is what I understand. I was like, yo, y'all are fucking goofs. And I shouldn't have said that because goofing in Canada is like the ultimate, like you say goof and you're fighting. You know what I mean? Like you call somebody a goof. It's,"
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"text": " See, everybody says different shit. Like, I was taught goof means get out or fight. That's what you say to somebody when you're kicking them off the range or you're fighting them. You say goof, right? But then it switched into now a child molester is a goof diddler. You know what I mean? Like, so if you call somebody a goof, it's like the ultimate form of disrespect in the Canadian prison system, right?"
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"text": " so i was like i don't understand you fucking goofs i was like your big dog is a fucking sex offender and i'm here on solid charges like what the fuck why y'all fucking with me right and they're like yeah it's like that like yo you really just okay okay we'll see right and i walked back into my cell and i'm like why the fuck did i just say that you know i'm like fuck right"
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"text": " A couple days go by, and I'm waiting for it, bro. They waited, bro. So two or three days go by, and I was on these crazy sleeping pills. They were these yellow pills. I think they were amitriptyline or something like that. And they would knock me out for days, bro. I could sleep a whole day and a half. But every morning for breakfast, they buzz your door open, right?"
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"text": " But the pin doesn't pop until you pull the door you know the pin that pops out so your door will be unlocked because they're magnetic right the locks but until somebody opens it the pin doesn't click so I'm laying in my bed and I've been asleep for like probably like 18 a long time like 18 hours like almost 20 hours you know what I mean and I'm like just waking up I'm all groggy right and I'm laying there"
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"text": " And I'm on my stomach and I hear the pin pop. But I think that it's easy because I was selling so much tobacco that when I would sleep for like a day or two, I would let EZ come in my cell and he would take my ashtray because there'd always be like half rolled cigarettes in it and he would just smoke that until I woke up, right? And like I just let him. So I'm thinking it's easy. And then I have no shirt on and I feel this guy. He cut me with a razor. I'm like, there's like, I have like this, it's not big. He didn't get me deep, right? I rolled out, but there's like,"
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"text": " I think it's the other side. Can you see that X? Yeah. Well, I saw it on the other side. Yeah, sorry. I forget what side it is sometimes."
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"text": " So he hit me with the first one and it curves. The way it curves is because I rolled out of bed when he was getting me with the second one, right? But it was just one guy and myself. So I jump up and I'm like, what the fuck? I'm all groggy. So we start like tussling, right? And I throw him into my shelf and I break my fucking TV with him, right? I was so mad about that. So I throw him into my shelf, my TV, he hits my TV, it falls off the thing, breaks. And I hit him a couple of times and he runs out my cell, right?"
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"text": " And now I'm like, what the fuck, right? I'm like, I knew it was going to come, but I didn't think I'd be sleeping, right? So I had a toothbrush with two razors melted into it, and I had just moved it. I used to keep it above my windowsill thing, right? Because not windowsill, but like the way the bricks came out, you could set it up there, right? Because in Collins Bay medium, they really didn't do cell searches unless you gave them a reason to, you know? So I used to just keep it sitting up there."
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"text": " But I had it was wintertime now right or it was like fall time so they gave out the winter jackets like these green like canvas jackets with like a big like bright strip you know like the construction worker type strips has those on it right so I had slit the jacket open same way I did with my gun and I put the razor in there and I forgot right so it's hanging on my thing and I'm like looking around my room for my razor myself and I'm like where the fuck is this thing right"
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"text": " And then I look up and boom, there's four of them coming into my cell, right? There's four dudes coming in my cell and I was like, oh fuck. So the cells are big in Collins Bay though and they're all single cells, right? You'll never get a cellmate in Collins Bay because it just gets too crazy. So the cells are big enough for four people and"
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"text": " They're like, the bed is here, along this way, the shelf's along this way, right? Toilet's here, and then the wall curves, and then it's the door, right? And then there's a window behind you, and my chair, they give you like a lawn chair type chair, and that's sitting in front of the window, right? So I'm backing up, because I'm like, oh fuck, and they're like talking shit, you know, telling me like, oh you fucked, you know, you're gonna get it type thing, right? So I'm backing up, and my fucking legs, my, like bottom of my knees hit that chair, right?"
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"text": " And I fucking fall into the chair and they just rush me and beat the fuck out of me, bro. I didn't even get a single punch off. Like my head looked like a blue pumpkin. Like it was, it was bad, bro. They stopped me for so long and uh, they were, the thing that happened was they were like yelling, like, you know, like, yo, you fucking goof, like fuck you type shit. And my cell was like four cells down from the bubble where the CO sit and the door wasn't, they didn't, if they would have closed that door and locked it,"
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"text": " You know, they probably would have killed me, honestly. And the CO's had heard it, so they came, right? And they broke it up, whatever. And then they brought me to medical and shit. And they're like, they asked me straight up, they're like, do you want to go back to that range? And I was like, are you dumb? No. I don't even want to be in this jail anymore, you know? So they transferred me to Workworth. Well, while I'm on my way to Workworth, I'm on the bus with this"
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"text": " Big native guy from Winnipeg, his name was Blaze. He was a GC, gangsta crip. He was doing life for murder. He had already been in 13 years. I was 25 at the time, so he was like 30, something like that, right?"
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"text": " The other two guys that were on the transfer bus with us were both pedophiles because Workworth had a sex offender program, which is crazy because Workworth ended up being the craziest fucking penitentiary that I've been to, you know, like I've seen so much stuff there, it was insane. So me and Blaze start talking, right? We get there, we go through intake, whatever, they send us to the units, me and Blaze end up being on the same unit, so we walk up the stairs to the bubble and"
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"text": " The CEO is like, do you guys know each other? And I just kind of stood there like, uh, cause I'm telling you, this guy, look, I wish I had a picture of him, bro. He ended up being my friend, but like, you know, he had just looked so scary, you know, like scars all over him, like just giant, you know, been working out for 13 years, like where's it proud that he's killed people? You know what I mean? Like one of those guys. So, uh, I'm like standing, I don't really say anything and he's like, yeah. So she's like, okay, you guys can go up into a cell seven together. And I was like,"
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"text": " Fuck bro you know like I'm like alright bro I just do my own time like you know I'm like I'm not a I promise like I'm a good celly bro like every celly I've had is like me I'm like and then you know I say I go yo by the way you can have the bottom bunk he goes he looks at me and goes yeah I fucking know alright like you know I don't know why I said that like I should have just assumed right but uh whatever so we start talking because like we're in there for an hour now like we're setting our beds up and stuff right and"
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"text": " We start talking and he's like, I want to see your paperwork, right? And I was like, yeah, no problem. That picture of the one I sent you that had the circle that said, not a goof on it. I don't know if you remember that. I had that pinned to my wall, right? I got an institutional charge for that, for intimidating other inmates."
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"text": " You've got to bring that. That's why it has so many folds in it. Because if you don't bring that sheet with you, they're going to assume that you're a sex offender. You've got to show them that score, that 0 out of 28 sex offence history. I always had that in my pocket, so I show it to him, and he's like, okay, you're good. Whatever. He's like, you want to see my paperwork? Da-da-da. I was like, I believe you. You don't really got to show it to me. This is how I knew he was proud about the body and stuff."
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"text": " Because when his property ended up coming and his big stack of paperwork came, he was showing me pictures of the crime scene and shit. So they beat the guy to death with the butt of a shotgun, boom. And then they had tied him up with the power cords from a drill and a skill saw. And the drill and the skill saw were still connected to the power cords."
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"text": " and then"
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"text": " So we ended up becoming friends though because like I said I'm a likable celly so he didn't know anybody there. He wasn't even supposed to be in medium. What he told me was he went to try and get his medium and he had a new PO because his PO was on maternity leave and apparently she accidentally approved his medium."
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"text": " so like he wasn't even supposed to be in medium right so he was like telling me he's like listen i know i'm gonna go back to the max at any time he's like i'm making this the best i can you know he's like i haven't smoked a cigarette in years he's like weed nothing like i haven't touched a cell phone in years you know and i was like i knew a couple people there from reception right so as soon as we got out of lock uh out of account"
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"text": " We come out and I see this guy, Sun Sun, this big Jamaican guy and he's like, yo, he's like, people call me DT, right? So he's a, it stands for downtown because everything in my city I've done is like really downtown, right? So super basic. But, um, so he's like, yo, DT, right? He's like, what's good? Because when I was in Joyceville, I was playing like thousand dollar silo games with this guy, English, who was Sun Sun's cousin. English was running the range, right? And, uh, because like,"
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"text": " I had borrowed like, by the end of my bid I had borrowed like $30,000 from my grandma."
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"text": " I owe her so much money now. I was such a piece of shit, bro. I didn't change until the last six months before I got out. I was playing $1,000 CeeLo games with this guy and word had got around that DT has money. He's a come up, basically. They rocked me to sleep for my money, basically. He's like, oh, DT. He's like, oh, you need bogey. You need whatever."
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"text": " So I thought about it and I was like, all right, I'm going to manipulate my celly into being my muscle then. Fuck this, you know? So I got three fingers of bogey, which they're $100 each. I got those off of SunSun and I'm like, yo, give me the email. He's like, yo, I know you're good for it. Don't worry. Just pay me whenever, right? And I was like, all right, cool. So I go back to the cell and I take all the individually wrapped fingers and I"
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"text": " Dumped him into one pile on the table and blaze is like, what the fuck? He's like, Oh, I haven't seen this too much. I haven't seen this much tobacco in years, bro. Like what, where did you get this? Right. And I was like, that's nothing, bro. I was like, I promise you right now, every single time, like every night before we go to sleep, we will smoke a cigarette and smoke a joint. I promise you right now. And he's like, where is it? Go anything you need. I got you. Right. So after like, I don't know, two weeks of every single night we had a cigarette or I had shatter, whatever."
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"text": " We were super tight. We'd sit there every night, smoke, and he'd just tell me stories, and we'd talk, and shit, right? And then this guy Smalls, who was Blaze's homie on the road, we were out at Yard the one day, and Smalls comes up, and he's like, yo, what's up, da-da-da? And Blaze is like, oh, yo, this guy was the guy. This guy was one of the main plugs in Winnipeg, da-da-da, and he's plugged in in the jail. So he gives Blaze a phone, right? So now we have a phone in the cell, da-da-da."
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"text": " so i see him i see smalls by himself out at yard one day and he and he's like oh come here and i'm like what's up bro and he's like how is it living with blaze and i was like bro he's sick he's a dope guy and he gave me this look like"
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"text": " for real? And I was like, yeah, bro, like we're, we're tight, you know, like, I don't know, he f**ks with me and he's like, yo, I'm gonna give you a heads up. He's like, yo, he killed his cellmate in Stoney. There's a, there's a, yeah, there's a man in Edmonton or Winnipeg or something, and it's called Stoney Mountain. He's like, bro, he killed his cellmate and kept him under the bunk for a day and a half. I was like, what?"
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"text": " He's like, yeah, well, he was waiting to go to the pen, bro. And I was like, no, you're lying, right? Because everything was good, but now I'm worried. I'm like, why would you tell me that? So we're in the cell though one day, and this guy Spanish pops his head in the cell, and he's like, yo, do any of you guys do crystal? And I was like, oh, I love crystal. So I was like, yeah, let me get a gram of that. So I get a gram of crystal."
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"text": " bro i'm like one time i got into a fight with marcelli bro i was like i thought i was gonna kill him i was just talking shit right i was like trying to bring it up and like i thought i was gonna kill him and he kind of looked at me right and i was like why you ever been in anything like that and he's like bro i fucking tied a guy up and made him live under the bed and i was like"
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"text": " Oh, what for real? He's like, bro, I told you I don't like white boys and I was like, huh? He's like racist ass white boys, bro. He's like I'll kill every single one of them He's like I was like what I was like bro, like we're good, right? Like and he's like nah, bro He's like when we first got in the cell, he's like by like cuz I had a I didn't have the sides I just had this right so he's like, oh by the way, you looked I thought you were gonna be like a racist like biker type guy, right? He's like no, but you're actually pretty cool bro. Da da da he's like I didn't mean to kill the guy but once I killed him I just"
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"text": " made him live under the bed and i was like made him live under the bed like what are you even saying you know what i mean so i was like yo this guy is crazy but at this point he was completely on my side right so i was like this is dope like ain't nobody fucking with me because yo people were scared of this guy like he was massive bro and like he really could fight and like you could just tell you know what i mean like he always had a shank like we had these plexiglass shanks"
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"text": " So they ain't going off in metal detectors, right? So in the gym, there's like a fire exit plan posted to the wall, right? But it's sandwiched in between two pieces of plexiglass held in by rivets. Well, this guy, Mikey, so the crew ended up being me, Blaze, Mikey, Sammy, and then this J guy ended up coming. And sometimes there was this AK guy because he was half black, half native. But he was like,"
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"text": " the hitter for the Crips in there you know like he did all their work and shit so he was like half with us half with them and Blaze didn't like that right so that that started problems but so me and Mikey we broke the plexiglass in the gym off of the the fire exit plan right and we snuck it out well we tied the we ripped bedsheets real thin right and then we just he grabbed one side I grabbed one side and we saw it back and forth and like made these shanks out of this plexiglass right so we all had shanks"
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"text": " So Smalls ends up hitting a drone play. So he gives Blaze a half ounce of crystal."
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"text": " We start using my grandma's bank account for e-transfers. We would send the money to my grandma."
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"text": " Right? Right? Terrible, bro. Terrible. So we would send the money to my grandma and then I would send it to his aunt. You know, he didn't want the e-transfers to his aunt from a million different people. Right? So I was like, all right, whatever. So that built a lot of trust with us though, because like I was holding the money, you know, like the very first time we ever did it, he was like, bro, you send that yet? You send that yet? Send that yet? And then it turned into like, bro, I know you'll send it type thing. Right? So we're selling a bunch of crystal."
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"text": " And we're always on the phone and shit at night. And then he, so they call me in and they're like, Hey, you're up for a single cell. And I was like, no, no, no, no, no. I was like, uh, me and my celly came on the same transfer. He's a lifer. He should be before me. Like I'm out of here in a year and a half, you know? And I had told him when we first, I was like, yo, if they offer me a single cell for some reason, I will give it to you. Like I had told him that previously, you know,"
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"text": " And I was like, I can't take the single cell. And, uh, Michelle, the CEO, she's like, okay, so you're refusing it. We'll just call next up. And I was like, no, no, no, no. Like that doesn't make any sense. So I'm arguing with her. I'm like, listen, like we came on the same transfer. He is doing the wife. I know in a year and a half, why would a single cell has to go to him first? Like, you know, what's the big issue? So then the four bar came in, right? Like the Sergeant or, and, uh, and she's the one that received me in blaze and A and D. So I'm like, yo, Joanne, I'm like,"
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"text": " You received me and blaze on the same day in A&D like what shit Michelle's trying to make me either refuse the single cell or take the single cell and give it to somebody else and then she's like just just fucking let him have it right so Michelle didn't like that so she was like fuck you type thing she was on me after that so I go back to the cell and I'm like yo bro pack your shit and he's like he gets all defensive right he's like fucking me pack my shit right and I was like yo you're going to a single cell bro and he's like oh for real Miguel I explained that I'm like yo they just tried to offer it to me bro"
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"text": " Single cell for two days, brother. Two days. So day two, we get out unlocked. I go down to his cell and I'm like, yo, have you slept yet, bro? And he's like, yeah, yeah. Kept saying he was sleeping, right? And I was like, I could tell he wasn't. And like me and him were smoking like a gram, gram and a half a day. You know what I mean? Like we're smoking a lot of crystal and his head starts spinning, bro. And he's like, he's like, I think AK is a spy."
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"text": " I was like, oh man. AK fucks with us, bro. Like, you know, he's just, he's literally part of a gang. He can't just only hang out with us. You know what I mean? Plus you're from a different set. Like you're a gangster crip. They're Driftwood Crips. You know what I mean? Like it's, he's just our friend. Like, you know, he's like, I think he's a spy. I think he's a spy, dah, dah, dah. And I was like, oh fuck. So that night we're sitting in a cell, in Blaze's cell. We're all smoking, getting high."
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"text": " It's me, Mikey, Jay, Sammy, and Blaze. AK comes in. Blaze looks at me, he's like, we're doing it. And I was like, doing what? And we're whispering, I'm like, doing what, bro? And he's like, bro, make a braid right now. And I was like, I don't know how to braid. AK's like, oh, I'll braid for you. And I was like, oh, shit. So we rip the bedsheets. AK braids it up."
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"text": " The way that the doors work and work worth is they're on a sliding track, you know, so that the CL can buzz it from the bubble and it'll slide open. And then you can either, you can grab it with your hands and slide it close too, you know? So if you make a braid and go from under the door and put it around that little track, that door can't slide open because it's tied, you know? And then there's a window in the door and they give you a cell kit, right? Which is a little mini broom and a dust pan and a toilet brush."
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"text": " well blaze took the stick off the broom put it in the on the little edge of the window of the door and put like four books behind it so now the cell door is locked like it can't open it's tied closed plus it's like blocked with the broom in the thing right it can't open so AK is like yo what the fuck are you doing this for right and blaze is like"
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"text": " You know what? I don't want somebody to rob us. He's like, I think somebody's trying to rob me. He's like, I gotta, I gotta get the shit out. He was making it seem like he had the shit hooped, right? So AK is like, Oh, okay. Okay. Word. I understand that. And uh, AK made the biggest mistake ever, bro. He pulled out his ceramic blade, right?"
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"text": " And I get what he was doing. He was trying to disarm the situation and be like, oh, check this, like here. You know what I mean? Like, yo, check this. He wasn't trying to be like, yo, I got a shank, you know? So he was like, yo, Blaze, check this, right? Like, even let Mikey hold it. If he was on some tough guy shit, he wouldn't have let somebody else hold it. You know what I mean? I get what he was doing. But in Blaze's head, that's all he needed to see, right? So I had these two picks on me. They were like, Mikey had this bar. And then you take the shaver blade, you know what I'm talking about, and you use it like a little hacksaw."
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"text": " I had one tied to the end of a pencil crayon and like just Took me like four days, but I cut through this fucking this bar, right? So I made these two picks that were like this big Then there was the two ceramics like everybody in the cell had a shank, right? so blaze had the first little ceramic that I ever gave so it was like this big and and I had these other two picks on me and I"
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"text": " Ak is like, yo, who are you talking about? Like, who's trying to rob you, bro? Let's go and get them right now. He's like, I'll ride with you. Let's go get them right now. And Blaze is like, I'm standing over by the door because the cell is packed, right? So like Blaze is sitting here on the bunk. Ak is sitting here on the bunk. Sammy is here on the bunk."
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"text": " Jay's standing over here in front of the table and Mikey's sitting in this chair. I'm standing in front of the door. So AK's like sandwiched in the middle. I'm looking at, AK can't see me because he's sitting on the bunk and the top bunk would be blocking it, right? So my head is like where the foot rests for the, so he can't see me, but me and Blaze can see each other, right? So Blaze is like, he's like, go get him, go get him. And I was like, no, no. He's like, I was like,"
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"text": " blaze is like you turn boom hit him with the fucking hit him with the plexiglass ak started screaming like i ain't never seen him or heard a grown man i don't blame him but i ain't never heard a grown man scream like that plus he didn't know that we weren't all in on it like blaze just did that rogue on his own right so now he's thinking like there's six five six guys in a cell and he's thinking we're all about to start poking him right so he's screaming"
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"text": " And Blaze is hitting him, hitting him, hitting him. And then the plexi breaks on him, right? So Blaze is like, give me that other pick, give me that other pick. And AK is like squared out, like scurried out now. And I'm standing against the door like I told you, right? So Blaze stands up and grabs AK and pushes him against me. He's telling me to hold him."
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"text": " so now i'm like what the fuck place like hold him arms and you too so i fucking boom put my arms around him and i'm wearing a gray Reebok tracksuit mind you this shit was fucking burgundy by the time this was done bro so"
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"index": 416,
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"text": " I'm I got my arms around him right and a case gang is at the door They're looking through the window banging on it. Let him know let him know let him know there's like bro. I swear on my life There's like 12 guys at the fucking door let him know let him know now I'm just waiting for the CEOs to come but this jail is so crazy, bro Like fights happen and CEOs don't come at all. So so blaze ends up I give them I give them a pic that's on my hip, right? So now this guy's getting spoke. I'm gonna fucking metal one"
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"text": " Right. So I'm like, fuck this. I'm like, I'm going in my head. I'm like, I'm going home in a year and a half. I'm like, I can't do this. So, uh, his gang on the outside of the door, they had cut the braid already. Right. They cut the braid. So I knocked the broomstick handle down with my fucking, uh, with my elbow and AK like they seen me do this. Right. So I knocked the broomstick down and there's a, there's two buttons in the cell. One you press and it calls for help. And when you press it, it opens the door. So I knocked the broomstick off and I pressed the button to open the door. Boom."
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"text": " so ak scurries out blaze never seen me do that so he's doing life i'll never see this anyways so ak scurries out and the door doesn't open all the way so i grab the door and i slam it back shut because those fuckers are gonna come in now right so i slam it back shut and blaze is like yo y'all fucking with me yo uh what do you say he said he said to the max or to the morgue and i was like"
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"text": " I'm going home in a year. What do you mean? So I'm like, what the fuck, bro? So, uh, Blaze is like, yo, you guys are all pussies. He's like, he's like, DT is the only one that fucking helped me. Not thinking like."
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"text": " I'm the only one that just saves this guy's life. Fuck you. You know what I mean? Like you just put me in this. My tracksuit, bro, it was a gray Reebok tracksuit. I swear to God, it was so fucking red and just soaked with blood because yo, he got hit in the side of his neck, like just a little one in the side of his neck, but it squirted, bro. He's gotten hit in his fucking ribs everywhere, bro, but he's just having the fuck out of him. This guy almost died. He had a collapsed lung, everything."
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"index": 421,
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"text": " So I'm soaked now this is like maybe 30 minutes before count like they're about to call count at 10 o'clock and everybody has to go to their cell and lock up like and I'm like what the fuck are we gonna do and he's like we're going to the max you know like to the max or to the morgue motherfucker he's like yo start rolling bogeys hand throws me the tobacco he's like start rolling bogeys I'm like holy fuck"
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"text": " So we're all I'm rolling bogeys. I'm looking at Mikey and Sammy and they're like, what the fuck bro? I look over at Jay and Jay's like What the fuck Jay was like the money guy with us. You know what I mean? Like he had a lot of money. So he's like, why did I even come to the cell? I'm like mind you I'm like"
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"text": " I don't even have my shoes on like I'm wearing my flip-flops cuz I just I woke up from a two-day meth bender Had no food in my cell except Kraft dinner cuz me and blaze used to pitch on food But we would keep it in his cell cuz I would wake up in the middle of the night eat it all you know I mean so I go down to his cell That's literally why I went to his cell was to get food and just check on how things were doing and then that all fucking happened, right? So I'm like I'm trying to explain there. There's guys at the door like his gang like yo What the fuck like yo, you guys are fucking dead, you know, I'm like, I'm not even wearing shoes, bro I didn't know this was gonna happen"
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"text": " And So they call count finally right and I'm like, what are we gonna do? Like what are we gonna do? He's like just stay in the cell pass count refuse to go to count They'll fucking take us all out and I was like, okay I guess so they finally come and and they they're doing like the checks and they open his door and they're like What the fuck are you guys doing in here? Not at all like it's ten minutes past count get the fuck to yourselves mind you everybody had passed me their fucking things so I have like five shanks on me and"
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"text": " and the broken one was in the toilet right so i have like five shanks on me i'm covered in blood bro but it's like kind of you know the lights off in the cell he has the light cover you know what i mean so it's like kind of dark and there's five five of us plus blaze in the cell right so they all the seals are like get to your fucking cells you're all getting charged you know and uh as as like they're scurrying out because they're all down this way i cut and go this way right right past the seal i'm like holy fuck"
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"text": " but as i walk into my cell bro there's like all these gang members at the door and they're like oh you're fucking dead as i'm walking to my cell it was like the walk of like hell bro they're all like yo you're fucking dead you're gonna get it bro and i'm like oh what the fuck right so i get to my range i get in my cell"
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"text": " And there's the next guy. There was two banks that I met, right? I had life for banks in Collins Bay that I was working for. And then there was this other guy who was a blood. His name was Banks as well. He's from Toronto, Malvern though, right? So they're Bloods and this was a Crip range too. So he's telling me, because we're across from each other, he's like, what the fuck happened? I'm like, well, Blaze just snapped. I don't know what happened. You know what I mean? Like I was not involved in this. So nobody, the CEOs don't know that anything happened."
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"text": " They let us out an hour early before everybody else because I was on Suboxone"
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"text": " So was Blaze, so was Sammy, so was Mikey. Jay was the only one that wasn't. So they let us all out. We all meet in the Suboxone room, right? I didn't sleep a wink that night. I put on all my clothes. I put on like three pairs of pants, like four shirts, my good shoes, because like I knew I was like, fuck this, I'm not staying in this jail. I'm doing something to get taken out of here, you know? So we all meet up in Suboxone in the morning and Blaze and Sammy, they both have their shanks on them."
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"index": 430,
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"text": " And I'm like, yo, what the fuck you need those for? I was like, I thought that we were like, what are we going to do? And Blaze is like, yo, I don't care if anybody says that we checked in or not. And he's like, we'll do it solid. He's like a solid check-in, bro. He's like the first person that comes around that corner, we're jumping them and they'll take us. And I was like,"
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"index": 431,
"start_time": 10334.053,
"text": " Fuck, I was like, alright, whatever, it's better than fucking dying. So first person that walks around the corner is my buddy Tino. The guy's like a hundred pounds. I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, we can't, Blaze, no, like we can't. He's like, he's like, alright, alright. Cause like, we would have killed this guy, you know what I mean? He was just like, yeah, yeah, no. So the next guy that comes around the corner is this native guy, Conrad. He's like kind of like the same size as Blaze, and Blaze is like, yo, this dude owes me money. Walks up, wham, one punches him, right? Drops him."
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"index": 432,
"start_time": 10362.568,
"text": " him and Sammy start beating on this guy, right? I kick him one time. Sure enough, the CEOs don't see me do anything. They come and they spray Blaze and Sammy and Mikey cut back to his cell. Mikey didn't want no parts of it. So they take Blaze and Sammy and I was supposed to be part of it. And they make me go back to my cell, bro. So now I'm in my cell, locked in my cell and I'm like, I'm telling the CEO, I'm like, I gotta go. I gotta leave. I gotta go. And they're like, why are you in danger? Why? And I was like,"
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"index": 433,
"start_time": 10389.957,
"text": " I gotta go bro I was like I was part of what just happened they're like no you weren't I was like I kicked him in the face yes I was and they're like they're like what the fuck they're like we gotta figure this out right so they locked me in my cell I'm in my cell from 7 in the morning all the way until 9 30 at night when they finally took me so and everybody else on the unit is unlocked so these guys are coming to my door all day long bro they're trying to tell me like"
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"end_time": 10441.305,
"index": 434,
"start_time": 10414.07,
"text": " Yeah, bro. Half of them were saying that and then they almost got me because the one guy was like, he's like, yo, bro. He's like, AK is my best friend. He's like, I talked to him. He's like, yo, he knows that you tried to stop it, that you had nothing to do with it. But in my head, I'm like, even though that's true, I still held him. I still gave Blaze the shank and they're not going to forget that. I was like, they can't get to anybody else. They're going to have to get to me. They're going to get to me because this is jail. It doesn't matter."
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"index": 435,
"start_time": 10441.305,
"text": " Like they want their retribution some way, you know, they want blaze to get word that I got fucked up You know what I mean? Like so I'm like nah, and they're like they're like, you'll just come out your cell come out yourself and then the one dude he's like He's like yo a Rob a Rob's running the range and he says everything is good. You're good. And I was like, oh, yeah so why was a Rob just have my cell telling me I was gonna get killed then and"
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"index": 436,
"start_time": 10465.776,
"text": " and he's like he looks at a rabbit he's like oh what the fuck bro and i was like oh you guys are trying to play me fuck that bro so so i sat in my chair bro like i put my chair at the back of the cell and i had two shanks in my hand bro and i sat like this because i was like if for some reason because the you know the co's are cooking and work worth you can't even look it up a bunch of co's just got fired um yo i just got i just got pulled out of my job i went to i'll tell you this in a minute so i'm sitting i'm sitting there with two shanks i'm waiting for that door to open i'm like fuck man fuck right so finally"
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"end_time": 10521.51,
"index": 437,
"start_time": 10496.425,
"text": " Nighttime comes, right? It's like 930 at night and I press the emergency button. I'm like, fuck this. Press the emergency button. So the CEO comes running to my cell. She's like, what's wrong? What's wrong? And I was like, I need to leave. She's like, why? Like, she's like, were you part of what happened to that guy that got... I was like, fucking yes. I was like, I need to leave. So finally they brought me to a transition range, right?"
},
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"index": 438,
"start_time": 10521.51,
"text": " Which was full of guys from Winnipeg that range almost popped off too right before I got transferred I was on that range for like three months I see a couple guys get robbed for all their shit like everybody's walking around with a shank and it's such a smaller range, but it's Outside on the units they call it PC right but like Fuck them. I don't really care. I need to get the fuck out of there so um so I was there for I don't know a couple weeks maybe like"
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"index": 439,
"start_time": 10548.575,
"text": " I think at max I was on that range for like two and a half months ish and I was trying to stay there because my I only had like a little over a year left and I was like yo this range is small I was like yeah like there's a lot of shit going on but none of it involves me you know what I mean like I was like maybe I should try to stay here my PO is like you can't um she's like I could sign you to Beaver Creek right now which is like low medium and I was like yeah why am I not on the bus right I was like yeah let's go right so"
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"index": 440,
"start_time": 10575.998,
"text": " They sent me to Beaver Creek. I get there. It's a fucking Driftwood jail. I didn't know that. And the guy that just got spoke is a Driftwood Crip, right? So I get there and they put me on Horizon. So Beaver Creek is like it's living units. It's not cells. It looks like my apartment kind of, you know what I mean? Like you walk on and the range is an apartment."
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"end_time": 10626.391,
"index": 441,
"start_time": 10596.561,
"text": " There's bedrooms, a kitchen, a living room, you know what I mean? But there's a max unit there too, which looks exactly like Collins Bay, it's all cells and shit. But the doors are open all day long, except for count, the three counts a day. Other than that, you can walk around the whole campus, go to the library, you know what I mean? You can go anywhere. You just can't go onto other units. I snuck on a different unit and got this tattoo done. It was supposed to be a cover-up. I paid for it all and then they fucking, I got transferred out of there."
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"index": 442,
"start_time": 10626.749,
"text": " But anyways, so I get there and I walk on horizon and I still have my mattress on my shoulder, right?"
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"index": 443,
"start_time": 10634.019,
"text": " and the CEOs like about to give me my key and this girl we call her mama June she look like honey boo-boo mom like she like just this big fucking whale looking bitch and she is out to terrorize you if you're in a good day she wants you to have a bad day she's fucking terrible bro and and she admits it too she's like I get a kick out of like fucking with you guys you know what I mean like she just should not be a CEO she's fucked so anyways she's about to give me my key"
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"index": 444,
"start_time": 10660.742,
"text": " And there's a guy named wheezy and a guy named Cosmo and wheezy end up being my dog But he uh, he calls me over they call me over to the laundry room and this co is like Come on, let him put his stuff down first. And that's right when I knew I was like, okay This place looks really nice, but this place is corrupt, you know, so they pull me into the laundry room. They're like, where'd you come from? I Was like work worth they're like, oh, yeah, they're like, what's your name? I was like DT and"
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"end_time": 10697.244,
"index": 445,
"start_time": 10687.466,
"text": " They're like, so you know that Somalian guy AK and I was like, so I just told the story. I was like, yo, listen, my celly tweaked out. I didn't know that it was going to happen. I was like, and I never said that I held him. I was like,"
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"index": 446,
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"text": " He pushed AK against me and I was trapped against him in the door so it looked like I was holding him while he was poking him, you know what I mean? And I was like, I'm the one that pressed the button to let him out. I was like, yo, if you can get a hold of anybody at work with, tell them. Ask AK. I literally tried to stop it. I told Blaze I didn't think that he was trying to rob us, you know what I mean? And so I was on thin ice there for a couple of days and then I ended up being on the same range as Wheezy. So I was like, this can't get any fucking worse right now, you know? So Wheezy comes out one day and he's like, we want a job."
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"index": 447,
"start_time": 10728.456,
"text": " And I was like, what? He's like, you want a range job? And I was like, fuck yeah. Cause you know, you get your 36 bucks a week, but if you, if you don't work, you get $12 a week, you know what I mean? Or sorry, every two weeks. So, um, he's like, you want a range job? And I was like, yeah, for sure. So he's like, I'll make you the range cleaner. And he's like, yo, he's like, I talked to banks last night and I was like, which one? And he's like, work with, he's like, you're good, eh? And I was like, all right, like I appreciate it. He's like, he's like, yo, like you're good. He's like, you saved my boy. And I was like,"
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"index": 448,
"start_time": 10758.882,
"text": " I go out and"
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"index": 449,
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"text": " Buddy J that was in the cell when this stuff happened, right? Well, J had ended up getting beat up at Workworth over that shit, so he got transferred as well. And he was in Beaver Creek. And Sammy ended up in Beaver Creek as well. Like the one that jumped Conrad with me and Blaze."
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"end_time": 10813.78,
"index": 450,
"start_time": 10789.923,
"text": " So Blaze ended up like saying like it was all him whatever so they let Sammy go to Beaver Creek. So the three of us ended up together right? Well Jay like I told you he was the money guy he had a little cell phone so he lets me use it. He's like yo here like you can go make some calls bring it down to your range whatever he's like oh I got crystal I got bogey whatever I'm like alright cool so like we're good we're set up right? Well Sammy you the scheming fucker."
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"index": 451,
"start_time": 10814.275,
"text": " I'm doing laps with Sammy one day. Sammy was a five-star blood from Winnipeg, right? Well, there was this other guy who was like, he thought that he was a big dog in Beaver Creek. His name was OJ. He was also a five-star blood. So I'm doing laps around the track with them and Sammy's like, yo, you know the password to Jay's phone? And I was like, yeah, like I use it all the time. Why? And he's like, well, yo, OJ will give us four grand for the phone. And I was like, what? And he's like, he wants the contacts in it."
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"index": 452,
"start_time": 10844.07,
"text": " He knows Jay from Road."
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"end_time": 10888.404,
"index": 453,
"start_time": 10863.985,
"text": " and sammy's like oh jay's like just think about it right and he walks away and sammy's like come on bro like it won't be hard just just jay gives you the phone anyways just walk off the range and and give it to oj and i was like uh let me think about it right which i never thought about it i went right back to the range and i'm like i went up to jay's range because i was down on a and he was up on jay so i went up to jay's range and i'm like i knock on the door"
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"end_time": 10916.834,
"index": 454,
"start_time": 10888.899,
"text": " We go Jay here or whatever because you're not allowed on other people's ranges. So he comes out and I'm like, come to the laundry room. We go to the laundry room and I'm like, yo, don't let anybody use your phone anymore. And he's like, why? So I explained to him what happened and he's like, what? And I was like, keep that between me and you, just me and you know, I was like, it's funny because, because Sammy always goes to Jay like, yo, can I get some bogey? Yo, yo, like we're dogs, let me get some crystal. You know what I mean? Shit like that. So for a month, bro, for a month, it was under wraps. Nobody knew, right?"
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"end_time": 10942.654,
"index": 455,
"start_time": 10917.654,
"text": " well they come up to me again a month later and they're like yo you gonna do this or what and I was like uh I don't know let me think about it and he's like nah bro like you already said that like are you gonna do it or no and I was like nah probably not right and he's like for real and then I kind of just went back into the range right and they're like yo what the fuck so I go right back up to the J and I'm like yo forward to the laundry room well"
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"index": 456,
"start_time": 10942.927,
"text": " There's this guy Kenny now who's in there and Kenny like was a big drug dealer on road but he got into Crystal real bad in jail so he just started ripping people off and making big messes and starting drama and like just was that guy that loved to do that now you know. So Jay didn't know this yet though and I didn't know"
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"end_time": 10985.486,
"index": 457,
"start_time": 10960.862,
"text": " that Kenny had bought in the phone charger because guys will charge you 1200 bucks for the charger you know what I mean just for the cord another 500 for the block like you know so Kenny had bought in the charger so technically it was their phone so I'm like you are gonna tell you someday like and I'm like I don't know this guy and he's like oh you're Kenny's good you can talk in front of him so I'm like all right cool so I'm like oh they just came and asked me again"
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"end_time": 11009.718,
"index": 458,
"start_time": 10986.135,
"text": " And Kenny's like, what? He's like, that's my phone too. That's my da da da. And I was like, bro, like chill. I'm not doing nothing, right? Like I'm like, yo, this doesn't leave us. I'm like, Jay's already known this for like a month. Nothing's happened. Do you know what I mean? Like I'm just letting you guys know. Like, and Kenny's like, all right, all right. I won't tell nobody. Well, about like three hours later, somebody comes and knocks on my range door and they're like, yo, uh, Vatos wants to talk to DT."
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"end_time": 11023.848,
"index": 459,
"start_time": 11009.957,
"text": " I go outside."
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"end_time": 11047.773,
"index": 460,
"start_time": 11024.599,
"text": " What the fuck are you talking about?"
},
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"end_time": 11066.22,
"index": 461,
"start_time": 11048.114,
"text": " I have to break the whole story down to these Spanish guys now, right? Well, OJ was the barber at Beaver Creek. There's like a whole like barber... I'm sure you've seen that in... Yeah. So OJ is the barber. So they go to the barber shop, like fucking five of them, six of them, and they all have shanks on their waist and shit."
},
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"end_time": 11093.422,
"index": 462,
"start_time": 11066.22,
"text": " They make OJ look like a fucking bitch, you know, and I was like, oh man I was like this is coming back on me tenfold like there's you know what I mean? I was like He just they made him look like a bitch when when he was like trying to make a name thinking he was a big man in this jail Now he looks like the ultimate bitch. I was like now he's gonna have to feel hard again and he's gonna come at me I know it, you know, so I go back in onto my range and I'm like yo easy I'm like, can I get a shank bro? Like do you have a shank?"
},
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"end_time": 11117.005,
"index": 463,
"start_time": 11093.865,
"text": " And he's like, what the fuck you need that for, bro? So I explained to him the story and I was like, listen, this is my plan, bro. I was like, I know as soon as they call fucking yard up, OJ's coming right here. I was like, I'm just going to meet it head on. Let me get a stick. I was like, I'm just going to walk to his range and fucking deal with it. You know what I mean? I was like, I want to get it over with. I don't want to be walking around waiting for something to happen. Let's just go. Whatever happens, happens. But I want to have some protection on me, right?"
},
{
"end_time": 11142.534,
"index": 464,
"start_time": 11117.398,
"text": " So he's like, Oh, I got you. So he gives me this fucking like, it looked like a letter opener. You know what I mean? Like this thing was hardcore and uh, in the bedroom there was wardrobes, right? Well, the handle for my wardrobe, it was like this big chunk of metal kind of, and it was loose. So I unscrewed it with the clippers and they, I don't know about in the States, but in your little inst, uh, uh, like, um,"
},
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"end_time": 11172.108,
"index": 465,
"start_time": 11142.79,
"text": " introduction package I guess when they give you your clothes and shit they give you these big wool socks for winter time I don't know if you get those there or not but you get the big gray wool socks here right and so I put that handle in this fucking sock right and I tied it up and I and I put it in my waist like an idiot right because I'm wearing my jeans and I have a belt so I tucked it into my waist so the bit of the sock is hanging out and then I have my hand on the shank and the other thing right so I walk out"
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"end_time": 11190.555,
"index": 466,
"start_time": 11172.381,
"text": " I don't even make it off the fucking unit yet and somebody's like yo DT Sammy's outside for you and I was like huh fuck alright so I get outside and I'm like yo what's good bro like Sammy's like yo what the fuck bro like why would you tell anybody and I was like yo why would you try and rob our friend like we're supposed to be like boys you know"
},
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"index": 467,
"start_time": 11190.776,
"text": " and he's like yo like let's do some laps and i was like alright cool i was like i need to go talk to oj anyways so we start doing laps oj comes up from behind me sammy set me up right comes up from behind me and he puts his hands on my shoulders and he's like yo dt he's like i liked you too kid what the fuck right and i was like yo i'm not gonna rob my friends bro like and he's like you gotta leave the jail go check in and i was like i'm not leaving the jail bro and he's like he's like so what he's like you want a 30"
},
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"end_time": 11226.561,
"index": 468,
"start_time": 11219.224,
"text": " I'm not a gang member from Winnipeg. I don't know what a 30 is. It means you get jumped for 30 seconds and you can't fight back, right?"
},
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"index": 469,
"start_time": 11226.937,
"text": " So I'm like, I'm like, bro, whatever, let's get, I thought that we were going to fight for 30 seconds. That's what I thought that it was. Right. So we're walking, we're halfway around the track and he's like, you can either check in or you're getting a 30. I'm like, I don't know what the fuck a 30 is. Like, let's, let's get it. You know, I was like, I'm not checking in. Fuck that. So, uh, we're almost to the blind spot and, and OJ is like, yo, Paul, come here. So Paul and the next guy come over. Right. So it's OJ, Sammy, Paul, and I still don't know who this other guy is to this day."
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"end_time": 11283.626,
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"start_time": 11253.626,
"text": " But me and Paul ended up being in the low together. So we get to the blind spot, which is, it's at the gym and the entrance to the library. It's like a V, the wall, you know, you can't see shit. So I'm back into the corner so nobody can come from behind me. And I have my hand on that sock thing, right? And my other hand on the shank. And in my head, I'm like, fuck. I'm like, I could use these and make shit so much worse or I could just fight this guy, right? But I still don't know I'm getting jumped. And I think Sammy's still kind of my friend, right?"
},
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"end_time": 11312.978,
"index": 471,
"start_time": 11284.224,
"text": " So I'm turned talking to OJ with my back in the corner, and OJ's like, alright, let's get it then, right? So I square up like me and OJ are going to fight, and Sammy duffs me from the side. Boom! I'm like, what the fuck? So now I'm like, alright, fuck it. I go to pull this thing out of my pants, right? It gets caught on my belt. I can't get it out of my pants. So now they're hitting me, right? Boom! So I'm like, alright, fuck this. So I just turtle up, right? I'm like, I don't even fight back on this one. So now there's four of them just hitting me and hitting me, right?"
},
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"end_time": 11335.845,
"index": 472,
"start_time": 11313.473,
"text": " O.J.'s like, he counts whatever times they're on his watch. He's like, all right, that's enough, like 30 seconds, right? It's done, it's done. So I'm like, still turtled up, and I'm like, what the fuck? He's like, no, it's done, you're good. So I look up, right? And as I look up, O.J.'s like, give him another one. And Sammy kicks me dead in my face, boom, and my head bangs off the wall, right? I'm like, what the fuck? And they jump me for another 30 seconds, right?"
},
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"end_time": 11355.64,
"index": 473,
"start_time": 11336.647,
"text": " so now it's over and oj's like alright it's done same thing alright it's done and i was like nah i ain't falling for that again like that's the fuck up you know what i mean like get the fuck away from me and uh he's like so so sammy goes to help me up i'm like yo get the fuck away from me bro so i get up and i'm like dusting myself off and i pick my hat up and oj's like"
},
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"end_time": 11380.026,
"index": 474,
"start_time": 11356.237,
"text": " He's like, yo, let me talk to you like we're not done. So I look over at him wham knocks me out boom I'm like, what the fuck, you know, like kind of like I hit the ground whatever I'm seeing stars I'm like, what the fuck so I kind of he kind of like picks me up and I'm like fuck this I'm going back to my unit and he's like, no, you're not he's like we're going to talk to Jay He's like you're gonna tell Jay that you made that all up and I was like, no the fuck I'm not I"
},
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"end_time": 11405.896,
"index": 475,
"start_time": 11380.333,
"text": " and he's like let's go we're going to talk to Jay or I promise you it's gonna be so much worse right but what they didn't know is I told Jay about this the first time a month ago right so anything they say isn't gonna add up so we get to the unit they call Jay out and I'm not saying nothing I'm standing on the wall and Jay's like or oh Jay's like so yo DT just admitted to me that he made it all up"
},
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"end_time": 11427.875,
"index": 476,
"start_time": 11406.544,
"text": " He came to me like a week ago with the plan mind you I told Jay a month ago so it couldn't have been that right so Jay's kind of looking at me like with a smug look and then Wheezy comes out he's like oh what the fuck bro because OJ won't let me leave right and and Wheezy's like he's a driftwood crip whatever and he's like oh what the fuck he's like oh what's wrong like DT you good and I was like nah fam I'm just trying to go inside"
},
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"end_time": 11456.681,
"index": 477,
"start_time": 11427.875,
"text": " and he's like let's go then and oj is like uh uh uh and wheezy's like what like you know you got something to say so we go back inside whatever i have a fucking boot print on the side of my face and uh he's like oh what the fuck he's like why didn't you have him you know and i was like honestly bro i was like i thought about it and then i was like i'm just gonna make it worse i'm like i don't really have people here so what i spoke of him and then now i got bloods on me and i already got crips on me like you know what i mean like i was like bro i'll just take the beat and it is what it is right and uh"
},
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"end_time": 11485.299,
"index": 478,
"start_time": 11457.142,
"text": " Yeah, like a bunch of shit happened in Beaver Creek, but that was just like one of the most memorable, you know, and then the way I I got into drugs again in Beaver Creek, right? Like I started hanging out with all the native guys and I was making shanks for them. They were giving me a hundred bucks a shank, right? I started making them out of I was in program and by the third binder programs were like, what the fuck is it? Like, what are you doing? So they gave me they give you these binders and they have those rings that pop, you know what I mean? To put your shit in the middle. So I"
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"text": " I bust the binder open and I straighten those out and wrap some shit around it and then it's like a push dagger. You know, you hold your fist on it and then the shank comes out the middle so you just punch with it, right? So I can make six of those out of each binder, right? And I got fucking three binders and then program was like, what are you doing? Like what keeps happening to your binders? And I was like, ah, and then I got kicked out of program anyways for showing up like high and shit. But, uh,"
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"text": " Yeah, then they just people started tweaking and and they were gonna jump me and shit I was like like all the native guys turned on me over like $90, bro And I was like, you know, I'm gonna pay you in a week, you know and they were just all high on drugs like heroin and fucking meth and shit and and I got so So yeah, they I got word that they were gonna jump me and so sells rock I ended up going in front of the bubble and just I just hit the first guy this this this kid that I didn't like anyways, so"
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"text": " I hit this kid boom right in front of the bubble they came they took me out I got shipped out of that jail right and I ended up in the low for a bit because that was the last medium other than the low and then it was out of province and I only had six months left so they reluctantly let me go to the low and they said one problem you're getting kicked out whatever but there was no drugs no nothing there so I started to sober up and I made a plan and then"
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"text": " even my mom thought that I was going to go back to jail like she's like I'm going to come pick you up because I think like I want to see you before you go back right and like I thought I was going to go back and then I walked out the gates bro the day I got released and the CEO was like I'll see you again soon or whatever right and I was like I ain't never coming back here I went to the halfway house but I had nine job interviews nobody would hire me I found my boss at where I work now I gave him my story bro and he's like I'm gonna give you a chance he saved my life because I was on the fence you know and uh"
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"text": " Now I'm working at a machine shop and I'm about to do an apprenticeship at the end of the year. He's going to put me through for my apprenticeship. I'm going to get my machinist ticket, bro. I just turned my life around. I've been sober for like two years now and it's just good, bro. I'll never go back to any of that. Yeah, you had mentioned that this was like the first apartment you ever had like in your name. Yeah, bro."
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"text": " This is the first Christmas I ever had with all three of my kids where I actually bought them presents and shit like you know I get them every other weekend on Wednesdays for dinner like shit's just good now bro I would never trade this life for any of that bullshit that I used to have bro it's it's good you know I work hard and it's good and you know I really appreciate you like having me on bro I watch you every day at work we'll listen I literally you're literally playing on my TV right now like look"
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